Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
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- Nov 3, 1999
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of course I am on bupe; I take 12MG/day usually even tho I am scripted 16/MG; when I am not feeling great ill take 16/MG in the AM and that will it for the day. I usually just dose ONCE daily in the AM and thats it; I do not split it up like most people do and take 8 in the AM and another 8 or 4 in the PM. I truly feel its just better when all taken at once.
anyway, how do you guys/gals feeling about being on suboxone for LIFE!? well, maybe not life, but a long ass time!? I truly feel this drug helps me and keeps me away from dope.. somehow, someway! I tried everything else, like methadone, vivitrol, EVERYTHING YOU CAN POSSIBLY DO, but bupe is the ONLY THING that ever worked for me. in the past I ran it for 9 month w/o using once but I dropped from 16MG down to 4MG over those 9 months and ended u slipping and going on a KILLER 3 year run! now I am back on the bupe and its working GREAT AGAIN!
I hear from some many people that I need to pay close attention to my dosage; manage it better. I need to think of a way to get off suboxone and get completely sober, blah blah. but not for nothing, suboxone makes me SOBER AS CAN BE. I was shooting 2-3G's of dope a day; so 12MG of suboxone may fuck up some random dude but to me it does absolutely nothing but make me NOT SICK and actually put a smile on my face. its something I never thought would happen.
do you others get this from your friends? family? people in general? I have friends on VIVITROL who say they are SOBER but I am NOT SOBER! what the fuck is the difference? sure, vivi is not an opiate but its an opiate blocker which is stopping you from using; so is bupe. and you can shoot through the vivitrol just like you can suboxone, so whats the deal here?
bottom line is if I ever have to take suboxone EVERY DAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.. SO FUCKING BE IT! cuz I fucking ruined a lot of things w/ dope. I mean a lot of fucking GOOD THINGS that could have happened and SHOULD have happened but didnt cuz I was chasing dope around.
what are others thoughts? I know this was a subject before but I want to hear NEW PEOPLE and bring this back to the top!
anyway, how do you guys/gals feeling about being on suboxone for LIFE!? well, maybe not life, but a long ass time!? I truly feel this drug helps me and keeps me away from dope.. somehow, someway! I tried everything else, like methadone, vivitrol, EVERYTHING YOU CAN POSSIBLY DO, but bupe is the ONLY THING that ever worked for me. in the past I ran it for 9 month w/o using once but I dropped from 16MG down to 4MG over those 9 months and ended u slipping and going on a KILLER 3 year run! now I am back on the bupe and its working GREAT AGAIN!
I hear from some many people that I need to pay close attention to my dosage; manage it better. I need to think of a way to get off suboxone and get completely sober, blah blah. but not for nothing, suboxone makes me SOBER AS CAN BE. I was shooting 2-3G's of dope a day; so 12MG of suboxone may fuck up some random dude but to me it does absolutely nothing but make me NOT SICK and actually put a smile on my face. its something I never thought would happen.
do you others get this from your friends? family? people in general? I have friends on VIVITROL who say they are SOBER but I am NOT SOBER! what the fuck is the difference? sure, vivi is not an opiate but its an opiate blocker which is stopping you from using; so is bupe. and you can shoot through the vivitrol just like you can suboxone, so whats the deal here?
bottom line is if I ever have to take suboxone EVERY DAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.. SO FUCKING BE IT! cuz I fucking ruined a lot of things w/ dope. I mean a lot of fucking GOOD THINGS that could have happened and SHOULD have happened but didnt cuz I was chasing dope around.
what are others thoughts? I know this was a subject before but I want to hear NEW PEOPLE and bring this back to the top!