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December Getting/Staying Sober Thread v. Reflections.
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Just A Guy
Bluelight Crew
Rock on, Face!
luckygirl79
Bluelighter
Just wanted to say, hello!!! So inspiring to read about everyone's success. I'm going to enjoy a beautiful day hiking with my loves of my lives. The stress and problems I'm having can wait for another day. Today is not it. 
Day 2 complete. I made it through. I couldn't eat day one. I was able to hold something today. The funny thing is it seems to blow right through, and not to be gross ive crapped more in 2 days than I did the whole month of November. Some people pay for a colon cleanse.... pretty much comes free with opiate detox. I guess that's a good thing. I don't have access to any benzos so sleep is tough. I haven't did imoudium or the other OTC remedies, but I did the vitamin b complex, l-tyrosine, and tossed in some valarine root for rest tonight. I dosed at recomended levels. I can't say that the vitamins helped but the way my diet is it couldn't hurt. Plus going to get them occupied my mind. Tomorrow im going to try some ibuprofen and Tylenol for my aching joints and legs. I googled the dose levels and found the recomended amount for someone with arthritis. I figured if it helps someone with RA it would ease this pain a bit. Im thankful for this day. Day 3 coming up.
Pleh
Greenlighter
j_rod, what you described sounds like a difficult yet necessary time period. Only through these struggles you will achieve your goal. As you can clearly tell, breaking out of the negative cycle is challenging but staying in the loop will ruin your mind and body. You have to allow your courage and determination to guide you towards good health and unfortunately this is a long process. Your mind must help your body understand that this rough transitional period will end; if you are dedicated to this day-by-day process then you can build a strong mindset to break away from your vices and most importantly stay away in the future.
It is almost guaranteed that you will be better within a week so keep up the good work and the updates.
It is almost guaranteed that you will be better within a week so keep up the good work and the updates.
stardust.hero
Bluelight Crew
Day 111 for me
210 days!! I haven't posted in a month or two, but still going strong here!!! coming up on 7 months.
How's everyone else doing??
I'm doing well, go myself registered to go back to school! Finally! I'm so stoked. Going to major in Chemistry. (possibly) Things are going well with my girl as well, haven't been any major situations since i last posted.
Hope everyone is doing well!!!!
good to see you case.. and so happy you are doing well 24 more
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Space Firebird
Bluelighter
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eight_Consciousnesses
The Ālayavijñāna is the seat of consciousness where the "turning-about" allegedly occurs.
"Enlightenment," "Satori" and "Kensho" are the common terms for its unfolding.
Day 110 for me
Day 111 for me
Is it just me or is this month dragging?
10 days.
Way to go Everybody! Great work!
Im into the third day... and im doing well. The physical misery hit me hard last night. I kicked and tossed like a mad two year old. Sleep was scarce. I'm at work now and they sent me to demolition out a floor. This is a trial and I feel like am being physically beaten with every move. I hope the workout on this job will help me sleep tonight. I hope those who have to work while going through this stay strong. My thoughts are with you.. We will get through.
Keep going j_rod.. just power through.. barring that just limp through. barring that crawl through.. your doing it and it gets better quick.. just have to make it through the tunnel
Its actually really good IMO that you have an active job.. may not feel like that for a little while.. but my fatigue and soreness held on for a while but got remarkably better faster when I got a physical job. Your doing great!!!! have you taken a little time to give yourself some credit for the monumental push so far. The addciction often times gets really pissy at the end.. cause it gets scared,.. because it knows your here to kill it... If it gets bad at the end... Howl like A banshee and let it know it doesn't have a fucking prayer
Just A Guy
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Howl like A banshee and let it know it doesn't have a fucking praye[/B]r
Hey, I just tried that out. I like it. But it sounded more like a werewolf.
shroomster
Bluelighter
Is it just me or is this month dragging?
10 days.
It gets way easier, home slice ^_^ First couple months bloows
shroomster
Bluelighter
Totally agree. It's definitely strange that everytime I start succeeding, I begin to crave like a mofoIts actually really good IMO that you have an active job.. may not feel like that for a little while.. but my fatigue and soreness held on for a while but got remarkably better faster when I got a physical job. Your doing great!!!! have you taken a little time to give yourself some credit for the monumental push so far. The addciction often times gets really pissy at the end.. cause it gets scared,.. because it knows your here to kill it... If it gets bad at the end... Howl like A banshee and let it know it doesn't have a fucking prayer
Im a "good times relapser" as well.. my mind says its all good now your doing amazing, but it could be even better.. but it doesn't get better it falls apart right8(
whitexrabbit
Greenlighter
Day 19 glad to see people putting up big numbers.
Doing well lately because I've been busy. Working 12 hours most days and today my family has a virus so they are keeping me hopping. No chance to think about craving.
glad to see people putting up big numbers. Doing well lately because I've been busy. Working 12 hours most days and today my family has a virus so they are keeping me hopping. No chance to think about craving.
Just A Guy
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I've decided that I'm going to substitute one kind of dope for another. In this case, whole garlics.
Yep! I told myself, hey, man, you been craving getting really horny, heart racing, sweat trickling down your face? Get a mad rush that makes your eyes pop, and have to sit down because if you don't you might pass out?
Figured it's healthy, and I can fixate on something else for a change.
My poor girlfriend is going to hate this.
Yep! I told myself, hey, man, you been craving getting really horny, heart racing, sweat trickling down your face? Get a mad rush that makes your eyes pop, and have to sit down because if you don't you might pass out?
Figured it's healthy, and I can fixate on something else for a change.
My poor girlfriend is going to hate this.
Day three complete. Thanks for all the encouragement this afternoon more than helped. I felt like I wasn't facing this alone. I looking forward to day 4. This is the one that I've failed on so many times. I have to cross the 4 day bridge I want to make it this time.
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