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Gibberings CX: I feel all proud

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It's a good job creation - you need lots of folks to make sense of those internet / digital conversations, thats a lot of "filter" and its not all tea :|

pish
 
StoneHappyMonday said:
Thanks Ceres. Like I said, puerile and not really funny.

But worthy of a criminal charge?

Fuck George Osbourne with a snooker cue.

That's not relevant. I just have a perverted wish to fuck George Osbourne with a snooker cue.
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shush ... forget about George, because soon Michael Gove might be Tory No1.

Can't wait

Makes Boris seem a dream
 
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picking my pants Marmz :-I

and they have a tartan ribbon loosened at the hip where the weave gets frayed and...an..a... we let go at some point.
 
Work was actually alright today, I miss the days of being on benzos at work and a day like today proved it. It was effortless, stressless, I had fun, I could chat to my colleagues about random stuff so much easier than usual, I was cracking out the jokes and getting real laughs, it felt like I was part of the team again and it was all so easy to do. Days like today make me wonder why I stopped benzos, even close to convincing me that I should go back on them properly for at least a few months until I get work stabilised. few mg of phenazepam a day and I had enough inhibitions to not do stupid things but I wasn't one bit shy and I was talking to the new girls and sparking up conversations with others too. It was a really nice day at work.
 
maybe if you stop abusing other drugs then the anxiety would go away and you wouldnt want/need benzos
 
That's completely irrelevant to be honest. I'm talking about therapeutic use of benzos to make my days at work go my much more smoothly and without me being the shy guy in the corner that avoids eye contact all the time and is anxious, always eats on his own and hardly talks to anyone. On a small dose of phenaz, or diaz I am just a normal outgoing guy, it doesn't intefere with the standard of my work, and I have more fun as it's nice to be social and chatty, and people must like me better in a happy sociable mood too.
 
ColtDan
maybe if you stop abusing other drugs then the anxiety would go away and you wouldnt want/need benzos
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Hi ugly. How's your mum? Has she raised the funds for that aquatic brothel yet?

Lol at mugz and the "few mg of phenazepam" a day.
 
You following me around so you can test your shitty banter on me starcock96?
 
Have you tried snorting it Mugz, I didn't try as I'd heard it was more than a bit unpleasant
 
Days like today make me wonder why I stopped benzos, even close to convincing me that I should go back on them properly for at least a few months until I get work stabilised. few mg of phenazepam a day and I had enough inhibitions to not do stupid things but I wasn't one bit shy and I was talking to the new girls and sparking up conversations with others too. It was a really nice day at work.
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You know fine this is a disastrous idea. I'm amazed you even went to work today but trying to convince yourself that being on benzos daily is a good idea and that you'll stop soon once things are stable is pure nonsense and you know it. In the long run this will probably make you worse. You'll get carried away and end up going in fucked half the time plus next time you run out of benzos or try and stop the anxiety of not having any benzos will be torture. You'll be a nervous wreck about going into work sober.

If you're usually a nervous wreck who doesn't speak to anyone and today you were chatting up the birds and cracking jokes some cunt will have clocked on that you were on something.
 
No Dan, I'm genuiely concerned about your mum being an aquatic paedophile. Lol at SHM's dealing code, the only one getting any packages from me is you, a SD of stale dogshit on christmas eve.

Mugz are you really wise mixing that and phenaz :\
 
they all know about my struggle with anxiety, and I had said when I got back from my 2 months off sick that I was off the meds so would be quieter and stuff, then after missing yesterday and friday I told them I went to the doctor and asked to be back on the meds so I could maintain my work committments, I told people this at work today and they seemed to understand and said it is probably for the best.
 
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