I'm certain Xorkoth has been around and is knowledgeable enough to know what terrible trips are like, especially psychedelics themselves. I have a difficult time believing BL's PD mod wouldn't know of it, as I'm sure he's seen many posters experience it and tell it like it is from their perspective. But he does say that he never had a bad trip like that, and even questions why they do or don't occur to those people.
I question the same, and for my part I do not understand it either. We could all just point to the fact that there is a huge variance in SET between users, but if possible, I would like a better explanation than that. And, relatively speaking, this is assuming all subjects have a healthy mind.
I believe those that don't get those terrible, and nonsensical (as Pontius Pilate described, which has happened to me on many of those) bad trips are pretty much shining examples of those fortunate enough to have the mental fortitude, discipline and experience to be able to negate them. That's my guess, as I wouldn't know since I have gotten them at least 10 times out of ~200 trips of acid, which really can be brutal and a bit on the cold side. Acid was the only psychedelic I had taken well over 20 times, so I'm very familiar with it.
The reality is that most of us have been through hard times, and they will certainly manifest in some kind of way if one takes a strong psychedelic enough times. In my case, the same hopelessness revealed itself to me, which I had long forgotten how it felt like. Though I have been pretty traumatized as a kid, in which I skipped so many details, it's certainly not as bad as those living in third world countries or even all those tragic stories on the news. And the many others that are NOT in the news.
The objective part of me rationalizes the nonsensical bad trip phenomenon with the fact that some do, and some don't. As to why? Hell if I know. Even these well studied psychedelics are not fully understood, and probably for that reason there aren't as many conclusive answers as we would like. The brain is just that complicated.
So I'm with PP at this junction. No one can tell me the fucking demon lion jumping at me from both sides is a symbol of some inner crap that I haven't dealt with yet, or it has some deep meaning I have yet to discover. When I had that trip, I had gotten way past my depression "era" and I could easily stand up to anything that I needed to in real life. In this fast-paced world, stress is inevitable and taking a psychedelic like acid on a bad day was a great way to punch myself in the face with a terrible trip.
I would definitely love to not have those terrible, nonsensical trips. I think those who don't get it, and odds are there are some who really don't, are lucky because those trips really suck man.
Not that I get all twisted over them, but still...it made me quit acid. It just wasn't worth it anymore, especially because it was no longer fun and I got tired of it. Just being honest.
I question the same, and for my part I do not understand it either. We could all just point to the fact that there is a huge variance in SET between users, but if possible, I would like a better explanation than that. And, relatively speaking, this is assuming all subjects have a healthy mind.
I believe those that don't get those terrible, and nonsensical (as Pontius Pilate described, which has happened to me on many of those) bad trips are pretty much shining examples of those fortunate enough to have the mental fortitude, discipline and experience to be able to negate them. That's my guess, as I wouldn't know since I have gotten them at least 10 times out of ~200 trips of acid, which really can be brutal and a bit on the cold side. Acid was the only psychedelic I had taken well over 20 times, so I'm very familiar with it.
The reality is that most of us have been through hard times, and they will certainly manifest in some kind of way if one takes a strong psychedelic enough times. In my case, the same hopelessness revealed itself to me, which I had long forgotten how it felt like. Though I have been pretty traumatized as a kid, in which I skipped so many details, it's certainly not as bad as those living in third world countries or even all those tragic stories on the news. And the many others that are NOT in the news.
The objective part of me rationalizes the nonsensical bad trip phenomenon with the fact that some do, and some don't. As to why? Hell if I know. Even these well studied psychedelics are not fully understood, and probably for that reason there aren't as many conclusive answers as we would like. The brain is just that complicated.
So I'm with PP at this junction. No one can tell me the fucking demon lion jumping at me from both sides is a symbol of some inner crap that I haven't dealt with yet, or it has some deep meaning I have yet to discover. When I had that trip, I had gotten way past my depression "era" and I could easily stand up to anything that I needed to in real life. In this fast-paced world, stress is inevitable and taking a psychedelic like acid on a bad day was a great way to punch myself in the face with a terrible trip.
I would definitely love to not have those terrible, nonsensical trips. I think those who don't get it, and odds are there are some who really don't, are lucky because those trips really suck man.
Not that I get all twisted over them, but still...it made me quit acid. It just wasn't worth it anymore, especially because it was no longer fun and I got tired of it. Just being honest.
