Anybody who enjoys taking 20 hits of acid in combination with obscene amounts of shrooms, mescaline and ayahuasca is a MAJOR fucking hardhead.
It's not a bad thing and it doesn't have to mean you have a tolerance. It just means you have a mind of steel and you like to get blasted.
Growing shrooms is nothing like growing weed. A shroom factory uses very little electricity and won't stink your street out. If you have a good set up and you know your shit then you'll get massive yields.
maybe i did not get the definition of psychedelic hardhead, i thought it means that i do need a lot to get effects, because thats by all means not true, granted, there are people that will trip balls on 0,5g of shrooms, which will just give me some distortions and mild trippy feeling, but i started out years ago with those dosages as well, and 3-5g of shrooms were considered really high by me ages ago, so that it would give me good experiences, however i just wanted to have more and more and was excited about what will happen if i take more, thus it became my personal quest to go further and further, until i found that video on the net of the guy with the 20-30 hits, and tried it, but i had high lsd doses 4-5 hits at that point as well, and was tripping balls, it was just like, i dont know, i just wanted to do it, it had or has nothing to do with me not having extremely experiences on "normal"doses as well, i totally understand when someone is blown away by 5g of shrooms, i am still today, sometimes when i trip with others, i will maybe take 3g of shrooms and trip balls, but when i am alone, i will sometimes ingest up to 50g, provided i grew it cheap myself (sometimes i do actually grow shrooms, but than very safe, 1 box at a time, very hidden, i dont have enough hidden place to grow enough for weekly tripping, police would notice) the difference beeing that i could never do it with someone close, not even a tripsitter, since it totally shoots me outside of time and space so to speak, does that mean i need large doses to trip in general? Hell no, i am just a kind of psychedelic junky, its even a problem occasionally for me because its so fucking expensive;
So ye, i am a psychedelic hardhead, according to your definition, i admitt that
and i am searching other psychedelic hardheads out there.. for eternitys.
so i didnt nt know your definition as hardhead, and i didnt take it as insult either, i just wanted to clarify that if you thought i need large amounts to feel anything, you were very wrong, in fact i need like nothing by now to trip, since i am always tripping anyway (i have a strong perception disorder, meaning that i have pseudo hallucinations without taking anything), hell, i just need to take 100mg of noopept and get visuals and sometimes even visions, which is funny since apparently i am the only one having visions on noopept, since its not known to cause such things;
i strongly belieave that my frequent ingestion (weekly for years) has resulted in a very strong negative tollerance for me - which is obviously a cool thing, but ye..
And with the shrooms; Police knows me, they visit me sometimes, there are some "rumors" at university that i am kind of drug expert and people come to my home occasionally before partys in search of stuff and to get advise, which happened unintended ( i just have shown the wrong person my stash, which was incredibly high at that time, i used to have every kind of plant at home thats psychedelic / delirant, woodrose, mimosa, morning glory, blue lotus, all kinds of nightshade / datura, kaktii, salvia, tons of lsd, everything actually, except weed and mdma, the funny thing was that police came because they thought i deal with weed, which is funny since i dont like weed, except when i take very high doses to an amount where you hear voices, than it becomes interesting, but then still i was always able to brew my stuff myself, i read tons of books about how to brew all kinds of stuff during my school days.
But that days have long been gone since my nice peers.. well you get the picture.
Obviously they didnt find anything, since i am no idiot, but still.. the hell - and still people coming to me and want to buy all kind of stuff from me like i am a drug dealer (which i am not, i just had a ton of stuff at home because.. well just because i loved to have all kinds of stuff there, i had them all in different glasses and phioles and would do samples in alcohol from new plant mixtures on a regulary basis and give it out to friends to test, it was a fun time..
But ye, someone had to talk, anyway shrooms are out of question for me, except fly agaric or however you call it in english, that one is superb and i would love to grow it, but you apparently cant grow it in captivity, unfortunatly, i love that one..
i even wanted to become something like a shaman back then, and move to like india to do LSD sessions and so on there for psychonautic tourists, brew my mixtures and pursue the search for the perfect psychedelic and have people experience what i experience with my doses, that was my dream back then, i can still imagine it, how i would do seminars with people in a small wooden room, with a lot of pillows and chilly music going on, whereas we all would meditate and do music wiht various simple instruments, smoking salvia-opium mix and ingesting my special ayahuasca/datura brew mix together with some hashish cookies with LSD and LSA in it, covered with Mescalin and shroom honey..
oh my god, just thinking about it makes me wushy inside, but obviously that was just a dream, and probably isnt possible, unfortunatly, since i would have to take like i dont know, a lot of money per session and doubt people would pay it.. but oh my god, i would so love it - you could do so many things ;_; it would be like heaven and i could teach people about how to deal with their lifes and the experiences they get .. and when the sessions are over i could trip balls myself, oh my god it would be the life.... or psychedelic hypnotics with blue lotus... taking visionary dosages of blue lotus together with some hypnotization sessions... oh my god,
it would be heaven.. and dont forgett the backed fly agaric as deserts :_: oh jeez.., the more i think of it the more i get ideas about what you could do..
I also wonder what would happen if you put drops of LSD and mix it into pure heroin (i dont take heroin because it is contamined in most cases, but if you could get pure heroin.. jeeeeeeeeeezus, and coca leaves, oh my god - i would build up such a psychedelic paradise...
well, then i came back to earth and wanted to become psychiatrist.. and now i suddenly study economics on some snob elite university where everyone just thinks about money, cocain and woman, at least thats what it seems to be like to me, i mean jesus...
My suggestions for you are:
* Get your blotters analyzed, to check what's the substance and dose on every one of them. If you have blotters with 100ug of LSD and you eat 20 at the same time, that means you are eating 2mg of LSD. That's practically impossible I guess. LD50 for LSD is way higher, but it's practically impossible that you are consuming such insane amount of psychedelics.
* Stop consuming huge amounts of psychedelics since increasing the dose until the point you describe, is going to create a serious problems in your health. Please have in mind this:
MORE DOSAGE => MORE TOLERANCE => MORE NEGATIVE EFFECTS.
Probably someone is selling you degraded LSD or even something worst, please check the dosage.
I can't believe as well you are eating 200g of truffles - even if they are not dry, that would suppose a huge amount of mushrooms. I can't imagine a person eating so much mushrooms without a proper digestive intoxication.
If you are serious about what you say, please, take care, and start considering other way of doing things.
Health problems are worth the experience, the trips i had were the most beautiful experiences in my life, and i lost my fear of death during it, since ive had tons of near death experiences - also datura is way more serious, and i survived tons of datura trips as well; with the tolerance i would rather say other way around, the more i take, the lower my initial tolerance, after all i wait 1 week between trips, and it seems that i need less and less to reach the same level, so i would speak of negative tollerance.
Eating 200g of truffels is a piece of cake compared to eating 30g of dried cactii powder, just make the truffels to small pieces and put them into milk, then drink the milk in 1 get go, and you are golden, if you do it right, you do barely taste the aweful truffels, i seperate the truffels on 30 cups of milk. Works fine.
Nothing bad really, ayahuasca is harder to digest, if its brewed strong.
And no, i dont get degraded LSD, the blotters i use are all very strong, i do not spend money on blotters under 100 mikrogram, so all i get are around 100-200, which is very decent for todays standarts. I dont need to send it to a lab, i got enough experience to tell..
mayas were tested once, 134 mikrogram lsd, so considering that all my mayas were around that , which is unlikely since some might be 100 some might be a bit higher, but anyway, it would mean 3,04mg lsd, which is even 1mg more than what i consider the "border dosage" of experience change.