I'm feeling the urge to write up my most recent experience.: As you probably read earlier, I am new to the whole disso world. I've never gotten my hands on MXE nor any other dissociative substance. I went ahead and got my hands on both 3-meo-pcp and o-pce. 2 Days ago I took a small dose of o-pce, which was around 7mg (insufflated). Nothing special happened, other than some warmth and music appreciation.
Today I insufflated 20mg of o-pce, I want to add that I just broke my right feet, which requires me to lay in my bed. This is why I thought o-pce was a good idea... and I was right. Again, I have no prior disso experience so my words probably sound kinda virgin to you. My head started to feel kinda heavy and I was feeling like my legs where floating, even though I didn't move them at all... This was quite enjoyable, even though it actually scared me, because I thought there was something wrong with my limbs (it felt like they where cut off from my body). My arms looked different, it looked like they where a lot longer, can anyone relate to that?
A warm feeling was taking over my whole body, but at the same time I felt super drunk. I had double vision and everything was kinda spinning, I didn't really like that but I assume it's part of the disso experience... When I closed my eyes I felt like I was on another planet, the music sounded amazing (
this is what I listened to). I've never heard music like this before, not even LSD or MDMA came close to that. I didn't really enjoy rap though, idk why. But the music I linked was awesome as fuck... I had some crazy CEV, I was running through a tunnel or space, I can't put it into words... It was just me, the universe and the music. nothing else. I've never felt anything like that before.
Honestly, I feel kinda "dumb" now (it feels like my IQ got divided by 2 and I am acting kinda slow), I took the o-pce around 5h ago, is this part of the afterglow? When I am turning my head, my brain needs quite some time to process what it's seeing. Has anyone else ever experienced something like this? I guess, this is what a retard must feel like. Not trying to offend anyone, just writing up my thoughts... don't get me wrong. I just took some 4f-mph to combat the negative effects, hopefully reaching baseline soon again.
I would be happy if anybody took some time to answer, because I am quite overwhelmed.
Also: Cr00k, I love reading your posts; I know it's OT but isn't today the day, where the new German blanket ban becomes legally valid? I am not familiar with bluelights rules, feel free to delete this but Germany is definitely taking a big step into the wrong direction... people will just go back to meth/speed and shit like that instead of all the banned rc's... /rant over