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[keeping]

^ well, i've heard of worst places to wake up in
ahahaha - but yeah, shame you blacked out
visuals are awesome, reminded me of shrooms and mdma

 

[ShroomySatori]

I have some 2c-e at my disposal but my lover and Spirit Molecule is 2C-C.

Man acid dude it is like I'm seeing life for the first time through the eyes of a child but as an adult male just shy of 30. It is INSANE!!!

I went to the mall today and spent hours there exploring the cute little shops that I never pay much attention to.Played with some stuffed animals, got an iced herbal tea which blew my mind... I was touching and feeling all the for sale stuff and like playing with them and rotating them around and staring up close at the patterns and I'm sure people noticed as I was grinning from ear to ear and giggling a lot and I smoked a joint in the parking lot before going in but I was polite and respectful so nobody bothered me. I had serious business matters to attend to all day, in fact, and I was there for something work related. It ended up being another adventure of a lifetime.

The best part was the fancy cute little candle store. The lady working there was so very attractive. She had dark crimson hair almost precisely like mine, and I asked her a lot of questions and we ended up flirting. It was amazing, she is so damn sexy, and she knows I like my candlelight LOL. I complimented her hair and she's like yeah! it's kinda like yours and gave me this kinky little smirk and like moved her tongue a nice little way. I was like OMG I want to screw you right here right now ahahahahahahahahahaha. Got 6 beauty tall candles for my ornamental bronze holders. I use my micro torch that I dab hash oil and DMT with to burn all hell into the things and my past girlfriend apparently thought this was hilarious. She used to use the freezer but I'm like nonono cutie let me use my torch as I was hitting DMT over there on her bed with candlelight and incense going anyway. So, I torched the hell out of them and could get the candles inserted properly so much easier that way. I scorched her wall black and she didn't tell me for a while but thought it was hilarious... then I was like, oh gosh what have I done? lol. It's already getting dark so I'm about to torch the living hell out of a couple antique ornamental holders that I discovered around here the other day. I found on the receipt that lovely ladies name. I'm totally going back for candles soon. Because, ya know, I just need a hell of a lot of candles all of a sudden and maybe something else that might be a lot hotter, and would also require the candles anyway to set the mood. ahahahahahahahehehehehehehehehehehe

I had two truffles with my spare change and I can't even describe what happened LOL.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I have some 2c-e at my disposal but my lover and Spirit Molecule is 2C-C.

Man acid dude it is like I'm seeing life for the first time through the eyes of a child but as an adult male just shy of 30. It is INSANE!!!

I went to the mall today and spent hours there exploring the cute little shops that I never pay much attention to.Played with some stuffed animals, got an iced herbal tea which blew my mind... I was touching and feeling all the for sale stuff and like playing with them and rotating them around and staring up close at the patterns and I'm sure people noticed as I was grinning from ear to ear and giggling a lot and I smoked a joint in the parking lot before going in but I was polite and respectful so nobody bothered me. I had serious business matters to attend to all day, in fact, and I was there for something work related. It ended up being another adventure of a lifetime.

The best part was the fancy cute little candle store. The lady working there was so very attractive. She had dark crimson hair almost precisely like mine, and I asked her a lot of questions and we ended up flirting. It was amazing, she is so damn sexy, and she knows I like my candlelight LOL. I complimented her hair and she's like yeah! it's kinda like yours and gave me this kinky little smirk and like moved her tongue a nice little way. I was like OMG I want to screw you right here right now ahahahahahahahahahaha. Got 6 beauty tall candles for my ornamental bronze holders. I use my micro torch that I dab hash oil and DMT with to burn all hell into the things and my past girlfriend apparently thought this was hilarious. She used to use the freezer but I'm like nonono cutie let me use my torch as I was hitting DMT over there on her bed with candlelight and incense going anyway. So, I torched the hell out of them and could get the candles inserted properly so much easier that way. I scorched her wall black and she didn't tell me for a while but thought it was hilarious... then I was like, oh gosh what have I done? lol. It's already getting dark so I'm about to torch the living hell out of a couple antique ornamental holders that I discovered around here the other day. I found on the receipt that lovely ladies name. I'm totally going back for candles soon. Because, ya know, I just need a hell of a lot of candles all of a sudden and maybe something else that might be a lot hotter, and would also require the candles anyway to set the mood. ahahahahahahahehehehehehehehehehehe

I had two truffles with my spare change and I can't even describe what happened LOL.

How did you get to the mall? Are you driving on it?

Just curious, not trying to judge. Roughly 6 to 8 years ago I drove on 2c-I (enough times to not be able to give you a solid number, but at least ten). Probably not my wisest decision. I make a lot of bad decisions.

 

[Scrofula]

The Ex had a true story of two friends, both on LSD, taking a drive at night on one of those curvy roads above San Diego.

Up ahead they both see an elephant in the road. Neither says a word and they didn't slow down, because, hey, they're on LSD, and elephants aren't things that appear in roads.

Until they hit the very really elephant, which was actually loose from some foothill sanctuary.

Everyone survived but the car; not sure what they told the cops.

 

[keeping]

^ shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeet
now i'm def not driving on acid aha

 

[ovo1024]

With all this 2c talk i guess I'll join in, that class of drugs isn't my thing but i did one time take a ecstasy pill that was a low dose of mdma and decent dose of 2c-b it was weird to say the least. I was Unaware it contained the 2c-b so i was expecting a hard roll but ended up confused with life, the visuals didn't help either lol

 

[Scrofula]

Since I haven't done any of these fancy designer drugs, I'm stuck with driving on LSD memories.

I was pulled over once, driving back from Sacramento, pretty much at the tail end of a mild weekend session. It was just a speed trap getting off the freeway, but I was a total n00b for drugs and police, and started freaking about dilated pupils. So cop scans my truck with his maglite, I sound normal, the guy in the truck bed with no seatbelt isn't a problem (cause shell, I guess, probably a felony now), passenger seat chick is "sober", just a ticket, but finally as he leaves, the last maglite shine in my face left an afterimage that suddenly blossomed into this beautiful flower that hung in my vision till he drove off.

I wish that vision was auspicious, but that was definitely the last time I had a positive cops-and-drugs experience.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

The Ex had a true story of two friends, both on LSD, taking a drive at night on one of those curvy roads above San Diego.

Up ahead they both see an elephant in the road. Neither says a word and they didn't slow down, because, hey, they're on LSD, and elephants aren't things that appear in roads.

Until they hit the very really elephant, which was actually loose from some foothill sanctuary.

Everyone survived but the car; not sure what they told the cops.

Great story.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

With all this 2c talk i guess I'll join in, that class of drugs isn't my thing but i did one time take a ecstasy pill that was a low dose of mdma and decent dose of 2c-b it was weird to say the least. I was Unaware it contained the 2c-b so i was expecting a hard roll but ended up confused with life, the visuals didn't help either lol

When I took MDMA I would get visuals, but again, I was taking 200mg.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Since I haven't done any of these fancy designer drugs, I'm stuck with driving on LSD memories.

I was pulled over once, driving back from Sacramento, pretty much at the tail end of a mild weekend session. It was just a speed trap getting off the freeway, but I was a total n00b for drugs and police, and started freaking about dilated pupils. So cop scans my truck with his maglite, I sound normal, the guy in the truck bed with no seatbelt isn't a problem (cause shell, I guess, probably a felony now), passenger seat chick is "sober", just a ticket, but finally as he leaves, the last maglite shine in my face left an afterimage that suddenly blossomed into this beautiful flower that hung in my vision till he drove off.

I wish that vision was auspicious, but that was definitely the last time I had a positive cops-and-drugs experience.

The 2c-_ series is "better" because it's more predictable dose/response curve and all that.

But if I could just take LSD all the time, I would. 2c-_ permeating visuals are very strong. LSD visuals went away with time.

 

[ShroomySatori]

Yes, I was very afraid to drive on it but it was a magical, lovely experience. I am not impaired by 2c-c. I'd say I am a much more attentive and responsible driver than normal, due to my high level of patience and conscious awareness. I drove like a nascar driver, but kept to the speed limit. I can honestly function completely normally in any way conceivable. I finally feel like I am actually sane, and my driving was perfect. I listened to some really mellow tunes and kept my eyes on the road.

Please don't judge me for that. You must know my reaction to 2C-C to understand that I was being entirely safe. I would never, ever drive on acid or mushrooms. That's just downright insanity to me, but maybe not to others... I just can't think straight on those ones all the time. They can overwhelm me.

The thing about the elephant I mean to me, I feel like psychedelics attract ridiculous events into the experience like that. Hilarious.

Awesome stories... and about the afterimage from the cop shining the light... well I created a shrine today. It is my antique clock I brought back to life, with a tall, lovely candle on each side. I sat there staring at it cross legged for about 2 hours in silence. Smoked a joint to commemorate the occasion. I didn't make a sound, and I was getting pretty cool afterimages from the candles, sitting alone in the basement with all the electric lighting turned off. Beautiful moment, especially when the clock chimed. I got some nice photos and videos captured... I'm really into photography right now. I took a bunch of pictures at the mall as well.

Man, I make a lot of bad decisions too. To think, a couple weeks ago I was fiending cocaine and oxycodone. That doesn't even make sense to me right now. I was just hurting myself and driving on those is a lot more dangerous I feel. I don't feel like this was a bad decision at all, I had a wonderful time and I certainly didn't put anyone in danger. I was courteous and polite and the mall although I was exploring silly things with great curiosity, but I wasn't bothered by anyone. And flirting with the gorgeous lady at the candle shop was good fun. I am going back for sure in a couple days when my shrine needs a re-up.

By the way, I would never, ever drive on any other psychedelic than 2C-C. It meshes with my spirit so well that I am essentially left completely in control while tripping hard, without even really noticing or thinking about how I am tripping. I am always fascinated by my external environment. I'm really not getting that crazy visuals by the way... it's more that it enhances my perception of my surroundings and my awareness and my ability to be intelligent, creative, and analytical. That's what I love about it so much. It leaves me completely, totally in control all the time.

 

[ShroomySatori]

When I took MDMA I would get visuals, but again, I was taking 200mg.

I find it strange that people do not consider a true psychedelic. When I took 100mg followed by a 50mg redose as I was coming up to extend the peak, I ended up having such an intense intellectual debate with my buddy who was on meth at the time that I eventually left my body. It's hard to remember, but I feel like I may have experienced what is known as astral projection. It's all about set and setting really. I had nystagmus for hours and hours to the extent that I couldn't read.

I actually really dislike Mdma, because I feel that the emotions I have on it are ultimately fake. For instance, the connection I had with the lovely lady at the candle shop was wonderful and very real. I was being myself. As amazing the experience can be, I always end up crashing and I'll never use it again. 2C-C for me is like what Mdma should be but just can't be that awesome in any way at all. Also, the deforestation in Cambodia to extract sassafras oil is rather tragic. I don't like neglect.

About the grammar... it was an exhausting day. I'm laying in bed by my shrine of candlelight and feeling incredibly relaxed. I actually had to go to the mall to pick up some technology for work, and it ended up being an exciting adventure.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I would also get visuals when shooting methamphetamine.

 

[Slow_Mobius]

The drugs always came first. And, that is just not cool. Also, I eventually completely lost my drive for sex and could not even function that way. My testosterone levels had been depleted so much I guess... opiates do that, I think it's like 25% of the normal level. It was completely emasculating.
I got clean this summer and had a lovely romance but I kept relapsing every month on prescription day and she grew tired of the bullshit involved with that. Although, at least we were able to have a lot of really great sex and incredibly romantic and intimate times getting to know each other really well. We were hanging out and sleeping over every single night, as much as we possibly could. It was amazing. Of course it is important to have that connection or I feel like I lose it (the testosterone thing... this last time it was more related to the physical agony of withdrawal and how it makes me completely unreliable and braindead, and how when I was relapsing it would be like the love vanished into thin air until I was done with my stupid drug runs. And it was such a powerful connection to throw away for that stupid shit.
I was really just completely concerned with my opiate supply and nothing else really. My other earlier relationship started off wonderfully and we were really in love too, travelled all over the world to lovely islands and so many beautiful places and had so much fun together but eventually I got hooked on opiates and it ended very badly as my addiction was very much active at that point and beginning to ruin my life and she lost respect for me and it ended horribly. I actually just realized I can't really say any more, it hurts so bad to even say it (no worries though, I started mentioning to my new friend some of this on the phone (not mentioning drug use) and very quickly realized I was on the verge of tears and couldn't do it.

I simply cannot have a relationship if I am actively using. It will not work. I just had an 8 hour and 35 minute phone call with a lovely cute young lady I recently met. It was crazy to talk that long with each other when we are still just getting to know each other. When I'm clean, it really isn't a problem for me.

I stayed at a new gf's place a few weeks ago, and I had to sneak out in the middle of the night because I was starting to sweat like crazy, get leg cramps, etc from WD. I've tapered down my kratom use dramatically, but I actually feel like the kratom enhances my personal relationships. Without fogging up my mind like GABAergic drugs, it removes just enough inhibition for me to be open with people.

Sorry to hear that your relationship turned out that way. Maybe things will work out with this new girl? 8hr phonecall sounds insane. I think the longest I've ever spent in the phone with someone was maybe 2 or 3 hours when I was doing a long distance relationship. Needless to say, it didn't work out in the end

 

[FuckinAcidMan]

Since I haven't done any of these fancy designer drugs, I'm stuck with driving on LSD memories.

[...]just a ticket, but finally as he leaves, the last maglite shine in my face left an afterimage that suddenly blossomed into this beautiful flower that hung in my vision till he drove off.

See that's the kind of shit that happens, which provides a fantastic example of LSD visuals, that never ends up in movies and shit because they get the hallucinations all wrong and end up with like a scooby doo haunted house vibe trying to portray acid visuals.

I've tapered down my kratom use dramatically, but I actually feel like the kratom enhances my personal relationships. Without fogging up my mind like GABAergic drugs, it removes just enough inhibition for me to be open with people.

Dude I feel the same way about Kratom, my first six months on it resulted in me reconnecting with like 2 or three old friends I had really been wanting to hang out with but felt too awkward to hit up out of the blue. It also makes talking to girl I find attractive a lot more relaxed instead of... a whole thing I guess? I don't really know how to describe it it was never horribly stressful it just used to put me on like a strong ALERT. With kratom I just get kind of enthused, happy and social and stuff it's a lot more pleasant.

Lastly for what it's worth I get visuals and deep feelings of inter-connectivity to from (high doses of cannabis) Cannabis and MDMA so I always considered them mildy psychedelic regardless of how they are officially classified and widely categorized on the street.

 

[Slow_Mobius]

I totally know what you mean acidman. I don't consider myself a really anxious person, but I definitely feel enough of my fight-or-flight response kick in when I talk to new people, or particularly attractive women, that it can make things difficult. Kratom makes those interactions so much more enjoyable.

 

[Scrofula]

I would also get visuals when shooting methamphetamine.

It took a while, but yes, meth definitely has a visual thing--and I don't mean like seeing things move in the dark out of the corner of your eye (it does that too). Definite problem with edges around objects, color flashes when moving my eyes, and yeah, seeing clear-as-day objects everywhere in short bursts.

As for 2C drugs, I don't where you bastards get those.

 

[Slow_Mobius]

2-x was everywhere in college. I never tried it though. I was pretty content with my tryptamines.

 

[ShroomySatori]

I totally know what you mean acidman. I don't consider myself a really anxious person, but I definitely feel enough of my fight-or-flight response kick in when I talk to new people, or particularly attractive women, that it can make things difficult. Kratom makes those interactions so much more enjoyable.

2-CC eliminates all social anxiety and inhibitions for me. I have been having the deepest discussions of my life recently, often with people I have never met. I always have interesting and comical things to say and I can really socially engage with people... like the fox at the candle shop I'm going to get to know, and the lady I talked to on the phone for 8 hours when we were getting to know each other.

Also thanks slow mobius. I have a feeling I'm going to find love on this 2C-C adventure. I had no inhibitions whatsoever engaging into a comical yet serious and flirty conversation with this beautiful woman I had never met before who was at work at the shop. I had a lovely conversation with a musician tonight who knows my younger brother when I was just stopping by for concert tickets and we ended up having a really chill convo and hanging out for a while, and agreed to hit dmt together sometime when we are both not busy. I've never been more social in all my life... with elderly people out on walks too! Absolutely anyone, even a kid around 10 years old greeted me as we walked by and I was like yo dude have a good day.

 

[ShroomySatori]

Regarding the relationships, I can talk to anyone exactly the same and it's always comical, humorous, abstract, and entertaining for them. I feel like I connect instantly with the people who I would really get along with. I can talk to a gorgeous, stunning lady like I did today at the mall buying candles, as I did the same to an elderly man walking his Siberian Husky who he was really sad about who had just had a surgery and I could sense he was scared for his pet. It's all the same to me... except, clearly, that I like to flirt with women who I am drawn into and engage in conversation with and find extremely attractive. I really sense that I am going to find my real love on this now almost week-long 2-CC adventure of a lifetime.

The woman at the shop is potential romance, I can tell by the look she gave me as I was leaving that she finds me highly attractive and we had a lovely talk and laughed together about stuff, but it was serious too. I've had amazing connections with my brother as if we can see into each other's souls, I could never ever ask for a better brotherhood. I am so lucky to have him. And this lovely lady I met who I'm talking to daily now... we really care about each other, and admire so much about each other, and we are really different so it makes things interesting. She is also several years younger than me, but I sense she is mature than the lady I dated who was a year older. She is really very much attractive and very tall for her age, I'm a little over 6 feet and she is just a couple inches shorter. Seems everything is just right and I've only known her since I met her on 2C-C. Then we have been quite busy with work and stuff so we talk on the phone at night daily and it always gets so engaging that we end up talking until 4am. The first time it was 8 hours, the last 2 days it has been 4. It is like we can't get enough of each other's conversation, she admires and tells me how attractive she thinks I am for being very smart, and I compliment and reassure her in so many ways. It's really awesome and that is really what is going on with me in regards to that and I can't wait for a date... but the lady at the candle shop. There was a real connection there and I know she's into me. She is beautiful and around my age I sense. Unbelievably attractive to me. For once it's not like I'm split on anything, just keeping my options open and experiencing life for the adventure that it is. I'm certain I'll end up with someone really attractive in the near future and that is really very exciting to me. I'd also like to try sex on 2C-C as I've only ever really had sex stoned before, and I am pretty much always stoned.

Anyways, it is crazy how this drug can do that when normally I am a little socially out of place. Like who talks to someone they just met for 8 hours and constantly engaged the entire time and feeling like there are endless things to discuss? It was unbelievable and I feel like I should really focus on her to see if things will work out... and get a date.