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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - We Don't Even Know What Day it is

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I think 4 fa is the absolute tits. Its so so clean its unbelievble. I have to thank dan the man for putting me on to this this stuff. For me its been one of the clear finds of the year!
 
Hrrrm. Suppose I may have to jump on the 4-fa bandwagon soon.

Am unlikely to be fooked this weekend so shall watch you all with envy.
 
ahh feel sorry for my mate his only link in his area has blown him out, I have 2 pills, do I sell him half or keep it all for my greedy self for tonight hmmmmmmmmm
 
Shambles said:
I recall you having problems in getting your payments and you have my sympathies - that sanctioning bizniz is an absolute disgrace. I do think you may be overestimating how much grief you are actually causing by turning up drunk and nicking bog roll in comparison with having your benefits stopped though. The people who run the courses aren't even part of the DSP they're private companies who get paid whatever state you turn up in. You are the only one who will lose out financially. Unless they're toilet facilities are well-stocked enough for you to set up a profitable sideline in second hand toilet paper perhaps.

I totally understand the frustration and feeling there's no point in trying to play the game cos the game is rigged - I (and indeed more or less anybody with history of benefits claims) have been there and done that many a time - but I think you'll find there is not only no possibility of winning a rigged game but there's not even any real satisfaction to be had in breaking the board and stealing the pieces cos it only ever ends up with you losing out even more than you would've done otherwise. It's horrid being on benefits - and it's all but inconceivable how they expect people to live when they won't even pay out basic benefits that are supposed to be the barest minimum possible to live on - but unless you happen to have a job to walk into or a rich benefactor waiting in the wings you're gonna have to deal with the system until one of those things is in place and anybody who has been in the benefits system for any length of time will likely advise to just put up with having to do stupid courses and be patronised and be messed about and generally treated like scum. That is how the system works and it's the only game in town however rigged it may be. It's better than begging.

Not that any of it is my bizniz but it's not nice to think of anybody being stuck in quite such dire financial straits and I can't help myself from pointing out that turning up to DSP courses intoxicated is only gonna make your financial situation even worse than it is and I can barely believe you've managed so far given the harshness of sanctioning you've been on the receiving end of every step of the way. There is no winning with the DSP - you really do have to toe the line or get nothing. I realise that doesn't mean a great deal when nothing is what you've become used to receiving and hope things get better soon <3
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Thanks I guess. At this point I can't even tell whether it's my fault I'm not getting paid or not.. I enjoy having a beer or two because it makes me so much more confident, I drank on Tuesday and think I had a weak one yesterday. I don't know if she could smell the beer on my breath and I don't really care because I was actually getting props from her for being 'the first one to answer' each time etc, and just really getting involved.
Wednesday I was dead sober and I just sat there not saying shit wishing the time would pass faster. Fuck me.
I wish I drank alcohol or took benzos during secondary school and college, that would've made it so much better.

As for today though... I overdid it as always. I guess last time I burnt through 30 etiz like nothing and drank like an idiot at the same time but that was almost a month ago and my tolerance has probably gone down to baseline since then.
I didn't realise this or even think of it because I only got bout 4 hours of sleep. Got up, popped either 2 or 3 etiz and had a beer on the way there on an empty stomach.
By the time I got there I had already drank another one and can't really remember much after that. Such a lightweight

I do actually feel bad for the toilet thing because I flooded their toilets and they had to get someone up there to fix it up, and everyone is probably pissed at me.
Fuck them.
 
Swarm said:
I think 4 fa is the absolute tits. Its so so clean its unbelievble. I have to thank dan the man for putting me on to this this stuff. For me its been one of the clear finds of the year!
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swampdragon said:
Hrrrm. Suppose I may have to jump on the 4-fa bandwagon soon.
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I've wanted to try 4-FA for many years... I regret not taking the opportunity whist it was around back then.

*edit* - Whoops, I thought I was looking in the gibberings... I'm sober as well, no excuse.
 
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What is this 4-FA????
No offense, but HONESTLY, I've never heard of HALF the drugs you people mention.
I'm a codeine errrrrm... whatever (I had a codeine addiction, now on suboxone as everyone knows).
But yea.... I've never heard of these drugs on my LIFE.... The only drugs I really have heard of is one called E (called Molly???) n Heroin or any opiate.... because I made it my duty to know about opiates when was heavily addicted to codeine... I once wanted heroin badly, n no offense to anyone but I am deeply ashamed of this because I once went onto Over drugs n asked how I could be injected with it... not one of my finest moments... I really wanted it at the time, n PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, don't think that I am judging anyone, but I am ashamed of myself for it... because I may have encouraged younger folk to want it as well, n there are a lot of younger folk who want it....

aaaaaaah..... c'mon let's get dRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRinking!!!!!

Evey
 
4- Fluoroamphetamine ... Dan's the Man... he'll tell you everything you need to know.

See, I thought most folks who post with any regularity of BL are reasonably switched on... I'd sure hope no-one wanted to take heroin because they heard someone talking about it & thought it was cool.

Hell, one of my favourite bands lead singers died from a heroin OD.... not cool.

No drinking for me... a little guitar & then sleepy byes. :D
 
Swarm said:
I think 4 fa is the absolute tits. Its so so clean its unbelievble. I have to thank dan the man for putting me on to this this stuff. For me its been one of the clear finds of the year!
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It does seem to have become very popular indeed over the last year or so. It's been around far ages afaik but only seems to have become popular recently. Or I might be thinking of the flourinated cocaine analogues that were briefly popular a few years back. My sample never did turn up and not sure why they disappeared. You'd think they'd sell well just on notoriety so can only presume dodgy safety record or awkward synth. If there were awards for drugs I suspect fourfa would be getting Best Newcomer this year with honourable mentions for tufa from those of us who do like a straight stim now and then.

plmar said:
I enjoy having a beer or two because it makes me so much more confident, I drank on Tuesday and think I had a weak one yesterday. I don't know if she could smell the beer on my breath and I don't really care because I was actually getting props from her for being 'the first one to answer' each time etc, and just really getting involved.
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I thought you said she complained about you being drunk. If she didn't even realise you were I would've skipped the benefits adviceline bit - what they know can't hurt them after all. It's not good to get a name for intoxication on courses but you only get a name for it if you're clearly intoxicated. I can understand and indeed relate to the confidence-boost thing - Dutch Courage and all that - but it's not really sustainable to be drunk and/or benzo'd up whenever in a situation where confidence or participation are required. I tended to use other substances for my confidence boosts (although benzos were amongst them for quite some time) but as I was officially signed off from work for drug addiction it didn't much matter. Rules are different now - aren't they talking about forcing people to go through rehab and attend 12 Step meetings when they're off work with drink/drug issues or was all that just talk that never came to anything? Or not yet at least.
 
I can assure you nobody wants to try heroin because they saw you talk about it evey, so don't worry.

Cheese on the other hand.. well just be lucky it's hard to OD on. We saw full well last night talking about that shit gets everyone wanting the stuff.

Also 4fa apparently.
 
Uncle Robert said:
I can assure you nobody wants to try heroin because they saw you talk about it evey, so don't worry.

Cheese on the other hand.. well just be lucky it's hard to OD on. We saw full well last night talking about that shit gets everyone wanting the stuff.

Also 4fa apparently.
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hahaha Robert, I know no one wants to try it before I mentioned it - 'twas ages back in OD Suboxone megathread.... And one of my lovely trolls, who decided, not long after Knock had died n when I was distraught, to apologise for "thinking I was a troll" mentioned it, so thought I would iterate things....

Thanks though, Robert, for reassuring me. Means a lot does that.

Evey xxxx
 
Chatative said:
4- Fluoroamphetamine ... Dan's the Man... he'll tell you everything you need to know.

See, I thought most folks who post with any regularity of BL are reasonably switched on... I'd sure hope no-one wanted to take heroin because they heard someone talking about it & thought it was cool.

Hell, one of my favourite bands lead singers died from a heroin OD.... not cool.

No drinking for me... a little guitar & then sleepy byes. :D
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One of my favourite lead singers had an addiction to H, Anthony Kiedis, singer for Red Hot Chili Peppers, I have a tattoo of their logo...

I am genuinely sorry for mentioning H, in OD, back in the day. I regret n genuinely hope that I never encouraged anyone.

Evey
 
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