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What Kind of Heroin/Opiate user are you?

1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
23, Michigan.

2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
I started with codeine at the age of 15, didn't think much of it until my friend introduced me to higher doses via cwe. Stayed clear for awhile using on and off when I could get my hands on it(usually through prescriptions for minor injuries, wisdom tooth removal,etc.) Eventually got my ahnds on a hydrocodone script a year or so later after a nasty bronchial infection and with my low tolerance found that i loved it, from there I found oxycodone and eventually a very cheap morphine hookup, after a few months of daily morphine used I caught my first sincere habit. I did that for awhile until I got my hands on hydromorphone which I immediately fell in love with, did that for about a year,moved to california, lost my dilaudid connection and quickly got back on morphine which was everywhere at the time. When I lost my morphine hookup I started using methadone. Moved to michigan, got sick as fuck, used kratom and eventually kicked. A few months later I got on heroin and everything has taken the back seat ever since..Mind you I do still love my little white triangles.

3. How often do you use opiates?
Every 4 hours daily.


4. Why do you use opiates?
The euphoria,sedation,the wonderful dreams that come with nodding, but mostly the relief from anxiety and depression which I have suffered from since childhood as I have quite severe ocd. That and at this point it's either use or roll around in a puddle of sweat and tears in agony for a couple weeks.
5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
Not sure I'm in one, I tend to do my own thing, spend a lot of time with my fiance who doesn't use, and beyond that mostly keep to myself. In fact most my friends don't use much of anything at all aside from maybe weed and the occasional benzo or something.

6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
snort, plug, oral, and occasionally smoke(heroin)
 
1.Mid 20's, Midwest (my dope came from Detroit).
2.First used hydrocodone at around 13 years old then as I got older I tried other pain killers, Percocet, Tylenol 3, Darvocet, and tramadol. At 16 I tried morphine for the first time and also that was my first time shooting up, after I started trying stronger drugs, oxycodone, opium, poppy seed tea, fentanyl, methadone, buprenorphine, lots of morphine, dilaudid then finally, heroin, heroin then became my drug of choice.
3.After getting hooked on mainly IV morphine and oxycodone at 16 (Even though I would take anything that would get me out of withdrawal), I was a daily user until 18 when I got myself on buprenorphine which I still use every day.
4.I use opiates/opioids because I've been depressed and off and on suicidal since I was a teen and now they're something I can use to dull my emotional pain and feel less sad. That's why I'm addicted but now, I take buprenorphine because I need it daily both for withdrawals and for maintenance, I know I'd be back on heroin within like a month tops if I quit, I'm sadly just not ready to live opiate free yet. 8(
5.Even though I mainly hang out with a small group of good, HONEST friends, some drink, some smoke pot, some shoot pills and heroin, some do it all but they're not shady, I also have my "friends" who are the stereotypical dope fiends and crack head types who steal, commit lots of crime, go to jail often, etc. but mainly I only see those types if I'm buying subs off the street or if I'm getting heroin or crack. I also am into the house/trance/dubstep genre's of music so I also sometimes hang with some people into the whole rave and music festival scene.
6.Hell, let me think... orally, sublingually, IV, IM (when I couldn't find a vein and didn't want to waste my shot),SC (accidently), sniffed, Once, I even plugged some codeine after doing a CWE on like 50 Tylenol 3's then drying the liquid, I was left with a ball of a silly putty like substance and it seemed the best ROA at the time lol.
 
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
27, framingham and marlboro MA

2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
i've used a variety but right now just kratom and suboxone cuz they're cheap as hell.

3. How often do you use opiates?
rarely, every couple months i'll get high for a few days or a week or something

4. Why do you use opiates?
i don't know, really not my thing, they're relaxing though

5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
i hang out with sober people who work out and play sports when i'm sober, and then horrible psychopathic addicts when i'm getting high

6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
nasal, oral
 
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
30, Texas

2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
Been doing them for 15 years. i've done practically all of them, but my favourites are opium, the cadillac of opiates, high quality heroin the mercedes of opiates, hydrocodone the kia of opiates, and oxymorphone, the fucking rolls royce of opiates.

3. How often do you use opiates?
as much as possible, but usually 5-7 times a week.

4. Why do you use opiates?
I used to suffer with severe depression, then i got high one day, and from there it's been all over. the pleasure is immense; it's more comfort than a woman, it's better than the best wine, it's better than the best food, you can live 70-100 lifetimes a night, see the dreaming goddess, the flowing pantheon, the stars of another world. can you tell im high as i write this?

5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
Heroin / pills.

6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?

any but smoking. I like the slow onset of pills/tea, the punched in the head of the needle, and the casual and sexy snort of the powder.
 
2.5 years of 3-MF (3-MethylFentanyl) addiction (cost me €125.000+EUR....thats $170.000+). this was from August of '09 till May/April '12.

2 years clean this April 2014, on Methadone (135ml/mg a day).

I don't pay anything for my methadone, here these clinics are free.

I love the fact that I dont have cravings anymore and my endorphin deficiency syndrome is also taken care of with my daily methadone intake.

I also love the fact that I dont have to spend my parents/someone else's/my own money to get opiates!
Methadone MOSt DEFinitely gave me my Life back.


Thank You, 'done!;)
 
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Im ashli 28 I live in little Mexico Yakima WA. Where the herions decent <snip>. Ive Been using 5 years now by Iv only. In that time ive NEVER MUSCLED it. Before I became a junkie I worked in healthcare so I'm a very good hit when it comes to shooting up but even being good doesn't Matter when you have no veins left. Im now hitting surface viens which cause you to bruise no matter what an I'm running outa those too. So can anyone tell me a book or a website or personal experience with where some big viens are that I might not have used and known about already? Much appreciated.
 
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1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
I am 21 and from the centre of Canada.

2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
I started off really young, when i was 11 I would steal codeine from my grandma >.>
then after my parents found out I stayed away from opis until I was about 16 then it slowly progressed. Taking Oxy occasionally.... then I started taking oxy on a semi-regular basis a little over a year ago, but since they have those shitty Neos now, my only access to oxy is Supeduol (a Canadian instant release formula) but I havent a constant supply so I've been substituting with Hydros...... tried Heroin once and could never find it since.... I guess that's a good thing though. I've also tried Opium, and Fentanyl but those are also impossible to obtain where I live...

3. How often do you use opiates?
It was at a decent pattern of once a week maybe even once every two weeks a year ago, but now it's gotten up to 3-4 times a week. I'm trying to keep my tolerance low but it's creepin' up there....

4. Why do you use opiates?
I love to feel euphorically numb. Nodding, nothingness. Just dissolve from reality and anxiety.... not giving a fuck about worrying so much all the time.... and now I'm slowly getting physical wd symptoms so I do take it to not feel like shit as well.. I mean I don't do it everyday, so I shouldn't get beast wd's.... I hope

5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
I'm in the rave scene in my city, (if you consider that a drug scene lol I consider it a music scene though it is heavily associated with drug use) not many people I know use opiates, and I have become really withdrawn from most of the scene I hang out with... When it comes to "drug scene" I mostly know meth heads because an old good friend of mine fell down that path, along with other people I know.... I almost did, but I reallllllly prefer downers and feeling numb, not wired! So I guess the opiate thing is kind of a personal "go hide away and relax by yourself" kinda dealio....

6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
Heh, well it was nasal all the way, until I made the decision to try it in my veins... a second time.... I got away the first time, stayed away for 3 years cause I really liked it... but now I dunno what convinced me to try it again..........it's sucking me in!!! (I can't let it!)
I still do love a good line though...
 
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So Im interested to hear what kind of a user you are, what opiates you use, the frequency of your use, age and a few other things.

1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
29, M, Southeastern US

2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
First opiate was a tylenol 3 when I was like 10. I remember it like it was yesterday. My grandmother gave it to me with a benadryl when I was home from school sick one day. one of the best 30 minutes of nickalodean ever followed by an 8 hour nap. Ive used just about everything I believe, except bth, which is odd given my location. The progression was hydroc--oxyc--fent--dil--h. I now just use fent and oxy though I wish I could get my hands on those 8mg pins and needles again.

3. How often do you use opiates?
I tend to use every day that I can....im the last of a dying breed, literally in some respects, so subs fill in the gaps..

4. Why do you use opiates?
This is very simple....because I cannot not use opiates. The warm embrace of pinpoint pupils....the registering of a fresh days high, the red rising like a wisp of smoke before it gets rushed back where it began...if you cant tell its a sort of romance with me. In short, dont do drugs kids. And if you do. Do not try anything derived from the papaver som. I dont know what all the fuss about it is really, not that cool.....

5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
Maybe this is a regional thing...But I feel like my personality type is drawn to other opiate users. Cant stand being around tweakers...esp sober. Not to mention I have a decent job and as of now maintain as a "functioning addict".

6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
I will use any. Never rectal before but hell, I wouldnt rule it out. But as anyone here can attest to, the IV is unrivaled....as in not even close...

That was a rather cathartic exercise. Please excuse the rambling.
 
1. Southeast U.S. of A.

2. Any opioid I can get my hands on. Mainly hydrocodone, morphine, codeine.

3. Daily except when I run out

4. PAIN!!!!

5. Drug scene?? Lol Watz dat?

6. Preferably oral depending on what I have. Don't i.v. Don't usually snort unless dilaudid.
 
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1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
22, NY


2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
Heroin mainly, for the past couple of years


3. How often do you use opiates?
I haven't used enough.. erm I mean used much this year, but usually a few times a month or more, depending on who I'm with & money


4. Why do you use opiates?
To get rid of my depression and anxiety, and on opiates I feel like the real or enhanced version of myself and I'm more productive. I have little dopamine in my brain normally and have never experienced real happiness or the slightest motivation sober for as long as I can remember. I'm not always looking for a rush.


5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
I don't know how to answer this but I do connect more with current or former drug users like someone else similarly stated above.



6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
Snorting often when I have a lower tolerance, IV sometimes, smoke it rarely for fun or to see how much cut is left on the foil
 
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
About to be 22, but at this moment 21 yrs old. Dayton, Ohio.


2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
IV ECP heroin, my favorite- IV China White dope, Methadone (About to be kicked out of my MMT program soon here, that means 70mg's detoxed in 7 fuckin' days!), Oxymorphone, Fentanyl, Morphine oral and IV, IV Hydromorphone, and Oxycodone hcl


3. How often do you use opiates?
Haven't used much, but yes I have used lately; mostly IV cocaine and a lil' heroin while on 70mg MMT. I used to IV ECP and China White every 4-8 hrs, all day, everyday.


4. Why do you use opiates?
Depression, anxiety, loneliness, a fucked up endegenous opioid system, boredom, and in terms of petty things- the instant fix if your suicidal and that warm, pins n' needles "I could die happy right now" feeling. Body aches from Hep C and depression, stress and tension.


5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
Hmm, I don't know the west side of Dayton is the hood where all the dope boys serve a lot of East Coast style chunks of heroin, the almighty China White dope melts clear gold in water, raw cocaine and sometimes shit-cut-coke, weed, rigs, and crack/hard.

Also I love weed, my friends are stoners and some enjoy psychedelics, drinking, empathogenics/psychedelic amps like MDA, cocaine ect. Most know their limits and did not go as far as I did with the IV dope.

Oh yeah, but Methoxetamine and Ketamine (IV/IM, insufflation, and vaped) are my all-time-favorite-drugs. Arycyclohexylamines fit me perfectly.

6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
My preferable opioids almost all IV ROA, Fentanyl- buccal, vaped on foil with gel from gel patches, and IV, Morphine high dose orally and IV. I'd ingest/smoke large amts of raw opium if I had access as well, esp with tryptamines and lsyergamides (LSD, LSZ, AL-LAD)
 
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
24, Canada

2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
First opiate was dilaudid, then oxys,benzos, fent and last heroin.My DOC will always be dilaudid. IMO I feel heroin is wayy overrated..I didnt really like it. Fent is like too strong without any euphoria.But if I am out of my DOC I will settle for any other opiate/heroin.


3. How often do you use opiates?
I use dilaudid, valium and ativan everyday

4. Why do you use opiates?
I use opiates cause they make me feel better. Its like dilaudid is the cure for everything for me. I love the euphoria rush, I love nodding off. I like not being able to feel anything else. It is the ultimate cure for everything in my life right now.


5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
Im not in any scene. Its just me.

6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
IV, nasal, smoke heroin or oxys, plug, oral
 
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?

28/m, near Colorado but not Colorado %)


2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?

When my mom had stage-3 breast cancer (back when I was 12-15), I started doing them randomly. I actually did it for pain vs a high (cannabis is my favorite barbie-med)


3. How often do you use opiates?

Every day, 30 mg methadone (prescribed for pain after I lost my eye in a stabbing, it also ended my boxing career, now I do self-defense and can't function at all without the meds due to WD and pain), 20 mg Norco with the added bonuses of 2mg benzo and around .5-1.5 grams of cannabis per day to add to the effect.


4. Why do you use opiates?
I really enjoy the euphoria/happiness/sedated/content feeling that opiates give me. They are great recreationally and to do alone. Most of the time Im off in my own world nodding to hard to really want to go out and do too much. I also like using opiates when im doing stims, they just seem to bring me back to baseline, and i feel fine.

5. What kind of drug scene are you in?

A more structured one, still got addicts but most have homes, I've taken in 12 people over the past 8 years. Most of it went okay. 2/3 of them (once they got past their shame and realized I wouldn't stand in judgment) were addicted to or are currently addicted to opiates and one was coming off of methamphetamine. SWIM has some LSD in his freezer (was SWIM's "great white whale" for years), hasn't tried it yet. But SWIM loves DMT, cannabis, occasionally likes adderall, right now SWIM is using some morphine sulfate to supplement a methadone shortage but SWIM avoids oxy, heroin, fetanyl, etc. because it ruined his business and cost him most of his money. SWIM hasn't touched heroin since July 18th, 2007 (the day SWIM's best friend died). SWIM has backslid on oxy, and other heroin-esque opiates. SWIM does enjoy a little but of amphetmines ala adderrall, meth, etc. but only very rarely.

Since my wife died last Oct (skin cancer/severe alcoholism, could fight one but not both) I've been pretty sceneless in the sense that all of my drugs are legal and prescribed. And SWIM likes to use a similar cocktail along with cannabis and the extracts. Ideally SWIM would want to be a dispensary worker and horticulturist.

6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?

SWIM uses:
Oral, some nasal, occasional plugging (though SWIM used IV before but avoids it because SWIM feels it might be a slippery-slope again). Smoking, vaporization, edibles.
 
1. Whats your age and your geographical location?
35, Los Angeles, CA

2. What is your experience with opiates, which ones do you use?
I've used every opiate under the sun, from Vics to opana to heroin. Rarely use anything other than heroin these days though. Costs too much to get a similar effect and much harder to IV these days with all the reformulated pills.

3. How often do you use opiates?
I slam at least 5 times a day, preferably more if I can afford it

4. Why do you use opiates?
Euphoria, pure and simple. I chase the rush.

5. What kind of drug scene are you in?
My boyfriend and I are the only people I know that like to use as many drugs, and as frequently as we do. Everything from heroin to meth to lots to psychedelics, and everything in between. We have a couple of friends that we'll hang out with when doing certain drugs, but none of them do all the drugs.

6. Also, what kind of administration do you use?
IV anything that's possible (which is almost everything) and smoke pot.
 
24. Midwest [Indiana]

First was probably vicodin, hell I don't remember! :-P I use percocet, norco and heroin [rarely].

A few times a month. I am on probation right now, so I play with maximum caution and not very often. I don't want to get addicted, so when I'm a free man even, I don't use often.

The comprehensive alleviation of distress, and therefore all aspects of suffering. Sociability. To catch a buzz. Euphoria is great.

Most people I know smoke weed and drink alcohol. When I'm home, I'm in a small town and most people smoke weed and stuff. When I'm at college [i'm in my last year] hell, there's EVERYTHING going on down there.

I swallow or snort. #teamnoneedles
 
1-16/m/ Northeast

2 - I've done vic, opana, dilaudid, oxy(roxy)

3- I usually do an opiate once a week, lately every 2 weeks because I've lost some sources which is probably for the best anyway DOC-Oxy, I try an stay away from dilaudid the line was just getting too thin there

4- I love the peace the nod brings, everything is perfect, I have bipolar disorder(type 1) an my depression has been awful the past year & a half the opiate high fills the emptiness feeling

5- most of my friends just smoke bud & drink a few do blow & opiates, aderall is fairly popular

6- iv diluadid, insuffulated oxy & opana, oral
 
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1-16/m/ Northeast

2 - I've done vic, opana, dilaudid, oxy(roxy)

3- I usually do an opiate once a week, lately every 2 weeks because I've lost some sources which is probably for the best anyway DOC-Oxy, I try an stay away from dilaudid the line was just getting too thin there

4- I love the peace the nod brings, everything is perfect, I have bipolar disorder(type 1) an my depression has been awful the past year & a half the opiate high fills the emptiness feeling

5- most of my friends just smoke bud & drink a few do blow & opiates, aderall is fairly popular

6- iv diluadid, insuffulated oxy & opana, oral

dude, my advice to you.. smarten the fuck up! take it from a 31yr old guy from the Northeast who WISHES they had a message board at your age to tell them to smarten the fuck up!

where do you live? I am in Boston.. and it's terrible around here. people are sinking and sinking fast. alot of YOU younger folks are dropping like flies as well. smarten up, man! get off drugs. esp. the opiate game.
 
Thank you for the concern I've actually been using less an less & I'm trying to stop completely I still have slip ups(not often) but I'm very close, that was more of my habits when I was using like that I'm going on a little more than a month Friday & I live in upstate ny
 
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1. 31, Las Vegas, Nevada

2. Age 15 thru 24 different pills - Darvon, Darvocett, Percocet (from family members medicine cabinets occasionally), then just if it was offered post high school - Vicodin, Morphine, Oxycontin, Methadone. Age 21 tried heroin - didn't know where to find it so had a friend mail me some east coast powder, snorted it, thought it was "ok." Was used to hallucinogens and dissociatives. Age 24 roommates smoked black tar heroin, would do it a few times a week if bored. Tried IV a couple of months later (had already been using ketamine IM for a couple of years, and had done Ketamine IV a few times,) age 25, did two shots within half an hour and OD'd. After the hospital, smoked a few more days then stopped for almost 3 months. After that, varied between a few times a week to weeks long binges, depending on money. During this time moved from Phoenix to Vegas. A bit over a year into use, went on a 12 week binge. The mild sickness, previously mistaken for dopesickness, was not experienced this time. Very rude awakening. Since then have tried Suboxone a number of times, up to 5 days in a row, and Kratom one day. And sometimes methadone pills for a few days. Oh, also do Dilaudid from time to time, prefer to mix it but sometimes substitute it if needed. First tried that in... 2009?

3. Every day that it's possible, average 3-4 times.

4. The rush, the even-keel it keeps me on - or at least for the most part, making everything ok - complacency, avoiding sickness. Tendency to do it after coming home from anything more extensive than a walk to the corner store or gone for over a couple of hours - that was caused by having to wait to do it til after long days at work, stressful situations, seeing any kind of needle use on tv/movies (even a commercial about immunizations in Africa!) but just seeing heroin doesn't phase me, after getting money, if someone comes to the house - that happened bc it used to be that people only came over to score- which is no longer the case, as a "treat" (for doing something I'm supposed to do anyway haha), and before having to meet new people.

5. No "scene." Do it alone mostly, sometimes w/my ex who lives with me, who also is a daily user - but typically do it in different rooms, even different times of day most of the time. Have him fix me up sometimes though.

6. IV
 
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