How often is too often with this stuff? is every other day enough gap? every 3 days?
if you're 'loosing the magic' it might be worth taking a more extended break of a couple of weeks, up to a month or longer. I'm amazed how long your supply is lasting considering how often you seem to be using it. Although i spose it is true that a little of this stuff goes a very long way. 5ml (not all at once) could be a good dose for a very enjoyable evening but obviously a 1000ml bottle woulnt even seem to register that reduction. I've really surprised myself with this stuff especially the way it has turned out that i can leave the stuff alone for ages. I only touch the stuff at weekends and this weekend cos im trying to do a kratom tolerance reset thing i possibly wont have any atall. (Well perhaps i will have a little bit later on today
) Perhaps its because i currently only enjoy using the stuff for 2 things; enhancing listening to music, and for getting 'down and dirty'.
If im not in the mood for a 5 hour tunes or horn session it doesnt really tempt me and i dont even think about it, let alone crave it. I dont really enjoy it for genral activities like watching TV etc as i just fall alseep and wake up with a very strange feeling of Deja-vu about everything.
Ive not risked going out on the stuff yet, although i think i would probably have a very good time on it, especially at a gig or a club that played good tunes, i just dont like the idea of potentially falling flat out asleep at a random location in busy a city centre. Its ages since i ordered a whole litre of the stuff, and ended up pouring most of that down the drain, as i was new to it at that time, and had used it 5 nights on the trot, by the 5th evening i felt cravings for it as it had been a stressfull day, and i took that as a warning signal to get rid.
A friendly supplier has sorted me out with a few 50ml vials which have been very useful in establishing my usage patterns and not being enough to get into any addictive usage patterns. Not sure if that option is still available or viable so the time might soon come again for ordering another litre bottle. I feel confident that this is one substance that isnt going to get the better of me. I dunno why it's worked out this way with GBL, maybe its just the way im wired, maybe its because ive listened to the advice of people who've ended up getting addicted, which sounds horrific, and the last thing i need is another addiction. Addiction is so last year, ha ha. But im thankful that it has worked this way, and that ive found one decent and enjoyable substance that im able to enjoy recreationally. Im getting very fed up of finding substance after substance only to discover that i have great difficulty controlling my usage of it, and ending up out of control and addicted. Well, strictly speaking that only aplies to benzo and opis, and opi type substances, as i can also use stims recreationally as they arent physically addictive, even for those with 'addicive personalities'.
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