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Shambles said:
I tend to agree with Summer. Nobody is forced to read BL - people can make their own choices. Ideally they might even go about it in less risky ways if prearmed with some decent info. I think BL mostly provides decent info if only cos there's a variety of opinions and experiences to sift though to get a more rounded overall picture.

The alternative would be no info and from experience I can tell you that's really not an improvement :|
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Yes I agree with this. That's why I mentioned my interest in wanting to take mdma. I would ask advice and I've been told that you can purchase a testing kit to know that it is the correct substance. So will most definitely do that.

Joe thank you for thinking of me, that means a lot. I really appreciate that. You're not derailing the thread, in my opinion, you are questioning things - there's a difference. Oh n I used to have an addiction to pepsi max lol now I hate the stuff as it bloats me out.

Evey
 
To be fair I thought Evey that you were wanting to stay away from drugs but Im gathering it's just codeine you don't want to use anymore my mistake
 
Its a mixture of helping people and also I've noticed it furthering peoples addictions it is debateable that they would have progressed deeper anyway if they had not been online.
Its just my feeling on it. We all have an asshole and we also all have an opinion :-)
 
If people go searching the web for a site about drug use, they could do a lot worse than happen upon BL. At least BL practises HR some of the time and isn't full of crooked vendors and misinformation. If someone starts talking crap on here they get called out for it pretty quickly, there are enough knowledgeable people on here.

Whether or not BL is better for people than nothing is a moot point.
 
I never wanted to give up codeine - or opiates. I was at a low point, burst into tears, my mam got everything out of me and they forced me to get off codeine by threatening to take my child off me etc. I never wanted off codeine. It stopped me feeling anxious, gave me energy, made me feel alive and so, so, soooo much more.... I would LOVE to try MDMA... I wanted to try AH but I've heard they're banning it, when are they banning it?

Evey
 
joe90 said:
@ Sham I would say this place has done good however it may have also influenced some bad things happening. I understand it's not black and white but it can put people into contact with things that they would never be exposed too if they didn't chat online.
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I'd agree with that - it's always a mixed picture. I still think it's better to perhaps come across things you may not easily come across offline and be informed about them rather than be sold them "on the street" by some dickhead dealer spinning you a yarn. It's not like the more obscure drugs found online don't also appear offline these days - more or less all of the stuff I've read about on here I've also heard of being sold by yer standard dealers at one time or another. I don't think information can really be a bad thing even if it may add complications. Those complications may well come along anyway only without the information bit.

I tend to see it in terms of my own life. There was a time before BL - before I ever used the interwebz - where I was utterly clueless, had the most bizarre beliefs and convictions because "everybody knows...". Some of the stuff I thought was so far wrong it's terrifying - it's a minor miracle I didn't kill myself several times over. There's no doubt I've discovered drugs through BL - that was actually why I initially joined to find out what on Earth piperazines were... and what about those sites I kept finding that sold all kindsa alphanumeric drugs? I came for info, found plenty, learnt a thing or two, probably far more likely to see 40 than I would've been if I'd never thought to ask Google what a piperazine was and clicked the first link that didn't have my head SWIMming too much to follow what was being said.

A mixed bag but overall a positive thing rather than a negative one broadly speaking I'd say. That's not to say there aren't individual instances where harm has surely been caused, but I do believe that would be a relatively rare event and for the most part it's more beneficial than not - and certainly better than the alternative which would be not having places like this which have actual experience and info which would leave us with FRANK and me happily shooting up grammes of codeine several times a day cos FRANK tells fibs and anyway never mentions much that bore any real relation to what I got up to mostly.
 
Shambles said:
I'd agree with that - it's always a mixed picture. I still think it's better to perhaps come across things you may not easily come across offline and be informed about them rather than be sold them "on the street" by some dickhead dealer spinning you a yarn. It's not like the more obscure drugs found online don't also appear offline these days - more or less all of the stuff I've read about on here I've also heard of being sold by yer standard dealers at one time or another. I don't think information can really be a bad thing even if it may add complications. Those complications may well come along anyway only without the information bit.

I tend to see it in terms of my own life. There was a time before BL - before I ever used the interwebz - where I was utterly clueless, had the most bizarre beliefs and convictions because "everybody knows...". Some of the stuff I thought was so far wrong it's terrifying - it's a minor miracle I didn't kill myself several times over. There's no doubt I've discovered drugs through BL - that was actually why I initially joined to find out what on Earth piperazines were... and what about those sites I kept finding that sold all kindsa alphanumeric drugs? I came for info, found plenty, learnt a thing or two, probably far more likely to see 40 than I would've been if I'd never thought to ask Google what a piperazine was and clicked the first link that didn't have my head SWIMming too much to follow what was being said.

A mixed bag but overall a positive thing rather than a negative one broadly speaking I'd say. That's not to say there aren't individual instances where harm has surely been caused, but I do believe that would be a relatively rare event and for the most part it's more beneficial than not - and certainly better than the alternative which would be not having places like this which have actual experience and info which would leave us with FRANK and me happily shooting up grammes of codeine several times a day cos FRANK tells fibs and anyway never mentions much that bore any real relation to what I got up to mostly.
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I really respect what you have to say not just here but in several other posts. I think you have very bright mind. It's not my place but I'll say it anyway I would love to see you use your brightness in a more healthy way than on a drug voyage ( I hope this doesn't come across poorly but in the complimentary spirit it's meant)
 
Sorry, Shambles, I can't read all that with having a drink and being partially sighted (not attention seeking, honest) I'll read it tomorrow, but I don't want to comment on a post you've made when I'm not in a right frame of mind (as I tried to do last night, and was wrong, by saying that you were offensive - I apologise). Shambles knows, more often than not, what he is taling about.

Evey
 
Research OPTIC ATROPHY, Dan. Google works for me!

Oh I've told Raasy too much FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, I've told him too much and I'm worried he no longer wants to be my friend.....

DAMN...... I thought he'd be non-judgemental and understand but he's just pissed off for days oh f**** it.... honesty isn't always the best policy eh? :(

EDIT; How would you expect your TV to work if the wire didn't - would it work with a magnifier? THINK!!!!! research optic atrophy - nothing to do with EYES.....

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
Research OPTIC ATROPHY, Dan. Google works for me!

Oh I've told Raasy too much FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, I've told him too much and I'm worried he no longer wants to be my friend.....

DAMN...... I thought he'd be non-judgemental and understand but he's just pissed off for days oh f**** it.... honesty isn't always the best policy eh? :(

Evey
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It's ok to keep some things private Evey might bring down the anxiety then
 
joe90 said:
It's ok to keep some things private Evey might bring down the anxiety then
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Joe I understand what you are saying, but because I've treated Raasy appallingly lately, I needed him to understand why. I really like and care for rass. I've never known anyone in my life like him - he does NOT deserve the way I've treated him, as of late, and if he lived closer I'd DEFINATELY WANT TO meet him but unfortunately cannot. I've my reasons for telling raas. I don't degret doing so, I just don't wan him to hate me or tar me with the same brush as what my evil ex did to me and so many others. I TRIED soooo damn hard to stop him, by secretly reporting him to social services - but end of the day I couldn't and he ended up re-offending - I'll have to live with that for the rest of my life...

Evey
 
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