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Gibberings CXCIV: Come on, mods. Let's go wild with this.

Evey: You must see the little green circle next to people's names, surely?

Mine will be green right now. Yours is grey because you're in invisible mode. :)
 
And Foolsgold, I am not ignoring your pain or suffering by not acknowledging what you've said I just don't know the right words to say. Hope you're alright, brother.
 
No im anxious because im script which I collect on Mondays n my pharmacy told me if i dont get my script on the allocated day I miss a whole week's worth. Of course I'll go because it'll be nice for little one a weekend away but it makes me feel anxious all the same.

I think I shoulda just taken someone's advice n tried to get off them. This week I'm going to have to go to 2 mg n try somehow to get off.

Evey: You must see the little green circle next to people's names, surely?

Mine will be green right now. Yours is grey because you're in invisible mode. :)

Yes i see a circle but no "invisible" or "offline" in red like Kate showed.

Evey
 
And Foolsgold, I am not ignoring your pain or suffering by not acknowledging what you've said I just don't know the right words to say. Hope you're alright, brother.

Uuhhh yeah. Same here. I literally dunno what to say about all that stuff, but obviously I do care. :\
 
I suppose it would be cheeky if i suggest they all go without me :(

Evey

Your wee one would likely love you to go. I suggest you speak your doc/ pharmacist prior and they should be helpful. Don't shout yourself in the foot and don't stop taking meds over it. That's silly for you. Just speak to them about it.
 
When I prayed to God to set barriers up to stop me drinking I didn't mean barriers against my suboxone. Is He trying to tell me something here? Is God or the universe sending me a message that it's time?????

There's all these contradictions going on n fuctuations.

The universe is sending me a message it must be. Because all these barriers.


Your wee one would likely love you to go. I suggest you speak your doc/ pharmacist prior and they should be helpful. Don't shout yourself in the foot and don't stop taking meds over it. That's silly for you. Just speak to them about it.

I guess so. I'm just stressing n rambling.

What if my DSP is wrong n I can get off this through meditating n believing? Break free of this dependency once n for all. What sort of a mam is fkn anxious over a script when ive a chance of a 3 day holiday?

And what do i do about Beauty.

Evey
 
I get them on a Monday n it'll be Friday to Monday. Plus I'd prob be sharing a room with little one n I don't want her see me take my suboxone ask questions. I found this out by accident so when were they going to tell me? I need to sort Beauty out. I can't leave my cat at home for 3 days. She's not up to date with her vaccines n I think cateries won't take them if they're not up to date with their vaccines plus Beauty doesn't really like bothering with people unless it's food time n them she's all over ye.

Evey
 
Ask a neighbour! my Tilly is an absolute brute but she still loves us after 7 days.

This movie is hitting all my feels. All the harry potter referencing actually makes it worse. Fuck the 7th book.
 
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I said that too hahaha and I ate so many tubs of ice cream by myself the week before I left. You'll never see those people again. Eat what you like, Evey. You've a lovely body
 
Evening mofos. Ceres tells me it's snowing in the north of Scotland. Wtf?? Bright bright sunshine here.

Today's snoo...Bensofurry snoo. Nice one man.
 
Evening. From family reports, it appears to be the east coast with all the snow. It's beautiful down here in the southwest. %)

Benzo Fury? Really? Oh boy.
 
Evening. From family reports, it appears to be the east coast with all the snow. It's beautiful down here in the southwest. %)

Benzo Fury? Really? Oh boy.

I'm not sure you know Ben? Big contributor here in your absence. Lovely lad, heard from him out of the blue this afternoon.
 
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