Ok.. here's where im at.
18 hours since last etiz (or any benzo) dose.. it was 2mg.
Been taking benzos for a long ass time, too long.
I honestly (with the help of kratom) don't feel much if any discomfort

I usually need to dose it every 4-6 hours but had this urge to get this monkey off my back with a fucking grenade instead of tranquilizer gun lol.
How long should i continue going how i am (if it stays like this- im hoping it does) until i know im in the clear?
Holy fuck i never thought shear will power and a want to get clean could be as powerful as the want to pop these pills.
I don't even care that i have them in my room right down the hall ATM.
I use kratom 2 weeks on and 2 weeks off lately and am used to the kratom wds so i think if i just stay on kratom for a while
(until i get an about time frame where i should be in the clear)
Then deal with the kratom wds after, which aren't pleasant but nothing compared to bupe or 'done wds i have had.
Guanfacine, hydroxyzine, promethazine, DXM and pseudoephedrine kill the kratom wds almost completely.
I'm counting all my chickens before they hatch.. this is it, im getting off benzos once and for all.. im determined.
-HOOD
EDIT: Forgot to mention that i DID puke my f'n brains out a few hours ago, but that is the only thing that has happened.
I don't feel
too sick, and have a positive attitude towards this.
Think i can pull this off?