done juan
Bluelighter
altering my state of mind. thats it for me really.
Was going to type something similar. I like being part of something secret that goes on right under everyone else's noses. Being part of an underground network of people. Meeting in secret. Doing secretive drops and creative deals. Having a double life that only a few people know about.
You can be more honest with another drug user you barely know then you can with a friend who doesn't use. Even though they're your friend you can't just start talking about shooting heroin or something without making them feel uncomfortable.
I like teaching people about all kinds of substances, namely psychedelics.
Thats how I felt in late 07 all the way through 08. I got deep into the psychedelic scene, was brought into the inner circle, and met the biggest psych dealers in my city (along with a few surrounding areas). Being able to see and touch all the LSD, 2C-B, Ketamine, PCP, and occasionally Mushrooms flowing into the city was just an insane feeling.it just feels to me like an exclusive club
It's going to sound really stupid, but, it just feels to me like an exclusive club; the group of friends that I hang out with are, for the most part, professional people with that very work-hard-play-hard mentality. It's like we go to work (admittedly I myself am not yet a professional in my field, but close!) and then, at the end of the day, we pick up some dope, head home, throw on a movie and unwind. And who knows about our little after-work get-togethers? Not very many... and so that's why I say it's kind of like being part of an exclusive club.
And I feel like because it's heroin, it's even more exciting and even more exclusive. Hell, anyone can go and pick up a bag of weed, and, in my state, possessing some small amount of weed isn't even much of a crime at all anymore; you get a ticket, pay a fine, and that's it. But bitch, this is heroin, and you need to work a little harder in order to meet the right people, meet solid connects, dealers and such. At least, that seems to be the way of it around here in my experience. So, it's sort of a good feeling to know dope dealers with good product who are reliable and who don't fuck around. It's like you have access to something that not everyone has access to, and that's kind of neat.
Was going to type something similar. I like being part of something secret that goes on right under everyone else's noses. Being part of an underground network of people. Meeting in secret. Doing secretive drops and creative deals. Having a double life that only a few people know about.
You can be more honest with another drug user you barely know then you can with a friend who doesn't use. Even though they're your friend you can't just start talking about shooting heroin or something without making them feel uncomfortable.
Carbon is the earth, Nitrogen the air, Oxygen the fire and Hydrogen the water. There really are 'cheat codes' as such in real life... You just have to get the elements in the right order.
this. lol i know exactly how you feel. even if all i have is a roach or a king can im still stoked as fuck when its close to quitting time and i know that shits at home waiting for meHey thanks everyone! There are a lot of well thought out responses.
I am a big fan of just having that something to look forward too like some of you have mentioned. Like no matter what you have to do that day...just knowing that you have the money and will be obtaining your doc soon is a high in itself.
My favorite is when i have to work in the morning and have not had anytime to cop yet. Then as it gets closer and closer for my time to leave the excitement builds. So yeah just having something to look forward to is nice.