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Bluelighter
All the questions you have asked I address somewhere in my book, but in the meantime I can give you some rough answers. The opioid affinity is low if anything so don't worry about it creating WD symptoms. In my experience it had more of a potentiating/synergy effect than anything.
To get into a 'hole' is not an exact number due to individual response, tolerance, ROA, set/setting and the subjective definition of what a 'hole' is, but as a rough number, hole effects reveal at around 60ish mg when tolerance is still relatively low. It is easy to achieve when laying down or sitting in a peaceful state as the effects take hold with some really immersive textured music playing.
It is not unexpected that the first experience with MXE is underwhelming. The true potential tends to show after a few experiences for whatever reasons we can only guess, but the qualities of blurriness and confusion that you mention decrease as acquaintance with the experience increases. Also as you mentioned try a different ROA on the next experiments. Intranasal is the least dissociative of the ROAs but it is a good way to introduce the experience. Oral and sublingual are a good next step to increase immersion.
The time to wait between doses is also variable especially when other dissociatives like 3meo-pcp have been used, but there is a sweet spot in timing that is not too soon but also not too long in between doses. My best answer is to use your intuition. To build upon previous experience but not encounter too much tolerance I would answer as an average of about 3 or 4 days to get into an evolution of effects without burning it out. That average will ebb and flow as the relationship to the experience evolves, I.e. it may be more often during a honeymoon phase and then less often later to mitigate tolerance growth/maintain appreciation.
This was my experience.
Sounds good.
