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Gibberings CLXXIX - No not Mormons... morons...

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ColtDan said:
Haha steady on summer

Speaking of heart going like mad.. need to slow mine down
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Mine's alright now... wait, why are we having the same conversation in two different places 8)

I'll tell a story instead. No post is complete without a Summer-being-a-terrible-druggy story so a short one. Last night I was meant to be watching a film with my housesmates which of course I'd comepletely forgotten about. And of course, when they came up to remind me of this I'd just railed a huge line of burningly stingy meph, my desk was covered in white powder, scales, straws and other various things.

Thankfully I have a lock on my door so I had time to throw a jumper over the whole lot and answer within a non suspicious amount of time but I probably still looked absolutely off my tits. Went downstairs, eyes like saucers, sat down where they were messing around with the TV and one of them was playing the Sims on her laptop. One of the boys looked over and made some kind of comment like... oh yeah you can do all sorts of crazy things with them can't you, like making their eyes really wide and stuff *significant look at me*. Oops. We didn't even end up watching the film.

I'm sure one of them made a comment when I was on coke the other day too and I'm pretty good at hiding that. Must've been talking too fast or something.
 
i hate ppl that knock and then open door at sametime Ffs.

I just woke up from nice tramadol nodd only from 200mg. slept on my bed and just realized all my washing(heaps of clothes) on my bed too lol.
 
acieed_ed said:
Going thru cold turkey heroin withdrawals is a bitch after taking powerful smack. Got fuckall sleep got up at 6am did 2 hours of meditation and mantra's followed by countless pressup's and situps havnt held down food in a few days walked for 90 mins. Now listening to that 1974 eagles tape my dad gave me it go's well with xaxax 'if im alive in the morning i'll be alive in a dream' great lyrics. Going to a steakhouse tonight with old lad followed by a film. It aint so bad
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You're doing all the right thing re exercise & mediation etc, very early on in the game too. You should start to notice the benefits within a couple of weeks, or a month at the most, in terms of your mental and physical wellbeing. Now if only i could take my own advice. 8(
 
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Cheers for the support, advice and kind words/tolerance in response to my post. Woke up with a hideous hangover and creeping sense of embarrassment lol but feeling a bit more positive today. Onwards and upwards innit ;)
 
Im living in a hostel in melbourne, and the housekeepers do the knock and enter thing. Been caught skinning up a few times.
Went out to the casino tonight and lost $70. Was $180 up too. On the plus i met a smokin aussie bird who seems well up for it :)!
 
@MDB
thanks mdb hope your doing good yourself man.
I have a lot of freetime so im using my time wisely for once
 
Got two bottles of wine in sod it one night aint going to hurt :)

StreetHalo91 said:
Cheers for the support, advice and kind words/tolerance in response to my post. Woke up with a hideous hangover and creeping sense of embarrassment lol but feeling a bit more positive today. Onwards and upwards innit ;)
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Loving the attitude, man. Ace. You'll get there. And no need to apologise.

(((Group Hug, motherfuckers)))) FEELIND THE PLURRRR <3 or whatever

Now what channel is this Homelands on cause I gotta see what this luvving is?
wayyyy hayyyy WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH!!!! EVELEIDUST!!!!

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
Got two bottles of wine in sod it one night aint going to hurt :)



Loving the attitude, man. Ace. You'll get there. And no need to apologise.

(((Group Hug, motherfuckers)))) FEELIND THE PLURRRR <3 or whatever

Now what channel is this Homelands on cause I gotta see what this luvving is?
wayyyy hayyyy WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH!!!! EVELEIDUST!!!!

Evey
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Watch it from season 1
 
Hey everyone, just a quick question for you. I took what was probably a lot of meph on thursday (don't really know if it was meph but that's what I was told) and I've been paranoid as fuck ever since (auditory hallucinations, etc.). I also feel physically unwell. I suppose this isn't really a question but if anyone could tell me WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON I would greatly appreciate it.
 
What time n channel is it on, please?

Whos up for a good drink later? I'm not losing weight n nothings changed in the last three weeks so time for some fun :)

Oh has any of you watched "Life on Mars?" Love it. I've the box set here. Think i'll watch it some time for old times. Ashes to Ahes was good but not as good as life on mars was. Watched it with my ex new years 2008!

Evey
 
class-a-team said:
Hey everyone, just a quick question for you. I took what was probably a lot of meph on thursday (don't really know if it was meph but that's what I was told) and I've been paranoid as fuck ever since (auditory hallucinations, etc.). I also feel physically unwell. I suppose this isn't really a question but if anyone could tell me WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON I would greatly appreciate it.
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Have you done a lot of meph (or any meph) before? I've never had the hallucination thing myself, not that I've noticed at least but I've heard of other people getting it. The first time I did meph I did a silly amount (gram over two days) and felt physically unwell and drained for the whole of the following week as far as I can remember. For the following few days at least. Early on I always felt pretty sick on comedowns even when I didn't overdo it.

That first time I remember thinking that it'd never pass, was my first proper experience with drugs as well so I was pretty worried I'd fucked myself up but of course I was fine (debatable but...). It's possible that what you had wasn't really meph, was cut etc but either way I'd say keep resting, drinking water and eating properly and just wait for it to pass.

And yeah Evey, Life on Mars was excellent, agree about Ashes to Ashes being not as good but I still loved that ending. One of the few TV series endings I was actually really pleased with.
 
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class-a-team said:
Hey everyone, just a quick question for you. I took what was probably a lot of meph on thursday (don't really know if it was meph but that's what I was told) and I've been paranoid as fuck ever since (auditory hallucinations, etc.). I also feel physically unwell. I suppose this isn't really a question but if anyone could tell me WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON I would greatly appreciate it.
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Try and be more careful, will you?

Auditory hallucinations could mean a lot of things, but best not to worry unless they persist. And ffs, be good. <3
 
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Doesn't sound like meph effects tbh, altho dunno, never heard of that happening before apart from maybe people going around the clock for days on multiple grams.. sounds like some nasty shit whatever it was, the paranoia and hallucinations should subside. as sam said, try not to worry. easier said than done though. <3

Quiet one for me tonight after yesterday and last night, xanax time
 
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A gram over 2 days doesnt sound silly to me. Anywhere near it. Not a dig at you or owt, not calling you a pussy but you must be super sensitive to stims. Was that when you first started doing it or something?

^^^@summer by-the-ways:)

Sorry to hear you're out of sorts class-a... sounds odd tbh, plenty of rest and decent food and fluids usually the key.. sounds nasty. Hope you're better soon :)
 
@ Class A, did you get any sleep on Thursday night? Sometimes sleep deprivation can cause as many mental issues as overdoing a substance. As Sammy G says, i would try not to worry (it will only make things worse) unless the symptoms persist. If you havent had any issues like this previosuly, then just getting plenty of sleep and good nutrition, keeping busy, spending time with other people should all help this type of thing pass quicker and lift your confidence (its probably given your confidence a bit of a knock too). In the unlikely even that your symptoms do persist for longer than you might reasonably expect, id go see your GP. Stimulant induced paranoia is very very common, and can affect even the most stable person. The main thing is to rember that this will soon pass, and then you can start doing things like weighing your doses and taking smaller amonts of substances if you dont know for sure what they are. Its easy to be wise after the event, especially when its happened to someone else, but similar things have happned to me several times. Even i can report that these symptoms are very rarely permanent.
 
ScotchMist said:
A gram over 2 days doesnt sound silly to me. Anywhere near it. Not a dig at you or owt, not calling you a pussy but you must be super sensitive to stims. Was that when you first started doing it or something?
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People are really failing to read posts today haha, first MDB now you. I SAID IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I EVER DID IT. And the first time I'd ever done anything other than a bit of shit coke a couple of months before.

A gram over two days is standard now but with no tolerance? Unecessary and I felt rough as fuck after. If that makes me a pussy then meow ;)
 
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