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Gibberings CX: I feel all proud

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TheSpade said:
You know fine this is a disastrous idea. I'm amazed you even went to work today but trying to convince yourself that being on benzos daily is a good idea and that you'll stop soon once things are stable is pure nonsense and you know it. In the long run this will probably make you worse. You'll get carried away and end up going in fucked half the time plus next time you run out of benzos or try and stop the anxiety of not having any benzos will be torture. You'll be a nervous wreck about going into work sober.

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Look, I dunno how it's happened but Spade is talking utter sense here Mugz. Totally.

I think your best bet is just to give up work Mugz. You obviously (sensibly) hate it. You can only join in with all that real life shit (and it is shit, false, plastic shit) when Benzo'd up. And that ain't right.

Give up the job. There are other ways.
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
Look, I dunno how it's happened but Spade is talking utter sense here Mugz. Totally.

I think your best bet is just to give up work Mugz. You obviously (sensibly) hate it. You can only join in with all that real life shit (and it is shit, false, plastic shit) when Benzo'd up. And that ain't right.

Give up the job. There are other ways.
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Yeah i agree but you better check that your new landlord takes Housing Benefit 1st.
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
Look, I dunno how it's happened but Spade is talking utter sense here Mugz. Totally.

I think your best bet is just to give up work Mugz. You obviously (sensibly) hate it. You can only join in with all that real life shit (and it is shit, false, plastic shit) when Benzo'd up. And that ain't right.

Give up the job. There are other ways.
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He is talking a lot of sense, but there are not many other options for me right now other than working at this place, or going on the dole back at my dads house, I want to try it out for 6 more months at least with or without benzos. Hopefully without as I struggled enough to get off them I don't need to get myself addicted again. Luckily using phenaz for 3 days in a row isn't going to give me any withdrawals, just cravings for the easiness I get at work in social situations.
 
TheSpade said:
Selling encyclopedias on Bluelight or becoming a drug baron isn't one of them though.
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Not realistic careers there spadey, I'm looking for a side income to make my job seem like less of a stress maker, if I could get a side income that could pay my rent only then the job at the lab wouldn't be so bad as if I lost it or fucked up and got warnings and stuff it wouldn't be the end of the world and I could try and turn my side income into a full income.
 
I'd stick out your job for now but try and lay off the benzos whilst trying to make some money on the side, just not selling drugs eh that's a bad idea.
 
rockstar 69 said:
Hi ugly. How's your mum? Has she raised the funds for that aquatic brothel yet?

Lol at mugz and the "few mg of phenazepam" a day.
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why do you just make random shit up that's really really not even vaguely amusing.

'banter' surely must come out of some natural organic conversation for it to work, rather than 'let's try to come up with something to be funny, even if it's not relevant', surely it needs to remotely engage the person you're trying to insult or engage with?

you're shit at it, really bad. it screams of trying too hard every time you do it.

for some reason you really need to be liked, or need to be seen as being funny or clever or ontop of your 'game' or some such bullshit

you want it too much and it screams 'please like me!'

it's really cringeworthy
 
Have you spoke to your doctor about counselling? I think it'd be a whole lot better for you than getting addicted to benzos again. You stopped for a reason
 
That's the plan, I'm not taking any before work tomorrow, and I'll see how I feel at work during the day. I've got an early start tomorrow too, need to be at the royal mail sorting office at 8am to pick up a special delivery that I missed this morning, was reshipped order of etiz that I made at the beginning september, thought it was gone for good, was the main reason I got the phenaz as I would shafted out of £50 or so I thought I was.
 
Put me on ignore then marmz.. I'm not all that concerned if some old bat who posts pictures of her menstral juices on a drugs forum approves of my posts. Disgrace.
 
Marmalade said:
why do you just make random shit up that's really really not even vaguely amusing.

'banter' surely must come out of some natural organic conversation for it to work, rather than 'let's try to come up with something to be funny, even if it's not relevant', surely it needs to remotely engage the person you're trying to insult or engage with?

you're shit at it, really bad. it screams of trying too hard every time you do it.

for some reason you really need to be liked, or need to be seen as being funny or clever or ontop of your 'game' or some such bullshit

you want it too much and it screams 'please like me!'

it's really cringeworthy
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Nice. lets see what the champion banter master has to say in reply to this
 
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