Damn Aiden and Invega Hater, I feel for you guys, Im only 3 months in and I'm definitely still in the same boat and hearing its been 2 years and almost a year for you isn't very reassuring but hang in there guys, people have come back from war blind and without their limbs and there are people who live in poverty everyday. It's good to hear that some guys get it back reasonably, in 8-10 months I honestly don't expect to get my full size back, which is honestly fine if its close to it and it just worked naturally. I mean I feel all the other stuff going away like the appetite the constipation the brain fog the low energy (although i do have concerta on board and thats definitely crucial and helping me even though i don't take it every day i don't wanna get hooked) the watery semen (even though its still a little watery I suppose its got more volume to it now and my refractory period has shortened meaning i don't have to wait as many days as i used to, to get the same effect but theres still a long way to go).
Honestly Gents, I think the best thing to do ( as difficult as this is) is to not think about this shit and just get more productive somewhere else in your life, don't become a waste, don't look back on your youth and now realize you have nothing to show for it, live comfortably find a profession contribute to the world make it a better place people will pay it forward if they see that. and yeh, like a lot of other stuff is improving for me but lemme tell you a quick story that should surely make you more appreciative of your own circumstance and situation, chances are you got court ordered or the hospital made you do this, I mean I sincerely doubt anyone did this of their own volition.
I had my own parents (especially my dad my own jealous and possessive hungarian narcissist dad) tell me to keep taking this nonsense cuz he's a gullible moron and just believed the doctor wasn't trying to sell a drug. (and if any of you previously read my statement i found a doctor eventually really awesome dude who advocated on my behalf because i established a relationship with him, I remained calm I was polite and simply told him this was not working for me)
I even told my dad about the sexual side effects the constipation the low energy etc. and he still didn't care he told me it'd go away, to be betrayed and misled by your own dad because he thought you owed him something because your still living at home at 26 when everyone is doing that nowadays is a pretty tough pill to swallow, I mean he's honest to god just a rich happy oblivious idiot, I seriously gotta see him every day and act like this isn't his fault, like If i just got the one 234 and we stopped it would have been 5 months already instead of 3 off a way lower dose and it'd probably start to subside now.. I seriously gotta wait in limbo for the next 6-7 months minimum TO SEE IF IM OK like this is seriously fucked. Im telling my story so that if someone else is in similar situation to get out of the trap ASAP.
I'll be nice to him now cuz i don't wanna exhaust all my friends relationships by crashing the couch but my brother graduates high school this year and if this shit doesn't clear up in a year and specially a year a half Im definitely gonna have to not see him, like he's too big a dick this is pretty unforgivable. Also, I don't wanna spoil it for anyone for who its been more than a year but chances are its just best to focus on other things as angering and terrible as that sounds. But heres some good news I heard a guy was on prozac at like 35 stopped when he was 36, and his sexual dysfunction lasted 5 years FIVE YEARS. 5 years later until he was 41. but RANDOMLY, he got it back. I know insane, pretty uplifting and Im a big fan of this guy. Its good to focus on the positive and just go with the flow as best as we can in the moment and not panic.
And to anyone thats new to this site, if your at home or wherever you are, if your reading this and your being forced on this shit get off it NOW, do everything in your power run away if you have to i got lucky with a doctor who told my dad he's an idiot and luckily we put out the fire, but go to a friends stay at a homeless shelter if you have to its that crucial, because i believe the more of this stuff that your brain takes in the more compromised and lengthy is our recovery, anyway its a beautiful day outside around 2 o clock my time i don't wanna stay inside all day on this beautiful sunny day I wanted to end on a positive note, and I really hope everyone here has a support group they can talk to besides there parents or their P doc (cuz even a trustworthy pdoc cost money.
Remember EXERCISE, HYRDRATE, SLEEP, EAT HEALTHY GET SUN READ WATCH MOVIES RELAX STUDY at CC its cheap it'll expand your mind, go out with friends try and be a wingman with your buddies, who knows you might meet an actual nice girl that isn't a size queen. most of those girls who would judge you by that honestly, just see a man as a tool to pleasure her and you don't wanna waste your time with that type of girl, its just not very nice and extremely unpleasant at the end of the day trust me, and you can rest assured if she's into that sort of thing then your definitely not the only guy on her mind. anyway find a girl you can actually have a conversation and a connection with a laugh with, those kind of things and you'll see yourself becoming a much happier guy, find your purpose don't let this get us down guy we will remain strong and persevere
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE
