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Vent/Rant Thread vs I'll tell you how I really feel (Triggering Content)

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Allein said:
Sugar, gas tank, car.....:sus:

I wasn't even here and if you said I was I'll deny it
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=D=D

Maya managed to work two stations today and the wife of the owner and also his daughter told me I did an awesome job. I don't know, I am still not happy about what happened but what can I do, I can't force people to stay if they don't want too but at least a 2 week notice would have been nice you know?
 
Rox said:
5th day. It sucks to feel so much hurt that you don't want to live because you can't handle it.
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I know the feeling, just try and keep your mind busy think positive. This might sound imposable at the moment but you should keep hydrated & eat well, try light exercise. Good luck <3
 
thanks, you know how it is when we get kicked down and lose everything, just a couple years ago I had my own place, a car, job that I loved. Then when you lose everything you end up being under someone's control in some way or another. For the sake of feeling ok, need to keep busy and positive
 
dude, people post horrible happenings in this thread. i feel petty as fuck, but i scraped a brand new lexus when parallel parking today. i never fuckup while driving. i cannot believe it happened. i don't even know shit about it. i left my number, and the guy called talking about insurance adjusters and can i meet tomorrow at 3 and blah blah blah. can i meet tomorrow at 3? dude, that's fucking business hours. what about friday at 11am? i don't want it to be an inconvenience for him. but whatthefuck is he talking about? whatthefuck is an insurance adjuster? doesn't he just send me the estimate and i either pay out of pocket or submit a claim?

so now i am meeting him on friday at 6pm. i don't know what happens during that meeting, but i am meeting him. i'm not just giving him my insurance info, right? fuck this week.
 
^ What a bummer! You did the right thing by leaving your info, though. He has to get your insurance information in case you don't/can't pay out of pocket but I would imagine that wanting to meet is wanting to give you the opportunity to pay under the radar of insurance. Did you take a picture of the damage?--because you definitely should. That way you can take it to a body shop and ask what they would charge so that he can't tell you some ridiculous figure. Everything costs so much these days when it comes to cars--it used to be true that it was better not to report--that's not always the case anymore.
 
I'm just in a bad spot at the moment. I cant even think straight, everything just keeps getting worse for me IDK what to do anymore? Fucking holy shit I just want to curle up and die. I can't take any more bad news all at once, I'm fucking done.
 
Thanks Maya, I cant even post what's going on, I'm just down and out...:sus:

Really thank you always reply to my crappy moments...I just don't know if I can handle the troubles that awaits me.
 
agggggghhhhhhh!

[Deleted long-ass complaint shit] [sometimes you have to delete the soft shit and just go primal with it, even online.]
 
gr33n3y3z said:
Thanks Maya, I cant even post what's going on, I'm just down and out...:sus:

Really thank you always reply to my crappy moments...I just don't know if I can handle the troubles that awaits me.
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You can hun, you seem to have your shit together Maya believes you can do it! You can always pm me if you want to chat <3
 
hydroazuanacaine said:
dude, people post horrible happenings in this thread. i feel petty as fuck, but i scraped a brand new lexus when parallel parking today. i never fuckup while driving. i cannot believe it happened. i don't even know shit about it. i left my number, and the guy called talking about insurance adjusters and can i meet tomorrow at 3 and blah blah blah. can i meet tomorrow at 3? dude, that's fucking business hours. what about friday at 11am? i don't want it to be an inconvenience for him. but whatthefuck is he talking about? whatthefuck is an insurance adjuster? doesn't he just send me the estimate and i either pay out of pocket or submit a claim?

so now i am meeting him on friday at 6pm. i don't know what happens during that meeting, but i am meeting him. i'm not just giving him my insurance info, right? fuck this week.
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Usually an adjuster gets involved to say how much damage is done, blah blah blah.

Good for you for leaving the note. When I first got my license I backed out of a spot in a mall parking garage and scraped the dudes new (white) car next to me with my (black) car leaving a huge line. I freaked and sped out of there :\ Still kinda feel bad about it.
 
Was gna put this in suboxone thread but thought it more appropriate here, as it's a rant. If it isn't please feel free to move it to OD, Suboxone thread or edit as appropriate n I apologise in advance;

My drugs service ARE NOT happy with me, in my opinion. Told them that I cannot see my sub doc on the 15th as it's Easter holidays n I WILL NOT take my daughter to that sort of place. Not trying to be judgemental but I have my reasons, anyway if they don't like it it's tough I'll go into full withdrawals n come off suboxone altogether. My script is due on the 17th n there's Good Friday n Easter Monday... and my daughter comes first, I've promised her a long walk along the canal, a picnic n a ice cream n my child comes first. They either change the appointment or they can stick their suboxone. Is it so hard to understand that I'd not want to take my child to that sort of a place where people are prone to violence n what-not???? Arggggg! They're not child-friendly in the slightest. They seem to think that everyone on suboxone doesn't have a child that they need to attend to.

Sorry for the rant but I may very well need this thread as if I get cut off my script I'll need advice on withdrawal but no way am I attending any appointment on the Easter holidays when my child is on my care. is that so hard to understand? Really?

Evey
 
What the hell is going on with me. Random waves of anxiety and mood swings and all sorts of weird shit. I'm eating bread and as I swallow it my throat suddenly tightens up for no reason and as I think I'm going to choke or suffocate on this bread my whole body tenses up and this for some reason makes my leg kick out at my PC.
Now it's making a weird whirring sound and I can't tell what's causing it.

I just feel really shit right now and have no idea what to do or how to get better. Can't stop worrying and stressing over everything from the most irrelevant stuff to things I got no control over.



Evey I got no idea how to help you with withdrawals, perhaps benzos would be useful? And fuck those idiots at the clinic, I understand how you feel about wanting to spend time with your daughter and not take her to a place like that but unfortunately there are people who can't.
 
I absolutely hate, waiting, and waiting to find out that all that waiting was useless, and that I just have to wait another few days, so I can wait some more, then after all that waiting, hope and pray that the waiting was worth while.

I loooooove not having an actual doctor >:c
 
I feel like such a failure. My little brother who's not even 21 yet has already moved out, bought a house, has a great job and is getting married next month. And what I have done? Not a fucking thing...I have a job but it's not shit, I'm still living in my parents house and I'm almost 24. I know it's all because of my drug addiction but I mean damn! What the fuck?
 
^I used to compare myself to my cousins. I was so jealous of how successful they were, have amazing high paying jobs, have families and never touch drugs. I then realized that I was different from them, and having a family and a more stressful higher paying job wasn't really what I wanted. you sshouldn't compare yourself to anyone, you are different and so is your brother.

You are still young, you can always make things right its never too late!
 
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