Yeah, it SUCKS to get sedated on that shit. Body gets all heavy and I just feel like crashing wherever I am, meteorite-style. Craters and everything, bro, lol.... but I like to maintain that mellow .5mg feel (alprazolam), but it's so short-acting that I end up taking a .5 like every 1.5-2hrs.
I do the same with weed. I don't like to get smacked as shit (often... sometimes it happens, though), but I like to maintain that single bowl-pack high for longer than a single bowl lasts, so I find myself having a bunch of small sessions throughout the day. So small I probably shouldn't even call 'em sessions, more like 3-6 hits and I'm good for a couple hours.
Diazepam's dope, man. Most of the benzo's are. The only one I don't care for much is clonazepam, but I haven't tried them all. I can't stand cyclobenzeprene, but I don't think that's a benzo... might be a skeletal relaxer? meh, idk. benzo's for the win, though, them bitches are great when you have a bit of knowledge and control.
Really, though? I mean, REALLY THOUGH?!?! I'm tryna get some roofies/flunitrazepam (personal use). As far as I know, they're more potent than alprazolam. There's also a benzo that's also considered a hypnotic (like ambien) that I want to try, but I can't for the life of me remember which one that is at the moment.