OK, here's the old post, including details about my stupidity in the lead up

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Yes, 3-MeO-PCP is one of the best things (RC or otherwise) I've ever tried, and yes it can push you over into frightening territory much faster than MXE. Taking a bit too much (far too much, in my case) is like being on a beach in the tropics, wading out into beautiful crystal blue water, a light warm breeze touching your body, feeling about as good as you've ever felt in your life - and then taking one more step and discovering that the shoreline suddenly drops off. The water depth goes from 50 centimetres to 5 miles and you sink down like a rock, that clear blue water becoming black and impossibly dense, suffocating.
The combination of MXE and 3-MeO-PCP is in my top three best experience-makers. That combo has been a winner a dozen times or so for me. I felt great. I got some amazing insights which remain with me. But twice I've nearly cracked on it in a way I have never come close to on anything else. One of those times in particular was the single scariest experience I've ever had in my life. No exceptions. I was very irresponsible and nearly paid for it with my sanity. It came about after a day of smoking a-PVP and sniffing unmeasured lines of MXE mixed with 3-MeO-PCP. Yes, I was extremely stupid, and yes, I am extremely fortunate to be here and relatively together. All I have left in the way of memories of that incident is fragments:
-sitting at the computer happily listening to music and suddenly feeling my personality divide into several parts which began to speak all at once. You know the voices in your head (yes, everyone has them) which are always there saying inane things like "I'm hungry", and "I can't be bothered going to work today", and whatnot? Those voices. Except that now they were OUTSIDE of my head and speaking as if they were people in the room. Very surreal. My aspects began speaking to each other, some calming down the others that were freaking out. Basically, I ceased to exist as a single entity and became an observer to this room full of 'me's who were all yammering away. (Not a great start to an evening, non?)
-suddenly coming to in the backyard, standing in the rain in the dark, shaking, with no reference points (dreaming? dying? who am I? where am I? have I done something wrong? am I in danger?)
-slumped at the kitchen counter shaking uncontrollably, with pills (blue ones, white ones, pink ones - who knew I had so many?) and baggies everywhere, my 'box of tricks' upended, trying to cram clonazepam into my mouth to avoid the full psychotic break which I felt was now inevitable. (I also rubbed some clonaz into my left eye for some reason. It's nice and minty when it's under your tongue, but nasty and stingy in your eye).
-standing in front of the bathroom sink, a metallic, minty taste in my mouth, my eye stinging, utterly confused and fragmented, thinking that I must have ingested some poison somehow (had completely forgotten about the clonaz, of course, and everything else I'd taken that day), trying to scoop water from the tap into my mouth to wash it out, sticking my fingers down my throat
After that I don't remember much. Not surprising considering I chowed down on clonazepam like TicTacs. Amazingly, incredibly, miraculously, I seem to be still basically the same person as before. No more or less crazy that I can detect. I mean, I've had 'brain' issues since my teens and have pushed the boundaries many times going on and off meds and taking all kinds of stuff in a reckless fashion, but I really am surprised to have come back after that. I think I very narrowly dodged a scary big bullet. Now it's time to have a break (the good type, not the psycho one), be good to myself and become once again deserving of the gift of mental stability which I have foolishly taken for granted. Bye bye BlueLight for a while.
Anyway, the point of this little story is that there ARE some worthwhile new substances getting around, and they need to be understood ('researched', if you will) well and treated with respect. I still think that 3-MeO-PCP and MXE are amazing, and have genuine capacity for growth and healing.
3-MeO-PCP is very potent stuff. Does the world really need 3-HO-PCP?
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