Heya. Popped on just to say alright to people and picked this thread as I'm trying to reign in my opiate use right now. Can really relate with what shambles wrote a couple of pages back about going through w/d's and how you can turn a bad experience positive by using it as a reminder not to get so deep in the next time. I had the worst w/d's by a long run last summer when I came off everything I was doing in a rushed 2 week period when I went broke. Was so fucking brutal but served a purpose as it let me know all in one go exactly how many drugs I was putting in my body. I been through my share of w/d's over the past ten years so I knew what was going on but still, it was definitely not something I wanna repeat anytime soon.
I been getting into the AH-7921 the last couple months, along with some ethylphen and pyrazolam. Last summer has stayed with me hard though and I'm determined not to get like it again. Yesterday I woke up and almost instinctively knew it was time for a break before my tolerance gets up again. Just waited it out in my room listening to 18hrs of bill burr podcasts in a row or some shit. So glad I did it though. Partly mental (had all my drugs in my room with me so was a real will power situation) and partly physical - as a preventative like I said. I had the shakes and everything but it was all real light (managed to get six hours of rough sleep and everything).
Nice one on the bupe progress mdb. Just read through the last few pages of the thread all in one. Flushing that pack was a smart move. I always feel its good to draw a line under these things as fast as possible when your minds made up, within reason obviously. Its always good moving forward though I find. Nice.
Fuckin hell that is awesome will power to hold it with the drugs actually there in the room if WDs were hitting you severely. Theres no way on earth i could have done that, flushing them was the only way,if the wds do get bad i dont have that kind of willpower. I didnt want to admit this, but several benzos later and the truth is out, i do have some kratom too, i suppose that is gonna need disposong of too somehow. Given its milder nature, whats the reckoning i could stick to that stuff just once amonth or something. Fuck sake i bought 2 batches of it, and have yet to esperience a single thing from it as my tolerance was too high. I really wanna experience it, when im out of the woods, having it here and all, and having the possibilty i might feel something this time.
im struggl;ing a little with the benzo and cannabinoid compensation levels, this is to try to get over any psycholigal wobbles, if i take to much etiz i fall asleep and feel dead, so i take noids to wake my mind up again, and then i get para, so i need more etiz. Lets say this final pshycolgical adjustment is a bit harder than the physical one, this time round. Everyones telling me i should expect it, i guess the best thing to do is try not to take anything of it seriously, i dunno why im even taking noids they can make me para at the best of times, but sometimes, very rarely you get a nice tranquil stone. Just benzos on their own takes a bit of getting used to. I need to give time, time.
thank you everyone who has supported me, In a few weeks i'll be able to stop hogging this thread, and may start thinking about finding a benzo support w/d thread and hog that instead.
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