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The EADD I'm Fucked Thread V. Post Lost in the 5th Dimension

mydrugbuddy said:
Agree with the first 2 senetences, but not the 3rd. Mixing K with yoghurt is by far the easiest, most pleasant way to take it, and its also very effectively absorbed that way too. I beleieve yoghurt probably clings to your gut walls as milk does, so loads of the alkaloids should get absorbed, if you havent eaten for at least 2 hours will help too. T & W is really quite a difficult technique to master, involving making a kratom poweder sandwich out of layers of water, so you take a big sip of water first and hold that at the back of you throat, then tilt your head back and shovel a bot of kratom in, finally head still back take another big sip of water and swallow the whole lot. If you dont end up coughing, choking, and spluttering on bits of k powder stuck in your windpipe and manage this easily then you are a natural, and will save money on yogs.

Why is the white sumatra better than the green borneo? The GB is about 3 times stronger. I guess in terms of tolerance it's better to start with the white, because if you started with the GB you probably wouldnt be able to feel anything from the white.
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Right I'm getting on this in a bit. I've ahelluva loads soaps to watch as lilvibe has been off school this week. So I wants to get the hang on this. Going to use green this. n I've peppermint to wash down Keaton.

Let's gooooooo!

OM sorry about the job honey <3

Evey
 
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Lol evey you always seem to choose the crappiest drugs! mpa, diclazepam, kratom!

I wont even talk bout 3fpm lol

I hope you actually get something enjoyable from the kratom but have a feeling you will most liekly be disappointed, so just don't go looking for big effects, appreciate any subtle differences cuz I think that's all you are likely to get, especially as you've been on bupe so long
 
hahaha you're right its prob the buprenorphine tho im inly take 1.2/6 a day now. Ive 2 x 250 g of kratom so don't have choice at mo lol i have vodka here so all's not lost.

My goidness kraton is foul. Am sry MDB I cant have it with yogart I'll heave.

Right me think Rocky box set is in order considering what's happened <3

Evey
 
breakcorefiend said:
Lol evey you always seem to choose the crappiest drugs!
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To be fair, I actually found kratom to be very nice without opiate, so much so that I used it 3/4 times a day for a month or 2 before I graduated to daily use of stronger opioods. It is absolutely minging to try and drink the first few times, and I got a weird side effect where the arm I slept on would be completely numb when I woke up as if all the blood had been drained oiut of it and it took some time to get the feeling back. Really fucked with my sleep at the time as I can only sleep in one position.

Still though, a definate improvement on having to vape butyr fentanyl off foil during the night to get back to sleep...

Handfulls of DHC (I'm seriously gonna have to slow down, these were meant to be tapering from that heroin binge and I'm not even getting that much out them. Diazepam again, getting worrying, along with booze and hash. Badly cravng some heroin or even more ketamine. Been too low in energy to even start looking for jobs or calling up HR to complain about my case (and also the fact that my bonus is over £100 short). My mum asked me how work was yesterday but I'm keeping the cards close to my chest for now (at least until they've had their wedding anniversary in Paris at the end of next week).

I remember approximately 1 year ago I was genuinely considering taking off with a lifetime supply of MXE and following dark psy fests around the world just dancing till my body gave in like dancing majial

Would be reconsidring that right now if only they hadn't stopped producing MXE :D
 
ordinary mind said:
To be fair, I actually found kratom to be very nice without opiate, so much so that I used it 3/4 times a day for a month or 2 before I graduated to daily use of stronger opioods. It is absolutely minging to try and drink the first few times, and I got a weird side effect where the arm I slept on would be completely numb when I woke up as if all the blood had been drained oiut of it and it took some time to get the feeling back. Really fucked with my sleep at the time as I can only sleep in one position.

Still though, a definate improvement on having to vape butyr fentanyl off foil during the night to get back to sleep...

Handfulls of DHC (I'm seriously gonna have to slow down, these were meant to be tapering from that heroin binge and I'm not even getting that much out them. Diazepam again, getting worrying, along with booze and hash. Badly cravng some heroin or even more ketamine. Been too low in energy to even start looking for jobs or calling up HR to complain about my case (and also the fact that my bonus is over £100 short). My mum asked me how work was yesterday but I'm keeping the cards close to my chest for now (at least until they've had their wedding anniversary in Paris at the end of next week).

I remember approximately 1 year ago I was genuinely considering taking off with a lifetime supply of MXE and following dark psy fests around the world just dancing till my body gave in like dancing majial

Would be reconsidring that right now if only they hadn't stopped producing MXE :D
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Sorry mate, but it sounds like you need to be genuinely considering stopping taking so many drugs. You're heading for a crash and burn - that's not what your parents want to come back to after their anniversary...
 
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F.U.B.A.R. said:
Sorry mate, but it sounds like you need to be genuinely considering stopping taking so many drugs. You're heading for a crash and burn - that's not what your parents want to come back to after their honeymoon....
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Yep, I know (although I do appreciate you pointing it out anyway).

The last 2 days I've been in a complete fuck it mode over the job situation - I know it isn't the end of the world but it was a real surprise and has pretty rapidly thrown me from "hey, I'm actually starting to do alright and enjoy this whole life thing" to "I have no idea where I'm going and in the meantime all I can do is maintain my web of lies". In all seriousness though, I plan to take it a lot more easy the next couple of days. The diazepam will be the first to go, and as I've discussed with another member, I may just throw it out entirely due to my rocky past with benzos. The DHC has been doing fuck all for me anyway, so I'll take as little of that as I can reasonably get away with without feeling shit. When I say I've been drinking today, I don't mean lots by any means.

I can't promise I won't have another blow out on the cards over the next week, but for the time being this will be my last day in the fucked thread. Also, sorry if my posts came across as self-destructive/self-pitying over the last couple of days. I was doing my best to avoid that, but upon rereading some of them I guess its hard to completely hide how you're feeling.

So yeah, advice heeded...... for now :D

EDIT: in regards to destroying the diaz, I should point outI am not currently dependant on anything!!
 
ordinary mind said:
Yep, I know (although I do appreciate you pointing it out anyway).

The last 2 days I've been in a complete fuck it mode over the job situation - I know it isn't the end of the world but it was a real surprise and has pretty rapidly thrown me from "hey, I'm actually starting to do alright and enjoy this whole life thing" to "I have no idea where I'm going and in the meantime all I can do is maintain my web of lies". In all seriousness though, I plan to take it a lot more easy the next couple of days. The diazepam will be the first to go, and as I've discussed with another member, I may just throw it out entirely due to my rocky past with benzos. The DHC has been doing fuck all for me anyway, so I'll take as little of that as I can reasonably get away with without feeling shit. When I say I've been drinking today, I don't mean lots by any means.

I can't promise I won't have another blow out on the cards over the next week, but for the time being this will be my last day in the fucked thread. Also, sorry if my posts came across as self-destructive/self-pitying over the last couple of days. I was doing my best to avoid that, but upon rereading some of them I guess its hard to completely hide how you're feeling.

So yeah, advice heeded...... for now :D

EDIT: in regards to destroying the diaz, I should point outI am not currently dependant on anything!!
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Nothing wrong with a blow out (I've just had one myself) but the key is knowing when to stop. As FUBAR said very wisely you want to be in the best possible state when your parents return. Being sideways is not really an option by the sounds of it. my advice is end it now. The longer you go the harder you fall the more shit you will feel and the longer it will take to bounce back. Jobs come and go. Losing one is not the end of the world but take it as a lesson on what not to do in future employment situations. Just my 2 cent (or pents to you weird fuckers)
 
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Nothing wrong with a blow out (I've just had one myself) but the key is knowing when to stop. As FUBAR said very wisely you want to be in the best possible state when your parents return. Being sideways is not really an option by the sounds of it. my advice is end it now. The longer you go the harder you fall the more shit you will feel and the longer it will take to bounce back. Jobs come and go. Losing one is not the end of the world but take it as a lesson on what not to do in future employment situations. Just my 2 cent (or pents to you weird fuckers)
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2 pennies, you weird fucker. And the next few days at least are going to be as sobr and healthy as possible (I'm going cycling!). No promises after that, but really do appreciate the wise and supportive words.
 
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I really should have taken that dodgy pub patron up on his offer of a couple mirtazapine. It's been 56 hours since sleep, I haven't dosed in nearly 9 hours, and I still can't catch a wink. My eyes don't even feel remotely tired but my body definitely is :!
 
No, mate, still weak as piss :\. I dried it out and just hoofed lots into me by using different combinations of insufflation, sublingual, and oral. I would have plugged some if I had the required tools. There's still a good bit left. Apart from the glucose, it must be heavily cut with caffeine because, for how low the amphetamine content seems to be, my heart rate/blood pressure increases quite significantly and very quickly when insufflated. I've got my sample ready to send to WEDINOS.

I'm not actually in shadow people territory yet but they have been organising themselves on the periphery for a few hours. At least my eyes have received a few hours rest from attempts at sleep. I might have a couple of beer or something 8)
 
Billy is speed aka solphate paste stuff right?eh I'm learning me drugs here go easy on me if I get it wrong diolch :D

Hope ye get sleep soon, Dono..<3. Maybe force down a heavy meal or some alcohol? If that fails get a 4 pnter mikk down ye. You'll sleep then hopefully.

Thank fuck I'm no lobger on stims.

Evey
 
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