Fuckin punk asshole 'boyfriend' destroyed my subs....
I'm pissed as fuckin shit right now!!!
Basically I have, or I shall now say 'Had' a little stock pile of subs hidden in my puse, in a bag, inside a birth control packet (sub films). I don't take them often, but tomorrow, I was really gearing up to jus finally getting clean and taking a sub and jus trying to go awhile without taking any oxycodone.
Now my fuckin abusive dick head boyfriend secretly destroyed them all, wo me knowing and I jus went in my bag to check over everything for tomorrow and I noticed the packet was torn.... And I'm like "that's weird they were all new packets, I never opened them" and after further inspection, they were all torn open w nothing inside!!!!!
fuckin prick asshole!
I have an idea when this possibly went down, about 3 weeks ago when he was drunk and wanted to take my oxycodone pills for himself. I told him I didn't have any (I actually didn't, they were at my house). This motherfucker went through every part of my giant purse!!!
And it's not like I never told him... I told him on occasion that I have subs to help me sometimes.... I mean if anything, ud think he would want me taking subs instead of oxydone!
My big issue now is, that I will be wo anything until my PM visit which isn't until Thursday... But even at that, I was hoping to jus take the sub and jus like stock pile my script for alil bit.... I jus wanted alil clean time
i started doing H the last few days and now I get horrible sweats like before 24hrs. My GAba isn't really helping anymore.... I'm scared. Sweating is like the WORSE for me. I'll take Restless leg .... The sweating I can't.....