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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - We Don't Even Know What Day it is

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HouseFever said:
Dont mean to cause offense, but dont you want to mod this forum? A small knowledge of drugs would be good.
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Oddly enough drug knowledge is not at all high on the list of qualities sought in mods - not even focus forum mods believe it or not. It's more the organisational and general donkey work stuff that's important. Dealing with people and situations is more important than knowing about drugs cos there are any number of people who can talk about drugs or point people in the direction of Erowid or whatever but not so many have the temperament suited to modding. Having said that, knowing a thing or two about drugs certainly doesn't hurt either. It's really not essential by any means though and lack of drug knowledge shouldn't put anybody off from applying for staff positions in any forum.
 
clord0 said:
How can people not like weed :( Smoke weed everydayyy
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it locks me in my head, and gives me crazy & paranoid thoughts and gets me mightily confused and anxious sometimes. I used to love the stuff until that started happening. Once Pandora's Box was opened there was no closing it. Hope was the last thing to leave, but hope doesnt really come into play, apart from hoping the shit will stop. I dont touch the stuff anymore, and only got some noids cos they were practically being given away, preloading on etizolam and kratom helps but even so the experience is often more negative than positive. It does seem to open my mind to new ideas which are lurking just below my conscious awareness though, and some of these seem to be quite important thoughts, though most of them can be dismissed as random nonsense. I write some of them down as they seem so important at the time, but then in the cold light of day there is often nothing of signifance there. I think there is a huge link between weed and creativity.

Stuck for ideas ? Have a few tokes and i get flooded with far more than i can handle all at once. :sus:
 
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mydrugbuddy said:
it locks me in my head, and gives me crazy & paranoid thoughts and gets me mightily confused and anxious sometimes. I used to love the stuff until that started happening. Once Pandora's Box was opened there was no closing it. Hope was the last thing to leave, but hope doesnt really come into play, apart from hoping the shit will stop. I dont touch the stuff anymore, and only got some noids cos they were practically being given away, preloading on etizolam and kratom helps but even so the experience is often more negative than positive.
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I'm more t'other way around. I don't smoke weed/hash often these days cos it's too expensive and availability is kinda patchy and not overly reliable. I would smoke it more if was more sensibly priced. I switched to synthetics for quite a while cos they are so incredibly cheap and found one or two that I genuinely enjoyed the effects of that didn't feel like pale imitations or downright dodgy. When I was smoking synthetics regularly and heavily I developed some really rather alarming symptoms though. Never sought medical advice cos it was not a medical issue for me - was a reality issue. I still don't quite know what to make of it but I know that anybody looking from outside would have no question in calling it psychosis. I was certainly hearing voices and they were not what you'd call friendly and supportive most of the time. Quite frankly it was truly and utterly terrifying.

Took me a couple of back and forths to decide that synthetic cannabinoids seemed to be very strongly linked to - in not downright causative which they probably were in reality - but I've sworn off them since the last... incident and won't be using any of them again. The psychosis rate from synthetics seems to be high - I only know relatively few who use them compared to weed/hash and I'd say a majority have experienced some level of psychosis with extended and/or heavy use. More than one being sectioned as what would appear to be a direct result of heavy use. I really don't trust them at all now and have been wary of weed/hash too. On the few occasions I've smoked the natural product since that series of schizoid breaks I've been okay but I wouldn't feel comfortable pushing too hard. I really hope I haven't caused any kind of permanent problem with my cannabinoid system but I do know I can't use synthetics ever again and would warn anybody to watch their use if they do use them.
 
Id happily ditch all my noids for a couple of bags of proper weed. I just dont think noids do what they are supposed to do. There is a complete absence of relaxation and peace of mind, and just finding random silly things hilarious. Euphoria is also extremely rare. I think i only keep the noids in order to alter my consciousness when i get bored, and to let some new thoughts come flooding in now and then. I do take it very easy on them, could easily see them driving me completely bonkers if i didnt.
 
i want you to get up right now and go to the window. open it, and stick your head out, and yell: Im as mad as hell, and im not going to take this ANYMORE!
 
mydrugbuddy said:
Id happily ditch all my noids for a couple of bags of proper weed. I just dont think noids do what they are supposed to do. There is a complete absence of relaxation and peace of mind, and just finding random silly things hilarious. Euphoria is also extremely rare. I think i only keep the noids in order to alter my consciousness when i get bored, and to let some new thoughts come flooding in now and then. I do take it very easy on them, could easily see them driving me completely bonkers if i didnt.
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I found some to be relaxing and peaceful of mind initially. There's a very wide range of effects from one to the next. I wouldn't trust any of them now after what happened - not even the ones I found gentle at the time. I wouldn't necessarily equate weed with relaxation and peace of mind anyway actually. Some varieties are, some are definitely not. There at least as much variation from one variety to the next - quite probably far more so given how many strains there are now.

jesuspeople666 said:
i want you to get up right now and go to the window. open it, and stick your head out, and yell: Im as mad as hell, and im not going to take this ANYMORE!
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I'll name that film in one.

(although i've actually not seen it despite numerous recommendations - one of these days)
 
Fooking booze... was buzzing... crossed the threashold.... now im a bit of a pickle and almost ready for bed, but fuck that
 
havent you got any stims ? 8o

I currently havent got ANY aprt from Modafinil, but its far too late in the day for that. Not even got any ethylphenidate. :sus: Am feeling in the mood for a stim binge I'd love to uncover a lost strip of Ritalin blisters or any lost baggie of stims, but even if i turned everything upside down i dont think id find anything. Got some serotonin releasing stims but my meds mean they wont work properly or safely. :!
 
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ColtDan said:
Fooking booze... was buzzing... crossed the threashold.... now im a bit of a pickle and almost ready for bed, but fuck that
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Shoo, go sleep. :p

And heheh, I may have found some methylphenidate earlier. There's an upside to tidying.
 
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