Very strange things going on with etiz for me atm, its true that i havent had a substance free day fro some time, so its hard to tell how much of the problem is due to that, but etiz suddenl;y doesnt seem to be having any effect on me atall. Fortuntely i also have some diclaz, and they worked. I have no idea what has happened to my etiz tolerance, maybe it was the G that fucked it up, maybe it was just time for it to be blown out completely.
I found bits of the thread with evil elvis trying to advise me about benzos, i couldnt take on board what he was saying at the time, but i get it now; that if a dose stops working, there is no point just endlessly ramping up the doses, as they too will also eventually stop working. I hope the diclaz works for long enough for me to get off the stuff. Might have to completely change my plans now

Looks like im gonna need more diclaz and to safely dispose of some etiz. Fucking pain in the arse.