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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine (MXE) Thread - Chapter 14

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Folley said:
lol it's not like it's some complicated procedure.. just put some MXE in cocoa butter, put the butter in the cap and the cap up your butt. The cocoa melts to a liquid at body temperature which gives the body the moisture it needs to break down the capsule
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You don't even need to use a gelcap...I was thinking to melt the oil/cocoa butter slightly, mix in MXE, then roll it up in some wax paper and put it in the freezer for a few minutes until it hardens up again. Then you can remove the wax paper and it will keep its form until you insert it (as long as you don't handle it with your fingers too much). I guess you could also use a gelcap as a mold, and then pry it out with a knife or something after it sets.

There's lots of "natural"/"alternative" medical advice blogs with instructions about how to do this with essential oils or herbal extracts or whatnot, such as here or here.
 
After extensive testing with both mxe and ketamine i have come to the conclusion that mxe is superior.
It just has a magic that ketamine doesn't have. I wonder if it has anything to do with mxe's SERT affinity (page 14)?
 
t0aster said:
i never got any visuals from ketamine or mxe. i just enjoy them for the feelings
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MXE visuals are really spectacular! It's totally dose dependant. I do not like MXE until I take enough so that it's psychedelia comes on.
I've only done MXE about 4 times and it's been with staggered doses (25mg every hour for 4 hours) after the 3rd bump I notice that everything looks almost like it's wrapped in cellophane or like there is a clear filter on my vision. At this point I notice that music begins to sound a lot like it does on acid - just extraordinary. There is also a slight flange effect where the music I'm listening too gets louder and quieter and I lose the ability to tell how loud I'm talking and even my whispers make me think I'm yelling. After the 4th bump I'm totally fucked and pretty much in the "hole". If I open my eyes at this point everything looks like it's made of millions of cubes and if I shut my eyes and lay down ( which I always have a strong urge to at this point) I'm seeing just a flood of images and memories flowing all at once. I'm usually giggling like child during this. It is awesome!!!
 
Chris Timothy said:
^ Please do elaborate!

It's not often that I've seen people forgive MXE the lack of visuals, in a ketamine kind o' kontext..
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Lack of visuals? MXE produces really intense CEVs for me, when laying down with eyes closed with music, of course. And only in hole or near-hole dosages.
 
Yes, there certainly are visuals with mxe, about the same as with ketamine, it's just that mxe has an additional sparkle that is emotional and not visual.
 
I would get incredible visuals (60mg) that were very machine like in nature. I vividly remember seeing gears lined with human flesh and intestines. This for me was a sign to stop/slow my usage when I couldn't shake these demonic/mechanical visuals. They seemed to happen every time I dosed.
 
I did >50mg, no visual effects. I know people who did >100mg, only spins but I doubt they were paying attention for CEV's
 
It is really easy to take too much of this stuff and have a terrible experience. I took 90mg in the span of an hour, thinking I would not feel it too much. I've been doing it for a couple of weeks and for most of the time the last couple of years, so I felt I knew what I was doing (and my tolerance is pretty high), but boy was I wrong. I came up really quickly and for maybe a 5-10 minute span I was stuck in a loop, literally thinking I was in hell. My thinking had been reduced to some sort of stream of consciousness thing, where every though I had related to the central theme of the experience that I had actually died when I overdosed on muscle relaxants a few years ago, and was just now remembering the experience, and that living it out again.

As I reached for an etizolam to end the trip, the thought came into my head: "this is how I died. This etizolam is what killed me." I managed to take it, and calmed down quickly, realizing what I had just experienced.

Crazy shit. I've had similar things happen before, and every time I end up believing some insane thought regarding the nature or reality. I need to be more careful.
 
Sun Drugs did you smoke weed when this happened? I'm guessing not since you didn't mention it, but I just wanted to ask. Anyway, 90mg in the span of an hour is bound to cause confusion. What you're describing actually reminds me of when I had a really bad experience smoking really potent weed. Basically I thought I was dead and I had the feeling of my memory being reset every like 2-3 seconds. I'd literally think the same thing over and over and over again every few seconds. I was in my room and everything alienated the shit out of me, I was so fucking confused. Needless to say that wasn't fun.
 
t0aster said:
Sun Drugs did you smoke weed when this happened? I'm guessing not since you didn't mention it, but I just wanted to ask. Anyway, 90mg in the span of an hour is bound to cause confusion. What you're describing actually reminds me of when I had a really bad experience smoking really potent weed. Basically I thought I was dead and I had the feeling of my memory being reset every like 2-3 seconds. I'd literally think the same thing over and over and over again every few seconds. I was in my room and everything alienated the shit out of me, I was so fucking confused. Needless to say that wasn't fun.
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Nope, I did not smoke weed. Also, part of it was that I was extremely hungry and hadn't eaten beforehand. Even though I insufflated it, I feel like some of it drips into my stomach and hits harder if I haven't eaten (maybe that is just my imagination though). And my tolerance is such that low doses tend to not do much, I feel desensitized to the effects overall, but high doses inevitably send me into outer space.

As for your experience with potent weed, I know that feeling, and it fucking sucks so much. The first time I had an edible, my friends and I went to Olive Garden and I remember every few seconds asking my friends, "did that really happen? Am I in a dream?" Yeah, I can see the similarities, it is like a drug induced panic attack.
 
I've had that from weed a couple of times, this intense feeling of existential panic that grows and grows and is connected to some delusion of why you feel that way, and then you come to and realize there is nothing to fear, but then moments later it starts to come back again.
 
Xorkoth said:
I've had that from weed a couple of times, this intense feeling of existential panic that grows and grows and is connected to some delusion of why you feel that way, and then you come to and realize there is nothing to fear, but then moments later it starts to come back again.
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Ugh, such a terrible feeling. Thankfully, for me, when I get that methoxetamine, it doesn't come back. I get stuck in that place for what seems like is an eternity but is only actually a few minutes, but once it is gone, it is gone. Once I realize that everything is okay, I sigh a breath of relief and grin, and end up feeling rather good afterwards. I did not take my usual kratom dose last night, which surely must have contributed to this bad experience.
 
hey guys I got a quick question about this compound, I've noticed a vendor is selling it but she has it labeled as MXE (off white powdery polymorph) does anybody know what a polymorph is regarding MXe? from what I the little bit information and I picked up on Polymorph so I think it has to do with the color and consistency but I really don't know. preciate any feedback.mUch love
 
Polymorphism means that one substance can exist in several forms. The off white mxe from the vendor you speak of is pretty good. I can't compare it to the sandy, yellow tinted protomorph as the only other mxe I've had was a bright white crystalline texture which seemed to be the highest quality I've came across. I think I remember one of the mods asking that we keep from discussing batches so we may not want to delve to deep into the subject.
 
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thank you for the feedback brother that was the most appreciated. I've heard of more than one vendor having the sandy yellow polymorph. is there any difference
in potency between the two. I say that because most people say that the best MXE is usually a white fluffy powder, I just wanted to know if the different polymorphs of MXE very potency? Peace
 
Bigazznugz said:
thank you for the feedback brother that was the most appreciated. I've heard of more than one vendor having the sandy yellow polymorph. is there any difference
in potency between the two. I say that because most people say that the best MXE is usually a white fluffy powder, I just wanted to know if the different polymorphs of MXE very potency? Peace
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Yes different polymorphs can vary in potency by mass, different hydrates of a crystal are an example.
 
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