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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread-10th Dose-Addiction? But I'm only on it 24/7...

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Did some saturday night and been feeling pretty manic for a few days since, with some slight memory issues, like my memory has been scattered. im kinda all manic like i wanna do everything at once, its not that bad, infact its quite productive and has made me very motivated for the past few days, definate afterglow anti depressant effect. its awesome. bit overly manic though, obsessive racing thoughts, etc. first time i had done it for months, can take it or leave it, the effect is different these days. such weird shit. probably gonna give it another few months break. did the trick of obliterating the fairly pessimistic comedown type of mindset i had been in for a few weeks before the MXE though,
 
the toad said:
I ordered 10g several times... it was when i ordered 50g, that things got a bit wonky... pretty much 24/7 for about 3 months...

Now i only order a half gram at a time every month or two ;)
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what were those three months like? any long last effects that you've noticed? how long until you returned to 'normal'?


edit: first question is a bit weird, i think i have a good idea of what those three months were like :) what i meant was looking back on it, how do you feel about those that period? do you greatly regret it?
 
I LOVE that MY handydandy guide to MXE is at the front of this thread THANK YOU to whoever thought my ramblings were worth putting at the front! thats made my day. my YEAR!

since the BAN in the uk, I've tried that "branded" product thats being touted as "the next MXE" I would like to say, its bunk. if anyone here if tempted to try that, I suggest you save your money and put washing powder in you instead, its that bad. for health promotion DO NOT GET CONNED into the BRANDED replacement. IT IS NOT ON PAR... I have tried both and they are nothing at all.

I managed to source some MXE after the drought and its happy times again. forgot how potent this stuff is.

be safe. avoid the made up branded "replacement" being sold as the next best thing. its bunk. <3
 
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coolcucumber said:
Also, MXE really doesn't do much for your intelligence. At least it didn't at all for me.
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I agree with this. I have only used MXE about 5 times and ranging from 50mg to 250mg. The day after the higher doses I found myself content but with a kind of confused memory. For instance, I wouldn't be able to find something that I knew the place of the previous day. I would find myself looking in places a number of places the item had been months/weeks/days ago but couldn't remember the most recent location. This was kinda odd for me because with other drugs I sometimes have some amnesia but never this weird memory displacement.

In relation to what another post said about changes in quality of MXE, the first batch I had was bought from a reputable UK vendor prior to the ban - strong and what I expected. Second time I bought was after the ban from a fairly reputable EU vendor, this time my experiences were quite different. The experiences were months apart so I think the difference comes from a difference in the chemical and I'm inclined to think that the second batch was less pure, or mixed with something. It looked the same but produced slightly different effects, a less visual hole than the first lot and harder to get into a hole.
 
klondike_bar said:
no offense but thats a sign that you cant handle the chem. I purchased 5g about 3 months ago or so, and have barely dented it. there's about 3.9g still remaining.

as for effects it is definitely dehydrating. i almost passed out the last time i did it in combo with 4aco and cannabis. i got up to use the washroom for the first time in a few hours (lazy and tripping means i dont feel like leaving a couch/friends), and over a period of 60seconds became dazed dissoriented and started whiting/passing out. drank a ton of water and ate some food and vitamins and was feeling almost normal again an hour later, but it was something quite unexpected as a result of my sudden standing/movement.
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No offense taken :)

I started out slow too... a gram lasted a month... so i ordered 3g... that lasted a month or two... ordered 5... about the same... ordered 10... same... ordered 10... 2 weeks... ordered 50... 3 months

I dont regret it at all... one of the best years of my life... learned how to be honest with myself about being depressed and denying it my whole life... learned how to see things and understand them that i couldnt before and learn what really males me happy and whats just bullshit...

The reason i cant handle having zips sitting around is i notice no major side effects cept loss off effects after several months straight usage... even quitting at the end is easy for me :\

It was sorta like "eh it doesnt work anymore... i guess ots time to take a.few.months break... so i took a lil over a half year and now just order a half gram or gram once every month or two... when i only have a lil i wanna save ot and appreciate it instead of just usingit as a crutch to improve my day chemically... which itworks very well for... but only for a while... ive found itworks equally well and indefinately, so far, but yea... i have a tendency to push the boundaries when i find something new... i start small and work my way up to fairly high and heavy usage, then quit for as long as i feel i need to, sometimes forever, or return woth the knowledge acquired and become an experienced, safe, knowledgeable, responsible, occasional user :)
 
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the toad said:
The reason i cant handle having zips sitting around is i notice no major side effects cept loss off effects after several months straight usage... even quitting at the end is easy for me :\
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Same here. I notice no major negative side effects from heavy usage, aside from mania which seems to occur only after daily usage. Not having it is easy, no real cravings or withdrawals, just a desire to have some kind of substance to use. When I have it though, I can't stop doing it. It's very easy to get carried away if you have large amounts laying around.
 
mandalatree said:
In relation to what another post said about changes in quality of MXE, the first batch I had was bought from a reputable UK vendor prior to the ban - strong and what I expected. Second time I bought was after the ban from a fairly reputable EU vendor, this time my experiences were quite different. The experiences were months apart so I think the difference comes from a difference in the chemical and I'm inclined to think that the second batch was less pure, or mixed with something. It looked the same but produced slightly different effects, a less visual hole than the first lot and harder to get into a hole.
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I agree actually the stuff from europe is good but its not as good as the UK stuff that was around. much less visual, no hole. having been experimenting (shame to admit) with the bunk "branded fake MXE replacement" the europe MXE and the fake MXE are quite similar far inferior

MXE has always been frustratingly inconsitant with its effects, much as it is by far my DOC the fact that I can hoover up enormous quantities to hole, and not hole, then randomly one day will hole in the most inapropriate place for no reason on a far lower dose from the same batch with the same ROA...

I'm beginning to wander about long term cross tolerance NMDA receptor damage/tolerance issues, seems no dissasociative will produce a hole now, I would like to know how long it takes to restore NMDA receptors to be able to do this.

I used to be able to take MXE and listen to music in bed for 45min-hour in a hole and have a wonderful trip. This was my thing, but the magic has gone, perhaps too much abuse or cross tolerance burning out NMDA receptors has has a effect who knows.
 
I've never had the UK batches. When I first picked up MXE, I found myself a domestic vendor here in the states, mainly because I didn't want to worry about customs picking up my packages coming in, especially considering I only order small amounts at a time.

The first batch was the best. It was white, and fluffy. Second and third batches were noticeably different. Not weak, but you could tell it was a different batch because instead of it being white and fluffy, it was Off-White and sand-like. I've ordered several batches, and each batch has been somewhat consistent. Every once in a while I get a batch that is a little more potent, other times it may be a little weaker, but generally speaking it's good quality.

If I'm not mistaken, it's brought in from China, then shipped domestically so it's a possibility my vendor is cutting it to increase profit, but it doesn't seem cut, just seems like a weaker batch, or a different synth.
 
After dosing mxe last night I found myself drawing for hours and hours, which is uncommon with me considering I never draw. Accurate renditions have always escaped my mind when I try to draw, but I felt a definite boost in creativity while on mxe. Music inspired me by filling my head with scenes of the most beautiful esoteric scenery, from rain on the petal of a leaf to a woman setting fire to the skyline as her astral body soared over the earth. Logic has always dominated my mind, but I am just now seeing the beauty of expressing my internal terra incognito. Caveat emptor - to all that consume here, don't fall prey to self-obsession with your perfect little world. Create from your world so that others can see your jubilant experiences for their own eyes.
 
Couldnt agree more on the last few posts, so creative, even for days after, made me very inspired to start making music
 
I love taking mxe and playing my electric guitar... the vibrations thats you make and change yourself, at will, are awesome on mxe.... so is brushing your teeth with an electric toothbrush =D

Mxe and creativity are one and the same imo :)
 
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^ nice... i like your playing style... im really new to guitar... just started last summer... i can play (most of) ball and biscuit, long cool woman in a black dress, and vodoo child slight return... maybe a few others too... but thats about all i know... i just kinda learn songs and then rearrange shot or change shit... just kinda learning how to make it make the noises im trying to make it make, and as timely and correct as i wanna make it... i think ive got my work cut out for me... lol

Its really fun tho also to crank the gain and play power chords lol
 
I ordered a few grams of this stuff prior to the UK ban but weirdly haven't touched it in ages. I was quite a fan for a bit, dosing 2 or 3 times per week. Maybe next week I'll delve into my stash :)
 
to you guys saying mxe isn't too great for your intelligence: how many days off until you felt it returned to normal?


starting to notice some effects myself :o
 
Thisisnew said:
to you guys saying mxe isn't too great for your intelligence: how many days off until you felt it returned to normal?


starting to notice some effects myself :o
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After last weekend's 250mg or so binge, I just started feeling normal today (5 days later). I think I'll skip it this weekend
 
Idk about feeling dumb except when super hogh and trying do do complex tasks like hooking up audio equipment... youve done it a thousand timez before but you look at it super wampled on mxe and its like trying to read a language you dont speak lol...

I notice its lasting stimulant effect long after the psychedelic part wears off.... exponentially more so when insuffalated...

I notice a very pleasant afterglow that can last for days... this kinda giddiness and extremely positive, motivated, productive, and free from worry and anxiety... and a great antidepressant that seems like it can last weeks to a month or more after a single good trip...:)
 
I haven't used any MXE in ~6 months, but I'm starting to really want some more - mostly so I can watch some movies on it. I have never, ever, tried another drug that made movies so consistently and utterly fascinating.
 
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