yes, in other language, but i can translate - i also mix with datura occasionally, however i am reluctant posting them in forums because i was called liar quite a lot of times, because the trips are really "different", at some points, especially my datura experiences... , in actually i have to admitt, that i am kind of addicted to psychedelic experiences and get unhappy if i cant have one once a week ( which is why i resort to truffels, since truffels are cheap and 1 good trip lsd costs me around 200 bucks here, i take them with milk and try not to chew).
Tripping extremely high LSD is just amazing, i even think its superior to ayahuasca, often you cant even control it, it just takes over and you occasionally lose connection to reality and think that the things you see are real, especially if mixed with mild doses of datura it becomes just a mind blowing experience, however in a lot of cases i will take around 300mg dextrometorphan before taking the acid and then watch an anime (because the colours and so on), then after it kicks in, you can barely concentrate on the movie and everything begins to move, the characters faces move, e.g - written parts also blink and move, the kanji at the outtro, which for instance in normal are just text, will become glowing and moving, and the movie itself, if it is a 2 hour one, will completly become different than you thought it was, the characters will say different things, it will have different content, and you will forgett that it is a movie at some point and think you are inside of it - as long as you focus on the movie, thats something very interesting i like when taking high dose lsd / shrooms, it works for me if i take 100g of truffels + also, but the problem there is that the effects do not last long enough,
Well of course i dont only take it when watching tv, and its not watching tv in any way on that dose, its more like the tv is encouraging the visions, you will just doze at your bed at some point, close your eyes, and the content of the thing you watched will continue, i had so amazing experiences, where i totally forgott that i was human and thought i am an anime character, or similar - it doesnt work that well with normal movies thou..
And if you do not have sex for long time beforeahead, like a week, you will have very erotic visuals, i had it that when i watched an anime, it suddenly became a porno, with dominas at the corners and stuff, really crazy stuff - anyway
If i take it solo, without watching something, i usually have the most e xtreme visuals you can imagine, but in most cases i watch my anime to "get into the dreamy phase" and then just close eyes or lose conciousness sometimes, - however there was in the first 3-4 times i did it something i would call the breakdown, where i suddenly became so hot and felt like dieing, and ran to the bathroom to drink water, but neither water nor food nor anything seemed like it was, had no taste, and thus the first time i collapsed in the kitchen, because i was sure that i will die, since the pain i had was incredible, that was the first time i went that far - it was like burning inside, and around me there was writings on the fall like "OVERDOSE" and "SUICIDE", but i didnt cry, i was feeling the pain of my life (and i have been in the hospital not just once); but that was new, it was like dieing, my life flashed in front of me, but in a way, that was even superior to my sigma experiences, i was convinced im dead and my surroundigns told me the same, also i totally lost connection to reality, which had to do with how i began the trip.. well, i think i will just tell you the story from the beginning:
1. I was able to get 10 very strong LSD from a friend - he right away warned me not to take more than 3, because they are very strong and would contain several drops - i even had to promise him, he was very insistent since he knew i was planning to take all 10 initially.
2. I went home, i also received 100g of truffels that day, my initial plan (very stupid because i didnt have experience with that much lsd, my highest psychodelica was 80g truffels till then) was to take all, and some ayahuasca i brewed beforeahead (50g chacruna).
3. My room was setup perfectly, lots of pillows, my bed was in front of the tv, and i was directly in front of it, so it was like a cinema. I now took out my camera and filmed me, how i took 3 hits lsd, thought a bit and then took the other 7 - i was very excited and happy (i protocol all my first time experiences (going over the highest dose taken so far), then i took the 1 part of ayahuasca (i splitted it , so i only took the mao first) nd decided to take the truffels and the dmt part when the lsd kicks in.., although i took some truffels anyway (i dont recall how much, maybe 50g?, together with milk).
I was waiting until the first feelings and visual distortions, like really moving pictures, slightly moving wasnt an indictator since they usually move when i watch at them for longer time (probably because i used a lot of psychedelics), when it started, i started the anime i decided to watch, which was kara no kyoukai murder studies part 1, the beginning was brilliant, the audio was brilliant, birds singing, the colours bright, and they became brighter and brighter, and since the first 2 minutes were so beautiful, and the lsd intensifying, i decided to go back to 0 minutes and repeat the movie all the time when i reached minute 2.
Doing that, each time i repeated the movie became more brilliant, at beginning i tried to talk to the camera occasionally, stuff like "it starts to become even more beautiful" at some times it lost sense became a bit weird, and i began just to focus on watching, also the time became weird and the characters were saying other things, it was like a loop, sicne i replayed the first part all the time, and suddenly i began to have weird thoughts about life and loops, and the characters of the anime would suddenly talk different stuff, the experience became different but i didnt realize at some point, then after a while i came back to my senses and thought "Wow it feels so different now" and then noticed that just a bit more than 1 minute has passed of the movie, but i felt like watching half of it already, it was insane - then i repeated it 2 times more, then i suddenly lost myself in it and was like crying, because it became so beautiful, suddenly all felt alive, i was crying and it was like the anime became reality, i mean i really thought it was real and somehow the tv e.g disappeared, i just saw a kind of field of gras with flowers and a beautiful girl with umbrella and we were talking, the birds were switchering, i must have closed my eyes or something but i just had those visions, it was like strongest visions i ever had, i totally forgott about anything else, that i was human or that it was a trip, it was just omg, the most indulging, most beautiful experience ive ever had.
At some point i thought i learned something about life, since while still in this vision state, i suddenly began to have other visions of "real" world, meaning not real world but not animated world / not animated humans, and i was thinking about its meaning but thinking was bloody hard, i saw people in front of me occasionally and switched between places, sometimes i was in my room and sometimes at the field of gras, and after some while, that felt like an eternity, i thought i knew it: Everything is a loop, everything begins from the start over and over, and if you die you just start over, and i was seeing my previous lifes (thinking my real world was the one with the big field of gras, the birds and eternal harmonie), i made sense out of it and some people in the room, well visions of the people were like "YES YOU ARE RIGHT" but not talking, more like with gestures, but crazy gestures - and everything was coloured, i mean, it wasnt like datura people or hallucinations, it really was entirely different, it was so crazy - it was like my wallls were having all kind of colours, pictures not only moving but also like coming out of the picture sometimes or doing crazy shit like brushing their hairs (i mean the posters did .. so crazy), and it stayed that way and i was trying to make asense of it all, i thought i understood the universe and beyond, i didnt even came to take the ayahuasca or truffels i totally forgott about it, i was so gone, i was on another planet, was i human ? what is a human? that things dont matter, and then my visions switched back and forth and it was just superb...
well and then it happened, suddenly i felt pain, not just soft pain, or feeling bad like during the ayahuasca purge, it was like someone was stabbing me with a knife or something, my limbs and arms were hurting, it was like my heart was hurting, i was feeling dry, i probably didnt drink at all during the hwole procedure, i felt so much pain, and it intensified, and it took me out of my "trip" or rather vision, suddenly i was back in my room, it was still bloody full with all kinds of visuals, moving pictures, e.g, but as the pain intensified, it changed, i somehow became to realize what was going on, remembered : oh i took lsd, i did this experiment, e.g - as the pain becames larger, my room began to become very unfriendly, and it was like scorpions and spiders would suddenly appear at the walls, not 1, no thousands, the whole wall, it was reachign out for me, the colours more and more disappeared, it became so aggressive, its hard to put it in words..
I told myself : no, dont let the trip become a horrortrip, not on this dose, i cant need this now. I then somehow managed to start music, since the movie ended and there was silence, and it helped firstly, but the pain intensified, i thought about it and lost myself back in the trip, i now connected the scropions and spiders at the walls with wrong turns, with deaths of my previous lifes, and fas sure that i had to relive my life over and over until i manage to die with something extraordinary accomplished, and that the scorpions e.g were like either choices ( i thought that at he beginning) or my previous lifes talking to me (which i thought later), eventually they started to sssszszszszszs, like the sound of snakes that is given to them in cheap tv productions, and they were growing.. and i was panicing, what should i do? the pain was already so crazy, i never felt similar things and it intensified, i burned, i was burning inside, and i needed to do something, or i would die and be one of them, i was so desperate, i never was this desperate in my life, when i was small, our home burned down and i was just able to safe myself by escaping through the window, however this was even more horrifying, - and it burned, and then i thought water, water, i need water, i need water, im burning - so i went up, i was lieing around till then, walking was hard and i stumbled into the bathroom, the scorpions were trying to attack me and i was scared going there bnut i reached it, tried to drink from the water drain, but i didnt taste it, i didnt feel it, i went into the bathtub and drank from the water drain like my life depended on it, but i didnt feel it, it was like notjhing, no matter what temperature, i tried very hot very cold, i didnt feel anything of it, .- i probably burned myself, but didnt feel it - then i noticed the walls becaming even more unfriendly, there were things written like "LSD; SUICIDE" and i had visions of newspaper articles about my death and my parents getting to know of my rampant psychedelic abuse during university, i crawled back into my room, hopeing i find an escape, asking the spiders/scorpions, whatever things on the wall, but they wouldnt listen wouldnt answere, and then i had visions of friends from university, well not friends but collegues, and they were just there, behaving stupidly, like giving me thumbs up and saying GG, GG, Well played, - like in the end of an dota game...
you may think that at that point you would realize you are trippin it all, but no, no i wasnt, i took it dead serious, the walls became written with bloody coloured : SUICIDE; OVERDOSE; LSD; DEATH - , a whole inside of myself was getting bigger and bigger and then it became suddenly so hurting and painful, that i was sure its over, i was aching in pain, trying to scream but i couldnt even do that, i stumbled to the ktichen, fell several times on the way, opened the fridge and tried to drink of every bottle there is, throwing them through the kitchen after opening them because they all had no taste, no food had taste, and then at the fridge i suddenly collapsed, couldnt move and after some minutes of wringing myself at the ground in pain accepted death, as i was now in an kind of delirium, seeing my life passing away in front of me and seeing the future that i was destined to accomplish, at a place at which i was totally at peace, it was outside, there were flowers and something i would call a pavilion, and the place was very bright and i was at peace, meeting a person and talked with that person about what happened, i think it was some forefather of mine, first i thought my grandfather, but since he is still alive, im not so sure, anyway he told me that i dont have to worry and that it was a normal thing, and that life is a spiral and that death is nothing to fear or be scared about and that i would get the chance to relive my life if i want to, until i reach the goal i wanted to accomplish/that is destined for me - i then had a vision of myself dieing as very old man, with a large multibillion dollar company and big letters in green saying "GG", and then i was like "rematch" - really it was hilariously retarded if you think about it sober.. but i took it all so serious - then i noticed myself beeing in a small room or floor, rather floor and i could see downstairs, seeing the stairs, it was bright outside, the sun shined in and there were voices, and birds and so on singing, it was morning.. i never saw that place i thought but somehow it felt familiar, i thought my new life had started and i was a bit wondering, because it seemed like i was starting a complete new life, would i have another family e.g?
I wasnt scared at that point, i was .. i dont know what i was, i was just feeling at peace with myself, it was beautiful and i decided just to lay there... and wait, and i waited and it became freezingly cold, and after a long while, i noticed me beeing in the kitchen again, it was cold as fuck, i was wondering what happened, was i not dead? why am i alive? I was even disappointed for a bit.. i know that sounds weird but the idea that all that experience was just a drug, i couldnt accept that, i really died back there, i thought, - then i just existed for a while, not moving, probably a long while since it became brighter and brighter, and the wind.. oh my god, it was so cold, but it all felt so alive and i was so connected to the world, then i watched at my hands and i saw that my hands were growing trees and all kinds of plants... i mean they were growing out of my hand, bushes, leaves,.. i was a tree? was i tree? i began to understand that the world is completely connected, the walls were full with microsized animals, they were everywhere, everything moved, and after a while i stood up and watched outside, i realized that all windows were open and that it snows, it was freezingly cold but at the same time so beautiful.
I was at peace with myself and walked around in the flat, the pain gone but i was fullfilled with happiness and felt cleansed like never before, i was cleansed and then went to my room, all posters still moving like c razy, the scorpions were gone, some things looking like snakes or scorpions were on the wall but slowly disappearing, when all those unfriendly things disappeared entirely the colours e.g came back.., it was morning and the trip was lasting over 10 hours now, well not the trip, the mind component was gone, but i still had strong visuals and decided to go outside, everything was beautiful and continued to be so, eveything was new, it was like on lsd just without the mind part, i called a taxi and inside i smelled the leather of the car like it was the first time smelling it, and i went through the week just like that, while it was becoming more and more subtile every day, the total effects of that particular trip lasted several weeks, after some days the feelings and smell went back to normal, but i was still seeing every poster move like crazy - but i was totally fine with that, i even missed it dearly when it stopped during an abstinence from psychedelica i had recently.
Anyway, that was my first superhigh lsd/shroom experience.. and the other first 3 were similar, extremely intense, crazy visions, and an overheating/pain/stabbing feeling around the end of the mindtrip leading to kind of collapse and cleansing, however in recent trips those "collapses" became less painful and sometimes do not occure at all, even when i go even higher, i guess its something that goes away with regular use of those substances at those quantitys, however unfortunatly i cant take lsd that dose too often, because of money thus i resort to truffels a lot, since i can get 200g truffels quite cheap, which is enough for 1-2 trips, depending on how intense, but always a pain to eat of course, however the negative effects on body are even stronger i noticed, lsd is milder on the body, probably because the letal dose of truffels is lower in comparision to the regulary taken dose.
Anyway, thats one of my many highdose lsd experiences..
EDIT:
What i wrote doesnt equal every trip, it was my first one and it was very intense, it might as well been more than 2mg LSD, i guess the hits must have been anywhere between 200 and 250 mikrogram, which is around the strongest we get here (where i live we see low as 50 mikro, medium 80-100 mikro, 150 as intense / very good) and everything above as "very intense" hits. Unfortunatly i dont even recall the motive, it was some company i suppose, i dont know , was never good recalling lsd hits.
Also i noticed that you only have experiences like i stated in the report when you can really concentrate on the trip, tripsitters are therefore not really good since they often take you out of the trip, also i had one who once wanted to call ambulance and shit, and they worrying about you if you have horror part will make the trip worse not better, furthermore you cant forgett yourself if you have someone watching you, at least thats my experience, which is why i do it alone, but my neighbours know so if something crazy happens they can come and help me, its just better not to be at the same room with the person that watches you, best thing is like i recommend doing something you can fully concentrate on and induce visions, like music or movie, and then when you are in visionary state close eyes.
It will be nothing like normal lsd thou,
Actualyl there is someone on the net, who apparently claims to have similar experiences, he was one reason i decided to try this out,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94hKgnjyu68
but since he is posting his story everywhere im not that sure if i should believe it, or if he just wants attention, well anyway, what he says about the trip makes sense to me, i would aggree to it, i had similar trips on those doses.
He is also right about it changing you, but i dont think it makes you unemotional, it just makes you different, but ye its quite hard on the psyche and its not something i would recommend anyone taking for fun.
Anyway, its quite sad that nobody else has experience with it , im tired of having no one to talk about it, im very eager to exchanging storys or maybe tripping together some day, since the people i know will get crazy about 20g of truffels alrdy.. which is like just some colours and maybe some visuals to me, but no illusions, visions, e.g..
Oh and i forgott to say: You will feel extreme pulsating, and crazy strong power pulsing inside of yourself, way stronger than on normal lsd.
