I just wanted to post a word of caution for you. I had a really rough patch in life a few years ago and fell into the Trap of using heroin. I only used for about 2 months and then I smacked myself for being stupid and decided not to take any more. Of course after 2 months of use I was already physically dependent but thank God I never gained a mental dependence. I stayed clean for about a month and then I came across a constant connection for Vicodin about a hundred a month. I took those Vicodin for roughly a year and when I decided to quit I simply could not tolerate the withdrawals so I look for something to help me. What I found happened to be kratom. Unfortunately back then there were not a lot of stories of withdrawals and most posts it Kratom was not addictive. However four years later I can tell you that if you've ever been addicted to any opiate then Kratom will grab you by the balls if you're not careful with it. While many people have no withdrawals at all from kratom minor always nearly as bad as the heroin withdrawals were. I'm absolutely certain this is 90% mental but I thought I would give you a warning from my own experience. It will help greatly to help you overcome the withdrawals but the problem with it is that it's legal and cheap so after the acute withdrawals are over you have to exercise The Willpower to not use kratom anymore after. I wish you the best of luck on your recovery and if you have anyhttps://youtu.be/B_3TlrZLpQ0questions over Kratom whatsoever feel free to contact me I'll be more than happy to tell you everything I've learned about 5 years of using.