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Much love to you, dear. You can always contact me if you want to talk. Send much love your way. <3

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I am content despite everything that has happened over these past few days. Knowing that I can cope with stressful events without opiates makes me real proud of myself.
 
Happy to hear that ^ keep it up!

i am so irritated by everything. i just wanna crawl into a hole and cry.
 
Why scared, and pissed off?^

{Happy}

I got a box full of PC parts today and I'm off in my own little world.


New build? I built my new pc in feb and Im so happy with it! Building is so much more fun than buying a box with junk in it at the store!.

Things are getting better slowly but surely. Neutral today.
 
Relaxed. Really warm, welcoming, moving and joyful few hours at my local Triratna Buddhist Centre for puja / mitra ceremony this evening. Don't think I could have asked for a more peaceful end to a less than peaceful day at work, an hour after we broke up I'm still smiling just basking in the after-glow, or met a nicer bunch of lovely, chilled-out people. Buddhists rock! :)
 
Why scared

Have an appointment tomorrow and only got 5mg diazepam, feel awful. I'm not dependent on it but I really need more than that.


Things are getting better slowly but surely. Neutral today
I'm glad.

What sort of PC have you got?

I just recently upgraded to Windows 7 from Vista, fucking DVD drive doesn't burn discs properly and I ruined two good DVD+R's. Perhaps I need some new drivers or something.
Ended up having to mess around with my flash drive and re-format it from FAT32 to NTFS because it wouldn't boot, as well as modify the partition to try and make it all work. My BIOS has four different USB options to boot from, then I realised it was recognizing the flash drive as an internal hard drive not a usb device due to the fact I had formatted it to NTFS.
Took me a whole day to figure that out, but at least I was successful in the end.
 
Why scared, and pissed off?^

Hmm can't really go into details here since it would be violating the no-drug talk rule of the social threads. Suffice to say my cover is starting to falter :\

Nervous
. Big-ass interview tomorrow morning which could very well be the opportunity of a lifetime. Wish me luck.
 
New build? I built my new pc in feb and Im so happy with it! Building is so much more fun than buying a box with junk in it at the store!.

I finished my new build a month or two ago (first time I've ever had the best of the best available at the time), this is just a box of parts with no towers. I put all the matching pieces together and work out how many full PC's I can put together, then go out and buy the corresponding amount of towers. Put it all together and sell the full PC's off again. Keeps me happy and preoccupied.

[Tired}

2 hours of sleep every night is catching up on me.
 
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