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Do You Remember Your First Roll?

mine was like an orgasm. the next day my mouth was cut to fuck but that was ok cause we got drunk and ate more pills.
 
Magical. The first time literally felt like magic to me, the other times was still awesome and off the charts, but the first experience is just magic (cause you have no idea what you expect, the surprise effect is like.. oh wow.. so THIS is it..)
 
I was at a festival lying in a hammock with a beautiful girl. We didn't move for four hours, just talked and talked into the night. It was a very special experience. My second time was the next day seeing Sigur Ros, which was just as good. I'm very thankful of how amazing my first time was, I know I'll always remember that weekend.
 
Ohh such a lovely memory. It was on NYE at a club, me and my friend see the DJ taking E. We buy some from his dealer (who is at the club) and we fly away. This was around 7am in the morning, once we got home I peaked. I was in my underwear, dancing with music in my ears. I even filmed it lol. Love ecstasy!
 
There are several threads on first time rolls on the front page now, and since this thread is just for sharing experiences I'm going to move it into the old one.


Remember, Bluelight has been around for almost 15 years now! There are really no new questions any more lol, just about every subject already has a thread on it. Some you just need some searching to find it.
 
First roll i did too much, like 300 MG. I was off my pickle probably the most intense drug experience of my life in terms of euphoria. Nothing can compare to it my body was in over drive and i had open eye hallucinations haha
 
15 years old, on the first holiday with my mates just after we had finished school. We bought a few grams of coke of some guy and he threw in a few pills for us aswell ,not many dealers like that anymore :). Anyway we were all hesitant but we had been drinking for a while so all took one each, chilled in a bar then we started walking down the strip down the hill, we all felt like we were floating it was fucking mint, in dreamland. All them annoying PRs trying to get you into there bars where suddenly in the distance and everyone was just staring at all the lights getting fuckking major eye wiggles. Found out now the pills were pink shaped love hearts, around 95 mg 1.5 kept us going all night

About an hour later wed somehow aquired some wristbands and we went to a club and fucking raved till the early hours, everyone screaming how fucking amazing the feeling was haha no one could believe it, a man and woman around 45 or so took us under there wing as she said she had children older than us at home lol

Anyway spent the next day chilling out at sea on some peddalows with some weed and some speakers...everyone still buzzing from the night before, ended up doing E for the next 4 nights and that was the start of my MDMA career heh This was also my first intro to the scary sleep paralysis you get after a mad fucking binge lol
 
Not really hey. I was 13/14 or so and we got some white mercedes pills. I know i was fucked!! And we smoked weed for the come down... :) I used to document every pill i had but by the time i was 16 it was getting too much so i stopped. I do wish i kept recording what i took and my experiences.

I remember my first acid experience much better although my friend i was tripping with OD'd a few years ago...
 
I'll never forget my first time... Because I never remembered it haha!

Nah I remember parts of it, was very enjoyable, eye wiggles and not being able to text stand out haha, its a very blotchy night that one! Pure bliss!
 
At a dodgy barn rave when I was 16, but was so fucked on mephedrone I didnt even really notice it.

The first proper time it was Halloween, made a ghost outfit out of a bed sheet and painted a green space invader on it. It was the third time I had been out with my now current missus and she had never been with anyone who had done drugs before. I was so fucked we never got to the club and just spent a couple hours in a bar as I stared at the ceiling. Think it was more MDA; tracers and shooting stars in red blue and green were just shooting across the white texted ceiling.

We ended up going home and I was sick whilst stumbling down one of the back roads. Came right back up and when we got home was laying in bed with her, just saying how amaxed I was at all the colours on the walls and shit. I asked her to be my girlfriend and she asked if I remembered what I said the night before....

Could of got away with !
 
My first time was at a music festival. The people I met there and rolled with have become some of my closest friends. I remember being so astounded at how amazing the music was and how good it felt to touch people and how incredible even just breathing felt. Everyone that I spoke to that night still laughs about how I stood there with these giant pupils near-obsessively stroking their arms/backs as we spoke. And I just wanted to mission around everywhere - I kept wandering off on these slo-mo walks because just bending me knees felt spectacular, feeling like I was floating through the crowds, finding people to hug, and then being reeled back in by the music. Man, I get tingles just thinking about it (okay, that may be residual tingles from last night too).
 
My first time was a rave in Northampton back in Feb of last year. I was more drug-naiive at the time and had what I thought was half a gram of MDMA. So I dabbled some with my friend and headed into the club for the pre-party. I didn't feel anything so went back to the car before heading onto the main rave event. There I consumed a lot more than previously and then headed to rave. I started coming up with a subtle rush feeling, almost just like an increased energy. I proceeded to tell my friend that I think I was feeling it, but it was very subtle, could easily have been a placebo. Shortly after I definitely started coming up as I began chatting to strangers and getting waves of euphoria/love. One bald chap was unfortunate enough to get a kiss on his forehead from a youngster coming up hard and feeling too much love for his own good. I remember the peak being an amazing experience, the tipifying moment being when a breakdown came in, I put my hands in air smiling so hard and then noticed that my teeth were chattering like a bitch and my eyes were wiggling out their sockets. The comedown was nice and gradual, I pissed alot as i'd drunk far too much water - the dehydration is really overplayed if you're not massively overdoing it. Felt a nice afterglow and great feeling about life and how this experience is everything life should be about.

It was the start of a new beginning - a good beginning.
 
I remember it well but it was only 2011, at a music festival.

I'd never done drugs before, my mates I'd known for over 10 years had kept it a bit of a secret, I think they always saw me as very straight, office job etc, I'd always suspected but wasn't bothered, drugs didn't interest me much.

Anyway I proper put them on the spot by telling them I wanted to go to this festival, left with no choice knowing I would find out, we had the chat during the 4 hour drive. The upshot of it was, we've got coke and molly, whatever you want, you can have it on us.

Being the nerd I was I set about researching it :D Decided yeah, why not.

On the first night my best friend gave me a little finger tips worth of molly. For the next 25 minutes my mates are taking it in turns to check I was ok, truth was it wasn't doing anything at all. Looking back it was probably 30mg. After one of my friends asked me if I was ok, I remember spotting my best mate do a "wiping the brow with relief" motion. Nothing happened that night and we went back to the tents and crashed.

Next day, gets to about 8pm and the same mate lets me take my own dab, I did a similar amount (had no idea what I was doing), and he told me to "have another go". Did the same amount again. I guess we're talking about 70mg now.

1 hour later I'm off my tits, talking to everyone and anyone who will listen, looking after the girls in my group making sure they have enough water and stuff, just the best night I've ever had. We were in a small little mini-club, one of many at the festival, a band was on and it was a big bearded bloke singing Britney Spears through a voice changer not unlike a wahwah pedal. It's the best song I've ever heard.

I sort myself out with a pint of water from the bar, I remember very clearly another mate spotting me with it, turning my best mate and saying "Excellent, we don't even need to worry about him!", and grabbing me for a big bro-hug. I remember this so clearly, I felt really pleased that I was doing "ok". The earlier research paid off there, 1 pint of water every 90 mins or so and all that.

Since then I've done it about 10 times, never as good as the first time, but last Tuesday was VERY close, had a superb night then too.
 
Steven325 said:
Magical. The first time literally felt like magic to me, the other times was still awesome and off the charts, but the first experience is just magic (cause you have no idea what you expect, the surprise effect is like.. oh wow.. so THIS is it..)
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Exactly! Perfect way to explain why your first roll is so magical..because you have no idea what you have coming for you. For some reason I've never been able to connect the two haha.
 
That feeling of coming up hard for the first time on a new drug is absolutely fantastic. No matter how much you take in subsequent sessions, you can never quite recapture that feeling.
 
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