Cyanoide
Bluelighter
First of all, this thread is not meant to diss those who use phens. If you like them, great for you. Each to their own.
However, sometimes it seems like I'm the only psychonaut on the planet who dislikes phenethylamines, with the exception of two; 2C-C and 25C-NBOMe. For me phens feel too synthetic, too technical and too "designed". I have nothing but negative experiences with phens. Especially 2C-I and 2C-E which many love have been horrible, and the DOX's don't score much better, with DOB being especially nasty. It felt truly toxic and I felt like shit for a couple of days after the trip. Also, phens feel very clear-headed, which I guess some may like, but I like a bit of mindfuck when tripping. On some phen trips I've felt like I'm sober but having extremely strong visuals. The feeling has reminded me of being on psychedelic speed (some phens are in fact psychedelic amphetamines). My ego has been boosted instead of softened.
Tryptamines feel more natural, less clear-headed and more spiritual. Trips on tryptamines are IME less predictive and every trip on the same substance is more unique than with phens. Although less clear-headed, they still produce a mental clarity of their own. Generally (there are always exceptions) they are much more gentle on the body than phens, and not as dose-sensitive. They go deeper into the psyche, I mean try to find and equivalent to DMT, 5-MeO-DMT or even DPT in the phenethylamine family. They truly dig into your consciousness in a way that is indescribable, totally immersive and where you have no other choice than to let go.
Now I know tryptamines are chemicals just like phens. Even naturally occurring ones like DMT, mushrooms and 5-MeO-DMT are ultimately chemical. But they don't feel chemical, it's almost like they have a spirit.
With phens I've never felt the feeling of "coming home", where all parts just fall into place when every single cell in your body is filled with what I only can describe as cosmic bliss. Especially mushrooms and 4-AcO-DMT almost always produce this effect in me. It reminds me a lot of meditation, with a strong sense of inner peace. However I wouldn't go so far as to say there is no phen that coudln't produce this effect in me. I haven't tried every single one (has anyone?).
Some say that tryptamines have a "dark" side that phens do not have, and that phens generally are more positive and uplifting. I don't doubt that some may feel so. But I've never felt it, although in a way I can understand what they mean.
My aim is not have a debate about if phens or trypts objectively are better. It is a matter of preference and we should be happy there are so many psychedelic compounds available. Many will certainly not share my sentiments. I have no problem with that.
This is not meant as a rant, I am truly curious if there are any others out there who feel like me, who just don't find any magic in phens? How should I call it...Tryptamine freaks?
However, sometimes it seems like I'm the only psychonaut on the planet who dislikes phenethylamines, with the exception of two; 2C-C and 25C-NBOMe. For me phens feel too synthetic, too technical and too "designed". I have nothing but negative experiences with phens. Especially 2C-I and 2C-E which many love have been horrible, and the DOX's don't score much better, with DOB being especially nasty. It felt truly toxic and I felt like shit for a couple of days after the trip. Also, phens feel very clear-headed, which I guess some may like, but I like a bit of mindfuck when tripping. On some phen trips I've felt like I'm sober but having extremely strong visuals. The feeling has reminded me of being on psychedelic speed (some phens are in fact psychedelic amphetamines). My ego has been boosted instead of softened.
Tryptamines feel more natural, less clear-headed and more spiritual. Trips on tryptamines are IME less predictive and every trip on the same substance is more unique than with phens. Although less clear-headed, they still produce a mental clarity of their own. Generally (there are always exceptions) they are much more gentle on the body than phens, and not as dose-sensitive. They go deeper into the psyche, I mean try to find and equivalent to DMT, 5-MeO-DMT or even DPT in the phenethylamine family. They truly dig into your consciousness in a way that is indescribable, totally immersive and where you have no other choice than to let go.
Now I know tryptamines are chemicals just like phens. Even naturally occurring ones like DMT, mushrooms and 5-MeO-DMT are ultimately chemical. But they don't feel chemical, it's almost like they have a spirit.
With phens I've never felt the feeling of "coming home", where all parts just fall into place when every single cell in your body is filled with what I only can describe as cosmic bliss. Especially mushrooms and 4-AcO-DMT almost always produce this effect in me. It reminds me a lot of meditation, with a strong sense of inner peace. However I wouldn't go so far as to say there is no phen that coudln't produce this effect in me. I haven't tried every single one (has anyone?).
Some say that tryptamines have a "dark" side that phens do not have, and that phens generally are more positive and uplifting. I don't doubt that some may feel so. But I've never felt it, although in a way I can understand what they mean.
My aim is not have a debate about if phens or trypts objectively are better. It is a matter of preference and we should be happy there are so many psychedelic compounds available. Many will certainly not share my sentiments. I have no problem with that.
This is not meant as a rant, I am truly curious if there are any others out there who feel like me, who just don't find any magic in phens? How should I call it...Tryptamine freaks?
