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I saw the quack today about all me ailments and managed to wangle some lorazepam... usually 2 give me a lovely buzz but i've been caning the old etizilly a bit too much and may have a tolerance. Dammit. I've had 4 mg and feel nowt.
 
JessHalo said:
I saw the quack today about all me ailments and managed to wangle some lorazepam... usually 2 give me a lovely buzz but i've been caning the old etizilly a bit too much and may have a tolerance. Dammit. I've had 4 mg and feel nowt.
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you cud take 104 ativan and still not buzz they are fantastic for anxiety nothing else. i have been on them for years i used to get a buzz at the start
 
hey acieeeed-ed brud... I was just wondering where you had gone.


What a bummer about them then,, I'm just going to have to have the Tramadol I was withdrawing from.. its only fair..i've had a disappointment.
 
Acieed..I would love some decent heroin. I need to get soft and mushified in the ed. Lifes been an uphill battle for what seems to be eons,

Little white angel on shoulder is shaking head furiously though lol
 
Anyone ever been to Warsaw, do we have a travel thread or is it not the same without spadey? Just booked up for start of march
 
Fcking insomnia. That'll teach me to overdo the etiz recently. Sigh.

Any EADD night-owls around? Missed this place <3
 
Know the feeling Effie! Bar 2l of cider and few draws of a spliff this is my 7th day sober, but it's also my 7th day of being unable to sleep. Staying up to ridiculous hours is no fun :( although, last night I was up till at least 5.30 I forced myself to get up at 10-11 this morning and go for a quick run. Hoping that'll be enough, that when I attempt to sleep now I get some. Still feeling quite energetic due to the lack of weed though, but it's no fun when nothings melting. :(

Appetite is absolutely fucked too! But definitely returning, today was the first time I managed to eat two meals instead of one. Which is real out of character for me. Normally eating constantly! Lost a bit of the effort I put in with fitness cause of it, but trying to maintain.

I'm basically hoping to finish this beta blocker script then slowly get back into drugs, does anyone have much experience with them? I'm finding they are helping for social anxiety but they don't seem to last too long, there is a noticeable difference a few hours down the line. I was hoping that by continuing to take them eventually it'd become a permanent normality. But it doesn't seem to be the case, and I don't want to be messing with stuff that affects my heart when I'm caining lots of uppers. Going to try and not smoke as much weed this time round though, was definitely making me too lazy, I've plenty of things to be getting on with for the next month or two that need a sober mind for, so at least there is motivation! :)

Edit: Too lazy to get out of bed to check (good sign!) but pretty sure it's 80mg Propanol daily, I've been timing it so I take them when I'm going to be out and about.
 
Im on full nocturnal mode now, going bed about 7-8ish then waking up around 3-5ish, tis still early! Annoying though after like a few days of doing it your body thinks its routine takes fucking ages to try and get back into some sort of "normal" routine.

Only thing to do is just stay up or force yourself to get up which is fucking hard when theres nothing to get up for
 
am i the only one here in good form tonight?

when i have insomnia i listen to relaxing tunes , i read or watch dvds if ive been up a few days sleep eventually comes
i dont see my bed enuff :-)
i forget what it looks like
 
mattnotrik said:
Im on full nocturnal mode now, going bed about 7-8ish then waking up around 3-5ish, tis still early! Annoying though after like a few days of doing it your body thinks its routine takes fucking ages to try and get back into some sort of "normal" routine.

Only thing to do is just stay up or force yourself to get up which is fucking hard when theres nothing to get up for
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I'm pretty much the same. Tried to power through the other night to sort it but ended up falling asleep at about 1pm & sleeping till 7pm, then up till about 7am again. Brutal. Tried to force myself to get up earlier today but just kept going back to sleep. I'll no doubt do the same again the mora.


This dude is posting on Twitter from space. His photos are amazing - https://twitter.com/Cmdr_Hadfield
 
Cannae get tae fucking sleep.

I see I'm not alone! Hello nightcunts!

I'm having a bowl of pasta to encourage a carbohydrate crash. Plus red wine.

The first load of pasta was fresh ribbons from Asda, best before the 31/12/2012. Mouldy.

Now waiting for the dry tubes to soften up.
 
8 hours of BL on a Saturday night? Haha, sounds ehh... great?

I've only just now seen that what must be the player of the year or something similar is called the Ballon D'or haha.

The Golden Balloon Award. (I know it doesn't translate as that but that's how I read it).

"You've won the award for being this year's biggest balloon!"
 
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8 hours of BL on a Saturday night? Haha, sounds ehh... great?
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it was fucking great lol chatting to three lass's at same time
my pals dont like e anymore just mdpv and meph. i was talking to them on the fone earlier and no susprise they were on mdpv.. fuk dat
 
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I'm awake since 40 hours and have no desire of going to sleep.. fucking 3-FA. And coffee too.
 
I'm awake and drinking coffeee.

I've been to Warsaw a few times.

Pretty good city.

(was better in the early 90's though, natch)
 
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