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The EADD I'm Fucked Thread V. Post Lost in the 5th Dimension

Billy is speed aka solphate paste stuff right?eh I'm learning me drugs here go easy on me if I get it wrong diolch :D

Hope ye get sleep soon, Dono..<3. Maybe force down a heavy meal or some alcohol? If that fails get a 4 pnter mikk down ye. You'll sleep then hopefully.

Thank fuck I'm no lobger on stims.

Evey

Aye it is (supposed to be) speed.

I already drink about two litres of milk most days so an extra two probably won't do much. I'm confident I will get to sleep at a decent time tonight because it can only take so long to be metabolised.

EDIT: I fucked my maths up/conveniently ignored a memory - I had a couple of lines after my roast dinner around 3pm :o
 
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Billy is speed aka solphate paste stuff right?eh I'm learning me drugs here go easy on me if I get it wrong diolch :D

Hope ye get sleep soon, Dono..<3. Maybe force down a heavy meal or some alcohol? If that fails get a 4 pnter mikk down ye. You'll sleep then hopefully.

Thank fuck I'm no lobger on stims.

Evey

Yup! Billy as in 'Billy Whizz' from The Beano - the archetypal speed freak...


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High as mutha on weed again. I think I'm falling in love with ganja again. Plus it is genuinely working well medicinally as a painkiller.

I just remembered I have cookie dough ice cream holy fuck
 
Started the afternoon with a good bit of number 3 and a small toke of hash. Then proceeded to plug around 140mg MDMA into my anus (first time plugging MDMA for me, verrry nice :D), then after meditating in my garden for a bit I had my first experiments with 5 meo dmt. I can definately see the potential there, I was vaping off foil though and could see large bits of my dose disappearing into thin air, plus obvs can't get it all in the one hit.

Any advice? Don't currently have any bongs or pipes, so would have to be household objects unless my Atmos portable vaporiser could perhaps be of use?

EDIT: to clarify, I have not "broken through" or come anywhere close to that type of experience, thats why I'm looking to improve my smoking method before I waste my sample.

EDIT 2: I have since broken through, awe inspiring but also not much I can say about it that hasn't been conveyed better by others. I've now thrown 15mg 4-ho-met into the mix.
 
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sorry to keep bumping this thread, I have since taken 30mg 4-ho-met. Visuals are absolutely jawdropping..... but given my circumstances I fear this has been nothing more than a beautiful distraction, going to resume fucking up via coke and heroin. Hoping my ket will get dispatched soon, that'll at least be a more novel way of escapist drug abuse which I wlll not lie - I am totally aware of how fucked up my drug situation is, really anything like todays activities made for a nice retreat, basically I am going to keep going until I physically pass out because I am beyond caring now, everything I do from this point will just be an attempt to escape, but on Saturday my parents are coming back from Paris and I'm just going to have to spell out the webs of lies that ..... ahhh this is so fucked up. Expect to see me a lot over the next few days

I don't really plan on sobering up between now and saturday.... might pass out from exhaustion at some point but thats my plan
 
Just went to get some weed after a dealer texted me to say he had some 'Silver Haze'. So - I've just gone to pick it up and as I don't really buy any gear frequently any more he gave me 2 £5 sample bags to test, and as I had a tenner left on me I thought fuck it and got an x-tra 2 as I didn't have loads of gear last w/e. So I've just got home with 2 grams of gorgeous bud, and as I'm getting screened again on Monday I thought I'd give the horse a trot around the paddock now.

So - the bags were pretty fat so I ended up with what must be nearly 1/2 gram of chocolate coloured pulverised rocky no. 3 heroin. Tested a bit on some foil then cranked a bag IV - fucking gorgeous. I'm fooked and once I've smoked a plate to top up the buzz and made a joint it's time to get my arse in the sun. I feel fucking lovely.
 
Lucky you Stee - I'm sat waiting for a postman that probably has already been.

I'm in dire need of stimulation to get this place fucking cleaned up and tidy.

Always feel so lethargic if I'm not on speed or heroin...possibly just a lazy cunt.
 
I am just half drunk on some nice wine and popped a few valium. Bed time is looming. Resisted opening a second bottle tonight. Been drinking a bit lately so I decided to not go the second bottle. All the other drugs in my possession are psychedelics and its not the right time for me to partake. The time is not far away though. Very much in need of a psychedelic reset.
 
I had a dream I was smoking DMT but the breakthrough never came. I'll take it as a subconscious cue that i'm due a reset soon too :D
 
I had a dream I was smoking DMT but the breakthrough never came. I'll take it as a subconscious cue that i'm due a reset soon too :D
I had a friend who used lots of DMT. I gave him about 5grams one day. He said he would visit me in my dreams. A week later i had a full on dmt experience in a dream with his spirit guiding me through a fractal passageway to a place where an entity with 3 eyes looked at me and nodded. I woke up thinking i was tripping but it was just a dream. One of the many aspects of dmt that puzzles me but i dont question anymore. I just accept there is shit going on that is beyond my comprehension. DMT world is more weird the more you explore it. I recommend those two Nick Sand essays i linked in another thread. He has a good handle on it. I am off to bed.
 
I'll have a look - that was my first impression of DMT really, a completely humbling experience which shook the foundations of what I thought I knew.

Speed never came through - so have dipped into some 3-meo-pcp. Ooo.
 
I had a friend who used lots of DMT. I gave him about 5grams one day. He said he would visit me in my dreams. A week later i had a full on dmt experience in a dream with his spirit guiding me through a fractal passageway to a place where an entity with 3 eyes looked at me and nodded. I woke up thinking i was tripping but it was just a dream. One of the many aspects of dmt that puzzles me but i dont question anymore. I just accept there is shit going on that is beyond my comprehension. DMT world is more weird the more you explore it. I recommend those two Nick Sand essays i linked in another thread. He has a good handle on it. I am off to bed.

Fuckin hippy! Are you aware of the power of suggestion? ;)

Now what would have been really impressive is if you'd had that dream and didnt say anything, then he told you he had visited your dream.
 
Just went to get some weed after a dealer texted me to say he had some 'Silver Haze'. So - I've just gone to pick it up and as I don't really buy any gear frequently any more he gave me 2 £5 sample bags to test, and as I had a tenner left on me I thought fuck it and got an x-tra 2 as I didn't have loads of gear last w/e. So I've just got home with 2 grams of gorgeous bud, and as I'm getting screened again on Monday I thought I'd give the horse a trot around the paddock now.

So - the bags were pretty fat so I ended up with what must be nearly 1/2 gram of chocolate coloured pulverised rocky no. 3 heroin. Tested a bit on some foil then cranked a bag IV - fucking gorgeous. I'm fooked and once I've smoked a plate to top up the buzz and made a joint it's time to get my arse in the sun. I feel fucking lovely.

Sunshine + Spliff + Shhh don't tell the doctor. That's it for the month now.

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@steewith2ees I'm feeling those good vibes. I had a meal, lots of green tea, tidied the house (which was beginning to look so scummy that I kept the blinds closed until about half 5 for fear of my neighbour getting a glimpse of the mountain of paraphanalia and foil that had ammased), watered my dads plants and fed the fish and got some fresh air. It's amazing what these simple things can do to change your perspective, I'm back in my happy place for now. :)

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You look like ur making the most of the weather. I ended up gouching out so bad tho after my second shot that it took me 45 mins to smoke my final plate as part of my nod involved my thinking that it was a some sort of 'I' thing, like some sort of fucking smart tech toy (I-TooT?) so by the time I made it back into the garden the remainder of my spliff put me out for an hour burning me back :X
 
Fuckin hippy! Are you aware of the power of suggestion? ;)

Now what would have been really impressive is if you'd had that dream and didnt say anything, then he told you he had visited your dream.
Yeah i agree but this was no ordinary dream. It was a full blown dmt experience which i have never had in a dream before or since. Could be suggestion or it could be he actually visited. DMT is weird shit man.
 
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