Well, posting in here seemed to cure my insomnia. That and my laptop battery died forcing me offline haha.. Not feeling the joy today though, got a full-on day of scrubbing mould from my bedroom ahead of me. Woohoo. On the plus side, should be giving poppy tea a blast soon
Really hope I sleep tonight, I revert to nocturnal mode far too easily too. I wonder why we do that? So easy to get into the pattern, so hard to break it. Odd.
How's EADD today? Hope you all slept better than me.. SpecialK that's awesome about being sober! Well, I know it might not feel awesome hah but you know what I mean
I'm glad beta blockers have helped a little, I find they help me too in situations where I get so anxious I get shaky etc and there's the bonus of being non-addictive.. they won't do anything long-term to your heart, safe to take, but actually you shouldn't take them when you are also taking stims - it's a little complicated but they knock out part of your sympathetic nervous system (the sympathetic system is your fight or flight response, think adrenaline, racing heart etc) but leave the other part unchecked, and this can cause srs vasoconstriction and could potentially be dangerous. I would still stay away from that combo.. but on their own, for daily use, should be all good 
Coffee and e-cig time then it's time to face the mould. Rock and fucking roll
Morning MM
My special delivery packages have been a day late twice in a row now, do you think my postie is mad because I forgot to leave him a Christmas tip?
I meant to but went back to my parents' unexpectedly early. Considering leaving him a new year's tip now instead haha.. my post always takes ages, if it's not sent SD it's going to take at least 3 days. Feel like I'm in some kind of black-spot.
How's EADD today? Hope you all slept better than me.. SpecialK that's awesome about being sober! Well, I know it might not feel awesome hah but you know what I mean
I'm glad beta blockers have helped a little, I find they help me too in situations where I get so anxious I get shaky etc and there's the bonus of being non-addictive.. they won't do anything long-term to your heart, safe to take, but actually you shouldn't take them when you are also taking stims - it's a little complicated but they knock out part of your sympathetic nervous system (the sympathetic system is your fight or flight response, think adrenaline, racing heart etc) but leave the other part unchecked, and this can cause srs vasoconstriction and could potentially be dangerous. I would still stay away from that combo.. but on their own, for daily use, should be all good Coffee and e-cig time then it's time to face the mould. Rock and fucking roll

Morning MM


