^^Lucky you!

I was getting brown stuff a few months ago and it had a wicked rush but didnt seem to last as long, it felt quite different actually. I reckon it would have been perfect for smoking as it had a much grainier and coarse texture compared to the soft white powder thats often around here.
Had a bit of a scary experience the other day. I had my first OD that required Narcan due to a mixture of xanax and heroin. It just goes to show you(or me really) that benzos and opiates combined are never safe unless you are in the hands of an aneasthetologist(sp?) Im quite sure I nearly died im just happy that someone was kind enough to call the ambulance and that I was lucky enough to be found in such an isolated environment, even though it may have been the same person who stole $500 and my phone im thankful that they possibly and probably saved my life.
The H around here has gone from very shit to very good so take care people. Im thinking of changing to smoking instead of IV'ing but im not 100% confident with the method, im not sure exactly how much more im going to need and I just dont know if its going to be possible with my tolerance(.2-.3g of good white for desired effect though will settle for .1 if its good enough, or 150-250mg oxy, 100-200mg morphine)
It seems more people insufflate rather than smoke their stuff on here, I just dont like snorting drugs unless its coke or K. Isnt the bio-availability higher with smoking if done correctly?(maybe im thinking of meth) Though the duration is decreased if im correct. Im also guessing its going to be harder to break through the small amount of bupe that would still be in my system when smoking rather than injecting. Hmmm I dont know what to do, this incident has scared me pretty bad but im still IV'ing H and nearly every day since I OD'd so I need to figure this out soon.
One positive is that I now have to go to the clinic daily to pick up my suboxone so its going to be harder to miss days and I can only really use one day at a time instead of days in a row.
Havent been around BL in quite awhile, hope everyone is doing well and staying happy and healthy
P.S One last question, the hospital told my doctor & pharmacy about the OD isnt this a breach of confidentiality? I know others who have OD'd and their methadone/bupe doctor was not informed.