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StoneHappyMonday said:
DHC is a pile of wank really Dan. Doesn't even work on 10% of people and tolerance builds stupidly quickly, never to go away (YMMV etc).
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Ahh i'll probs give it a miss then. its baffling how i find opiates lurring, yet i hardly touch them, and i dont even like them that much. but theres something inside me that gives me a little niggle now and again after not touching them for a few weeks that goes "yeah go on" n then i think to myself why... i dont even like nodding. but the stage before the nod is nice, kinda motivating. but still. never will understand the fuss over them, for me euphoric stims obliterates an opiate high. i guess theyre still worth a go though as long as theyre not overdone, i can feel fine afterwards, but if i over do it i feel lethargic and empty and shite. aint worth feeling like that for an expensive fairly dull buzz. meph was though

Eveleivibe said:
I've just lost my temper n am shaking which isn't like me at all. In real life I hate conflict. Was just at the check out in Tesco putting my stuff on what I thought was an empty convaya belt. A man started going at me saying how can I put the rest of my stuff on now. I said I'm sorry I've got an eyesight prob n didn't see you. He was nasty saying how I didn't look like I an an eyesight prob. I completely lost it with him n called him a stupid bastard. How dare he call me a liar you only have to look at my pic to know I've got an eyesight issue n I have proof from consultants n doctors. Just because I don't go walking with a white stick or have an eye patch means nothing.
I don't feel sorry for myself especially as people are worst off n not seeing properly is nothing. I only mention to it people to explain why I make mistakes like that incident or I'd never mention it at all. But I won't be callies a liar. One thing I am NOT is a liar. And what is wrong with people these days? What was wrong with "excuse me I haven't finished putting my stuff on please can you move it?" Geeze politeness costs nothing.
Rant over
Evey
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Some people are right fucking dickheads. pisses me off. i swear some people are such naieve dickheads they dont even know how much of a dickhead they are

maxalfie said:
Don't let one person spoil your day Evey.What's done is done so try to enjoy the rest of the day.
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This

How long does benzo tolerance take to drop?
 
ColtDan said:
Ahh i'll probs give it a miss then. its baffling how i find opiates lurring, yet i hardly touch them, and i dont even like them that much. but theres something inside me that gives me a little niggle now and again after not touching them for a few weeks that goes "yeah go on" n then i think to myself why... i dont even like nodding. but the stage before the nod is nice, kinda motivating
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Apparently opiates can be a bit more-ish.. I might have heard a few people mention this on here before now. ;)
 
i really liked the opi nod, its hard to explain why, but i caused so much damage trying to smoke in those states, ciggies tasted delicious, but the amount of clothing burns, carpet burns, sofa burns, matress, duvet burns etc im so lucky i didnt set my house on fire, as i kept on 'getting away' with it i kept on doing it.
 
swampdragon said:
Apparently opiates can be a bit more-ish.. I might have heard a few people mention this on here before now. ;)
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They are, nothing on meph or speed though. well from what ive tried anyway. learnt the hard way with over-doing opiates, ending up sick all day is enough to put anybody off

Fair enough MDB. i find nodding so trippy and weird just reminds me of being semi lucid, or like im sleep deprived and startng to trip a bit, and kinda gormless and brain dead. nodding on MDMA is lovely though
 
ColtDan said:
They are, nothing on meph or speed though. well from what ive tried anyway. learnt the hard way with over-doing opiates, ending up sick all day is enough to put anybody off
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You'd be surprised...

Don't be fooled by how apparently non-moreish opies are initially. They're sneaky buggers. You'll be fine, you'll be fine, you'll be fine, you'll be fukked. Usually you don't even realise you've slipped over the line into dependence/addiction until you wake up rattling one day and all you can think about is getting hold of more opies to stop the various physical unpleasantries - not to mention the all-consuming psychological need that you had no idea you had until it happens. Just don't use any opies for more than a coupla days running max and leave a decent gap between uses and it can stay recreational. Push your luck even a lil bit and you get to find out how it works the same way every other junky did.

Dire warnings of opiwoes aside, think I might just have a bath before embarking on lengthy cooking of dins. Both bath and dins need doing rather urgently. Albeit for rather different reasons.
 
Yeah gapping it out is how ive done it for years without problems apart from sweating then throwing my tits up, learnt my lession with not respecting it, ive had some very mild rattles before and it was bad enough, so edgy and weird. infact it was when the queens jubalee was on, i was in bed restless legs, cant remember much else about how i felt but it wasnt nice at all. and the emptyness is harsh as well, ive had some right emptyness off it before n i take fuck all compared to some people, cant imagine how bad that emptyness is for a long time smack users thats just gotten clean or whatever. soul destroying. meph has been my main vice though and it ruined me for awhile. proud i aint touched it for a long time now, that stuff is so bad. but so good. a lot better mindset these days even though im taking the piss with 4-FA a bit
 
what did it for me was leaving it for weekends and one midweek session. But if i happened to have a very bad day at work an extra midweek session crept in, and before i knew it, it was 5 days in a row. Then next time round i just never even bothered stopping as i remembered how ill i was after that 5 day run. It took one - two years of tyring not to think about things, and a whole year afterwards to get off them.
 
All cleansed and smelling of strawberries and cream. Y'all'd lick me. Oh yes you would <3

Somewhat irritated that I managed to buy two shampoos instead of one and a conditioner. I always assume the cloudy ones are gonna be conditoner. Suppose I should read beyond just the flavour on the label to confirm what it actually is :o

Also, I am the least practical man on Earth. Wouldn't know a Man Thing if it spiilled my bird and looked at me pint. Must be two years or so since I had a shower fitted over the bath and have just worked out that if you pull the shower curtain inside the bath and weigh down the flappy end I don't end up wading through ankle-deep water on the bathroom floor. D'oh! :!
 
that does seem to a slight issue for some 'cerebral' types of people. Proffessors and teachers etc are mocked by more practical people for their lack of practicality. I am reasonably practical, and i dont think thats too deluded to say that, i was so annoyed last year when i had to pay £250 to join the AA as my car wouldnt start. All it was was a flat battery, the overnight strong winds had set the hazzard lights off and drained the battery. I coul have easily fixed that myself if id susssed what the problem was. I can do lots of practical stuff that works, it may not look pretty, but it will work.

Im sure you are more practical than you are letting on, i bet you're the type of person who opens things up to figure out how they work, and i bet you do mostly get it figured out too. I was allways doing that as a kid, it used to drive my mother mad, i'd tell her that the thing was broken anyway so what further harm could it do by trying to figure out how to fix it. I dont think i ever fixed anything as a kid, one of those atari type gaming consoles and digital watches were probably slightly overambitious jobs to take on.
 
I am the least manly-man in the world, nothing practical here. My gf's ex is a builder and has done some work in our house where Ive been his slave assistant and I'm sure he looks at me thinking "what the fuck have you got that I didn't have?"

A big cock mate. I'm just a big cock. ;)
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
I am the least manly-man in the world, nothing practical here.
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When I was living on site with my ex-fiance (gypsy gal) surrounded by gypsies and tinkers I got a sharp lesson in manly manness. The Irish family opposite were particularly vocal. They spotted me washing up one afternoon and that was it. "Why are you doing that? That's wimminz work. G'wan with ye and do a man thing!". It was never quite specified what a "man thing" was but poor ol' Donna got taken aside for regular talks about how she should get rid of such a useless, effeminate appendage such as myself and get herself a proper man. Presumably one of their gazillion and seven single, male, knuckle-dragging cousins.

kate said:
There's a lot to be said for a big cock.

What else does a girl really need that she can't get by her own efforts...

*sheepish* evening eadd.
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=D

Evenin', m'dear :)

The mere whiff of cock and out she comes :D
 
Someone has taken my weed, or I just can't remember I have smoked it or wtf the reason could be it is gone.
 
Someone's taken my marbles. I can't find the chat about setting up some sort of support group, I think it's a very good idea and I was reading about such an organisation a few weeks ago, I can't remember it's name or find it though.

In lieu of the thing I can't remember, there is vandu which sounds like a similar idea.
 
Tried valiantly to find it for ya, Knock. Failed miserably. Despite posting in it. I blame the drugs drink (it's not a drug) 8)

Tired and got the beginnings of a hangover already. Gonna be a blinder too due to all those heavily caffeinated mixers. Rod/own back, etc :\

Variety of painkillers gubbed, bottle o' water refilled and ready to go by me bedthing, about to hit the UFO/Bigfoot/Conspiracy/Whatever radioistic valium. Nighty, y'all <3

EDIT: It's gonna be Nazi Space Aliens/Did Hitler Flee Germany?!? Fukkin sweet. Third of fourth night trying to get through this one. Not barely lasted 30mins without crashing out so far. And that's cumulative over said 3-4 nights. I'm tellin' y'all insomniacs, conspiracy radio is the tits when it comes to trying to sleep. Beats any benzo I've ever sampled <3
 
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