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Sorry I haven't checked in!

Hey.. Things are going extremely well for me. I am sober, and have been since jan 31st 2012. I am living in the city and have a job. The city is nice because there is never a dull moment and I always got someone by my side to keep me company. Positive people. Fresh start. All is well. Life is good.

"God grant me the serenity, to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference"
 
^Nice going dude. Long may it continue for you SS. :)

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Happy Saturday morning TDS. How are we all today?

I'm feeling chipper today. Still haven't slept, but I've hit a new level of insomnia 8o I feel like I've just woken up from a 3 day sleep.
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This like one of those drunk so much you eventually drunk yourself sober type things? I could so do with that. Couple of days no sleeping I'm about this far away from going postal on my co-workers. ;) Insomnia wearing thin here now.
 
Timezones eh?...it's Saturday morning here and we have a rare day without the kids, going out shopping later as its Mrs atm's BD.

Hope all are well, changes seem to be a foot in my life at the moment I'm finally moving on from the breakdown I had a couple of years back. I naively thought that getting better myself would solve everything but there is so much more to making that kind of change than I had realised much if it involving others, my attitude to them and their's to me.....the journey continues%)

re-distributed, my insomnia has been getting me down, generally I can get off OK but I wake anywhere from 3-5 hours later and can't get back off, I've taken to coming downstairs and watching TV, hanging about on BL. Sleep has been a long term problem and a big contributor to my abuse of benzos and stimulants. I hope your situation improves soon.

**note to self*** must not get too wasted this morning
 
I'm doing ok.. Weekend was kind of a drag, just boring.. Other wise I'm doing ok...
Makes my day knowing you feel better though :) ..

Super glad 2 have u back..
 
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re-distributed, my insomnia has been getting me down, generally I can get off OK but I wake anywhere from 3-5 hours later and can't get back off, I've taken to coming downstairs and watching TV, hanging about on BL. Sleep has been a long term problem and a big contributor to my abuse of benzos and stimulants. I hope your situation improves soon.[/SIZE]
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I was able to get some drug induced sleep last night finally. I had been sober for the last 2 weeks which induced the insomnia
 
Sup guys.
I was sleeping soundly until some asshole decided to bus off a couple shots not far from our building.
Smh. These motherfuckers. Its real here.
 
Real here too. I just got hassled by a cop for sleeping in my car outside my work.<snip> Plus after tonight I can't sleep here any more! :-(
 
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My instinct is telling me to drive away. But I'm afraid I will get arrested for DUI if he sees me. He said he'd let me sleep here tonight. I don't trust him. I think I should move. Fuck it. I'm gonna get before he comes back. Damn. Fun time is over.
 
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I was able to get some drug induced sleep last night finally. I had been sober for the last 2 weeks which induced the insomnia
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My abstinence from booze and benzos has just made mine worse and lately a lot worse, I haven't slept for more than about 4 hours straight in at least 6 months which is beginning to get me down. I work Mon-Fri and have 2 young kids so have little chance of rest at any other time, my doctor can't really help and has taken to blamming my previous benzo and booze issues,

I'm sure this hasnt helped but one of the big attractions of that usage was it helped my ongoing sleep problems, a chicken and egg things he doesn't seem to really understand.

Anyhow I caved in and <snip> probably shouldn't have done so, feel a bit sketchy this morning <snip>I shan't be beating myself up about it..Mrs atm will do that just fine;)

Hope we are all well this fine day
 
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My instinct is telling me to drive away. But I'm afraid I will get arrested for DUI if he sees me. He said he'd let me sleep here tonight. I don't trust him. I think I should move. Fuck it. I'm gonna get before he comes back. Damn. Fun time is over.
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Yeah I would have moved too. Can't trust 'em. At all.
 
Hi sconnie, love. <3

I woke up pretty early today for a weekend. I guess it's cause I went to bed fairly early last night. I had an awful headache from watching Wreck-It Ralph in 3D. It was an adorable movie, but the 3D thing gets to me sometimes. It doesn't matter now though, I'm feeling much better. :)

How are you doing, dearie?
 
Hey sweetie!!

I went to see silent hill, yesterday. It was ok..I'm good though, sundays depress me though :( .
 
hey, everybody. <3:)

sconnie, weekends are for sleeping in, right? I don't sleep in but I definitely hang out in my bed as long as I can. I love my weekend bed time. I have my cats, my books, my knitting, my computer, my fresh cup of morning coffee, the newspaper, my cozy flannel comforter. It's heaven! If my husband asks what my plans for the day are, I might just say, "this."=D

Here's my latest movie picks: Argo (really good suspense)
Searching for Sugarman (documentary about a musician that ends up being about the power of art)
Samasara (visual mind-blower)
Sessions (inspiring and thought provoking)

The two next up on my list are Cloud Atlas and Detropia. Has anybody seen Lincoln?

No movies today, though. Today I am going to get crafty. I have a few friends that I like to take long walks/small hikes with and so I am going to make some little purses that are just big enough to hold a little money, a phone and a water bottle and give them as gifts. As I am writing that I am thinking how weird it is that they take their phones on walks. Do we really need to be available 24/7?

P.S.Just a reminder that in the socials (this thread and the photo thread) there is no drug talk. We try to keep it that way so that if TDS members want to just chill and socialize they know that in these two threads nothing will be triggering. <3
 
Oh, man I know a few people who absolutely can not live w/o their phones.. It can be rather annoying, tbh.. Especially, on vacations. Hell on my bday my s/o spent more time on his phone, then he did w/ me..

Some people just can't put em down..

Ya, my weekend was filled w/ a lot of movies also..

I want to see lincoln, I just saw the preview for it today.. It looks good.
 
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