Mister bloated head himself.... Or should I say bloated taco, but than y'all stoners would have the munchies. I guess this is my journal where I am making a serious attempt with a Dr I trust highly that sadly is at a very expensive cost my moms fronting.... Not nearly enough as how much I had to spend on getting them to stop fighting me on going these proper routes of treatments rather than just not wanting to know or be a part of because they don't agree it is right in their world view. So who knows what happens... I have one last dime bag of dope to shoot in two hours doing my best not to just say fuck it and get it over with to not think about it to develop the ability to say no just do it right don't just give up because it is too much effort on a strained body. I know many have wondered about me with my random long posts that like all of us are very unique and make this board such a wonderful place it is. This place would be nothing if it was just a person alone. So here I am trying to get into better communities and improve my life! Let's help make it happen so I can do the same for others.