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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread-10th Dose-Addiction? But I'm only on it 24/7...

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Has anyone ever found that they've been really close to a hole but just can't make it in? I've found on a few occasions i've just been able to slip in but all i see is immense blackness or flashing colours instead of the usual surreal dreamscapes i'm used to experiencing
 
MrFister said:
Has anyone ever found that they've been really close to a hole but just can't make it in? I've found on a few occasions i've just been able to slip in but all i see is immense blackness or flashing colours instead of the usual surreal dreamscapes i'm used to experiencing
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For me, I'm either in a hole and I can't get out, or I'm just at the edge feeling just right. Personally, I don't enjoy holing on MXE anymore. It's too damn confusing, no matter how many times I've done it and know what to expect. Not to mention, when I accidentally give newbies a line, and they end up going in to a hole, it kinda scares me to see what they act like. It makes me thing twice about doing a huge dose at once.
 
J.Wallace said:
when I accidentally give newbies a line, and they end up going in to a hole, it kinda scares me to see what they act like. It makes me thing twice about doing a huge dose at once.
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Same here, i get worried about people on it
 
I don't understand how people who have access to ketamine now the drought isn't as bad, would get suckered into MXE addiction. The hole off a nice bit of ket is surely more enjoyable.
 
THCified said:
Tell me more pls :)
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rockstar 69 said:
I don't understand how people who have access to ketamine now the drought isn't as bad, would get suckered into MXE addiction. The hole off a nice bit of ket is surely more enjoyable.
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That is very subjective.

I don't really like K-hole's nearly half as much as an M-hole.

Ketamine makes me feel dumb. It makes me feel slow, and while it's still an enjoyable high, I'd simply rather be on MXE.

An M-hole is more stimulating, yet it's still a strong dissociation from body.
 
Registered an account here to resonate with many of these sentiments. It is a wonderful tool for many applications. have learned many things with it that I would not take back for anything over the course of the past 6+ months of exploration. Like many others, it has empowered me to distance myself from opiates. It can be a rehabilitation tool to help the user reconnect to signals/source/spirit/life force or whatever u wish to call it. Music becomes divine. Everything is music working in harmony, and it conditions the body mind and spirit to work in this harmony. I used to combine mxe with opiates, but realized it is a strong tool to come off of opiates. Cannabis potentiates these effects. I have remembered my power as a shaman to cultivate life giving energy in harmony with my environment. My.best times are with a bit of mxe in the forest singing spontaneously with the birds or with some minimal progressive psychedelic trance and branching genres, activating dormant reception. It is playful, in that its effects can be steered with intention.
 
vortech said:
Registered an account here to resonate with many of these sentiments. It is a wonderful tool for many applications. have learned many things with it that I would not take back for anything over the course of the past 6+ months of exploration. Like many others, it has empowered me to distance myself from opiates. It can be a rehabilitation tool to help the user reconnect to signals/source/spirit/life force or whatever u wish to call it. Music becomes divine. Everything is music working in harmony, and it conditions the body mind and spirit to work in this harmony. I used to combine mxe with opiates, but realized it is a strong tool to come off of opiates. Cannabis potentiates these effects. I have remembered my power as a shaman to cultivate life giving energy in harmony with my environment. My.best times are with a bit of mxe in the forest singing spontaneously with the birds or with some minimal progressive psychedelic trance and branching genres, activating dormant reception. It is playful, in that its effects can be steered with intention.
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Excellent to read that, glad its had such a positive effect on you :)
 
vortech said:
Registered an account here to resonate with many of these sentiments. It is a wonderful tool for many applications. have learned many things with it that I would not take back for anything over the course of the past 6+ months of exploration. Like many others, it has empowered me to distance myself from opiates. It can be a rehabilitation tool to help the user reconnect to signals/source/spirit/life force or whatever u wish to call it. Music becomes divine. Everything is music working in harmony, and it conditions the body mind and spirit to work in this harmony. I used to combine mxe with opiates, but realized it is a strong tool to come off of opiates. Cannabis potentiates these effects. I have remembered my power as a shaman to cultivate life giving energy in harmony with my environment. My.best times are with a bit of mxe in the forest singing spontaneously with the birds or with some minimal progressive psychedelic trance and branching genres, activating dormant reception. It is playful, in that its effects can be steered with intention.
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I definitely agree with the "playful" description. At its best the head space is like a water park for the souls of infants before they're born. As others have commented in past incarnations of this thread, there's something "prenatal" about it. It's very cocooned. Even though I can become enthralled and swept along with sometimes flooring acceleration by MXE's capricious dreams, it's this soft and pliant quality that ultimately makes the experiences so easy to husk off with a laugh before plunging back into the womb for another swimming game. This is what makes MXE so easy to return to without a thought, and also why I find it can be quit without repercussion (which of course in turn makes it easy to return to).
 
I have yet another batch from europe(from a so called trusted), on insufation it was probably one of the worst things to put up my nose ever. I had to quickly double check the packaging thinking "fu^k I've got the wrong thing (after violent vomiting) hope I havnt just OD'd on a random" (edited for politness) ..... No it is MXE it looks like it anyway, smells like it, but f^ck me is it horrible..

effects not at all like the rush of the UK stuff. much more sedating, more like the bunk "branded" stuff thats being sold, but its obviously not that, different taste. a strong, nasty taste.

oh and its much weaker. otherwise I wouldn't be typing this....I should be on the floor.

has anyone had experience with dodgy batches from europe lately?

(lesson to learn - do a allergy / safety check on ALL samples even from a vendor you have used before)

OUCH MY NOSE!
 
MXE turns me into a robot. I love it though, it's great for emotional/psychological debugging as it can be an incredibly cathartic chemical. Though I can't say I trust myself much around it.
 
It's interesting how MXE-batches become more and more dodgy after the temp-UK-ban.
 
Jesus christ i dont kbow how people here do as much of this drug as tbey do.. i do 20 or 30 mg at a time and feel like the 2 grams i ordered a few months ago will lasy me forever. Even right now using it to help get off smack thats all i use. I will say it helps a TON with it too. Although i didnt sleep a wink last night and feel kind of crazy haha, not sick in thr least
 
Never Knows Best said:
Warning: Due to the current popularity of Methoxetamine these threads are attracting a lot of attention. Some of this attention is welcome, in the form of harm reduction, usage tips and general information about the drug. Some of it is not..
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Now I'm not sure I should say this, but it has been compared to ketamine, but how does it compare to PCP? Not #-Meo-PCxwhatever, PCP proper.That's the only dissociative I've done, besides DXM. PCP's way better than DXM.
 
i havent tried pcp and have only very limited experience with ketamine, but one thing i found on MXE that reminded me of those old pcp myths and info was that i could actually sit back, stretch out my arms, and feel something like a god (an angel [dust] perhaps?) with very painless fluid motions.
 
Well, my genius plan to stock up before the ban and save some for later completetly failed. Its pretty much been my entire life since I got a load in, managed to knock it back to twice a week once the stock levels ran low but there was no chance I'd actually manage to put some aside and hold on to it for it later.

Its all gone now though, and in many ways I'm glad to be shot of it, completely fucked up my studies and did fuck all to help me with my motivation to do something productive with my life this year (i blame the UK weather too). Wouldn't have been a problem if they didn't ban it cos I was pretty good at staying away from it when i needed to before, it was just the final bulk buy that fucked me.

Having said that I do miss it and I wish I had been able to save some for later cos I'm sure given a nice long break my tolerance will go down and I'd actually get some of that magic back from it, but thats my own fault.

Obviously, its still about outside the UK, guess I'll have to find me a decent EU vendor, but right now I'm happy to have this prolonged break.
 
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