• 🇬🇧󠁿 🇸🇪 🇿🇦 🇮🇪 🇬🇭 🇩🇪 🇪🇺
    European & African
    Drug Discussion

    Welcome Guest!
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
  • EADD Moderators: Shambles

Random MSN Gibberings LXXIV: Don't call me Syd Barrett, baby...

Status
Not open for further replies.
benzos are fucking champion are making the day fly by at work but its not a good habbit to get in with.... I smoked bongs before work for 10 years and that makes the morning go rapid and the afternoon a fucking pain.

also just got off the phone with a mate who delivers chicken to KFC that kind of thing and today at work he reversed his massive lorry into a wall at a KFC drive-thru and knocked it clean down. He told the manager of the store to report it as a hit and run and tried to bribe him with bags of nandos chicken. So the manager phoned up his company to report his demolition job and chicken bribe and he has just been fired.

I'm quite sure if you're going to attempt to bribe a manager of KFC, bags of chicken is not going to cut it.
 
Last edited:
watsons torment said:
benzos are fucking champion are making the day fly by at work but its not a good habbit to get in with.... I smoked bongs before work for 10 years and that makes the morning go rapid and the afternoon a fucking pain.
Click to expand...

I cannae function at work on weed. I've never been able to do it. I either can't think at all, or think too much & just wish I was somewhere else doing something more fun while stoned.

Benzos let you float on through, making sure to never do it more than 2 days in a row & only take a scooby or two though. Got some xanax sitting about, what they like for work? 1mg efforts. I'm totally inexperienced with xanax though so I'm para it'll have me in a drooling mess lol. I know a blue isn't going to have too bad an effect on me.
 
I'm quite sure if you're going to attempt to bribe a manager of KFC, bags of chicken is not going to cut it.
Click to expand...

Lmfaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

depends how stoned you are if your the manager i guess!
 
back to work tomorrow after 2 weeks hols,dont mind to much as getting a small bit bored.by Tuesday next week i will be pissed off again with my job.

fuckin weather over here is crazy 100km winds n rain.
 
wish i knew what i wanted to do much earlier in life and pulled my fucking finger out and perused something, gonna end up stuck in dead end jobs for the rest of my days when i know i have potential to do better.
Click to expand...

This is what I worry about. I'm 27 so not exactly old but not young either and I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I've been to uni and have an honours degree in Events Management but I didn't learn anything about Events Management from my course and the degree seems like a waste of paper seeing as I've never did anything with it. Since leaving uni I've taken up online gambling for the short while that I could make money out of it (6-7 months), travelled for 5-6 months on 2 seperate occasions and worked 2 dead end, shitty, jobs that I absolutely hated for about 6-8 months at a time. I'm about to go travelling again for another 4-6 months.

I worry that I'll never find anything I want to focus on or get a job I actually like. On one hand I don't reckon I want a career as it seems like being trapped to me and a lot of older folk i.e. my dad and people I work with say don't get stuck with a job, house, car, bills, wife, kids etc as you'll never get out of it and will never be able to take off travelling or do things you actually enjoy in life but at the same time do I really want to cycle through dead end jobs for 6-8 months at a time before travelling for 6 and coming back skint and jobless all over again and having to repeat?

I can't figure it out. I need to do something more sustainable and long term and would ideally love to have some sort of job where I'm my own boss, can work from wherever I like in the world (online) and free to travel / move around as I please but figuring that bit out seems to be the difficult bit. I have a few ideas but I procrastinate too much to put any in action and always put them off.

TL;DR I know! Meh! :p
 
parttime crackhead said:
I cannae function at work on weed. I've never been able to do it. I either can't think at all, or think too much & just wish I was somewhere else doing something more fun while stoned.

Benzos let you float on through, making sure to never do it more than 2 days in a row & only take a scooby or two though. Got some xanax sitting about, what they like for work? 1mg efforts. I'm totally inexperienced with xanax though so I'm para it'll have me in a drooling mess lol. I know a blue isn't going to have too bad an effect on me.
Click to expand...

Yeah I imagine weed and call center work would be a horrific combo, My job is to stare at a screen in silence most of the time so it worked well.

xanax would be fine as well, test the waters by dropping one at home first though but to me its much the same as diaz but much shorter lasting.
 
TheSpade said:
This is what I worry about. I'm 27 so not exactly old but not young either and I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I've been to uni and have an honours degree in Events Management but I didn't learn anything about Events Management from my course and the degree seems like a waste of paper seeing as I've never did anything with it. Since leaving uni I've taken up online gambling for the short while that I could make money out of it (6-7 months), travelled for 5-6 months on 2 seperate occasions and worked 2 dead end, shitty, jobs that I absolutely hated for about 6-8 months at a time. I'm about to go travelling again for another 4-6 months.

I worry that I'll never find anything I want to focus on or get a job I actually like. On one hand I don't reckon I want a career as it seems like being trapped to me and a lot of older folk i.e. my dad and people I work with say don't get stuck with a job, house, car, bills, wife, kids etc as you'll never get out of it and will never be able to take off travelling or do things you actually enjoy in life but at the same time do I really want to cycle through dead end jobs for 6-8 months at a time before travelling for 6 and coming back skint and jobless all over again and having to repeat?

I can't figure it out. I need to do something more sustainable and long term and would ideally love to have some sort of job where I'm my own boss, can work from wherever I like in the world (online) and free to travel / move around as I please but figuring that bit out seems to be the difficult bit. I have a few ideas but I procrastinate too much to put any in action and always put them off.

TL;DR I know! Meh! :p
Click to expand...

traveling is a brilliant idea, definitely must have been a worthwhile experience to adventure, explore etc where have you been? bet it was good fun and character building. id love to go do something like that, explore different cultures and things. theres people i know that have worked the same job for 30+ years, got nowhere, been nowhere..... dont wanna end up like that
 
TheSpade said:
This is what I worry about. I'm 27 so not exactly old but not young either and I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I've been to uni and have an honours degree in Events Management but I didn't learn anything about Events Management from my course and the degree seems like a waste of paper seeing as I've never did anything with it. Since leaving uni I've taken up online gambling for the short while that I could make money out of it (6-7 months), travelled for 5-6 months on 2 seperate occasions and worked 2 dead end, shitty, jobs that I absolutely hated for about 6-8 months at a time. I'm about to go travelling again for another 4-6 months.

I worry that I'll never find anything I want to focus on or get a job I actually like. On one hand I don't reckon I want a career as it seems like being trapped to me and a lot of older folk i.e. my dad and people I work with say don't get stuck with a job, house, car, bills, wife, kids etc as you'll never get out of it and will never be able to take off travelling or do things you actually enjoy in life but at the same time do I really want to cycle through dead end jobs for 6-8 months at a time before travelling for 6 and coming back skint and jobless all over again and having to repeat?

I can't figure it out. I need to do something more sustainable and long term and would ideally love to have some sort of job where I'm my own boss, can work from wherever I like in the world (online) and free to travel / move around as I please but figuring that bit out seems to be the difficult bit. I have a few ideas but I procrastinate too much to put any in action and always put them off.

TL;DR I know! Meh! :p
Click to expand...

My friend travels the world doing freelance web development, Lots of websites to pick up contracts on these days, all you need is a laptop and net connection. If I was not married/mortgage and all that bollocks i'd be doing the same :/
 
ColtDan said:
traveling is a brilliant idea, definitely must have been a worthwhile experience to adventure, explore etc where have you been? bet it was good fun and character building. id love to go do something like that, explore different cultures and things. theres people i know that have worked the same job for 30+ years, got nowhere, been nowhere..... dont wanna end up like that
Click to expand...

Yeah the travelling is amazing and I will never regret that but the current lifestyle I have of working a few months, travelling a few months then coming home and being back at square one isn't sustainable. In the past 3-4 years I've been round Europe (2 months), Australia twice (once for a couple weeks the second time for 4 months), South America (5 months), South East Asia a couple times (a trip of one month and another of 4 months) and off to Asia again in 2 weeks.

My dads been in the same job since he was 16, he's 50 now. He hated it then and he hates it even more now but he's trapped. It's a skilled job but he's no other experience or qualifications and his company looks like it will go bust soon enough or close the workplace and relocate down south and it's not likely he'd get another job in this field as there aren't any other companies doing it round here these days. He's got his mortgage, car and all the other things you end up with that cost money every month and he feels like he'll never escape it. His advice to me is to put it off for as long as possible or simply never get bogged down in it all. He's at least done a fair bit of travelling in his time, saves up his holidays and goes away for months at a time or takes unpaid leave etc. He encourages me to get away as often and for as long as I can.


watsons torment said:
My friend travels the world doing freelance web development, Lots of websites to pick up contracts on these days, all you need is a laptop and net connection. If I was not married/mortgage and all that bollocks i'd be doing the same :/
Click to expand...

Sounds like a plan. I would need to go back and study something completely new because at the moment I don't feel like I have many skills or services I could offer that are suitable to freelance work. I do have a few ideas though that I aim to get off the ground in the next few months, if they work out then could be a bit of a money on the side but I'm not sure I can live off it. Isn't web designa REALLY competitve market these days? With globalisation and the internet you get people in India and China etc who are shit hot at pretty much everything you can think of offering their services for a fraction of what any Westerner would.
 
parttime crackhead said:
Prolly as well just with the blues for work then, one or two will last a whole shift no bother plus I've got plenty of them & only a few xannies.
Click to expand...

If you're like me and used to blues xanax are pretty shite since they aren't as much of a muscle relaxant. I took a wee 1mg to try and get myself to sleep, not happening stuck sitting up awake here. So much for an early night. I find they mix great with valium though, took a small amount of each after New Years and it just completely killed any kind of comedown and got me a proper sleep.
 
Xanax is fucking gack crackhead stick with diaz. Lasts longer, smoother and better for chilling out. Xanax is more sleepy and causes bad amnesia, I don't even like the stuff for comedowns really. It's quite good for a KO if you absolutely can't sleep after a sesh but other than that diaz is far better in just about every way.

EDIT: Why is it in my last two posts that it repeats words I didn't type twice, always one at the end of one line going on to the next?! Bizzare.
 
Can't sleep :| have been trying since quarter to 11 and have had some diaz and loraz, but at 12.30 I have given up for a bit and will try again in a bit. Hate insomnia, doesn't make sense either when there are benzos in me. :X
 
Tried again at about 1.30, no luck again, now I feel totally wide awake too, not had any caffeine this afternoon either, is very strange. Might just give up on the idea of sleep. Maybe it is because I randomly fell asleep for about an hour and a half at about 9pm and woke up at about 10.30pm that I can't sleep now. I'll try one more time at 3am, turning off all electrical equipment other than my phone for my alarm and if that doesn't work then I guess I'm not sleeping tonight and a lot of caffeine will be consumed tomorrow.

Maybe I'm nervous about going to the GP tomorrow :\ taking a list with me of all the reasons why other people have suggested that I go, as I initially didn't really think that I needed to go, then over xmas and new year did think I needed to go, but now once again I don't think it is necessary but am going anyway. It certainly wont achieve anything for me IMO, but it will put some other peoples minds at rest which I guess is a good thing.
 
I can't sleep either mugz. got to be up at 6:30 :|

think i'm just going to have to pull an all nighter.
 
I've got my alarm set for 7am, sucks, I really wanted to sleep tonight, as I wanted to go to meditation after the doctors tomorrow, but I will most likely be too tired for that now.

Unjustified insomnia pisses me off :| I wouldn't mind if I had had 10 cups of coffee and no sedatives, or if I had been having some sort of panic attacks or something, but I've had diazepam and lorazepam and tried listening to relaxing music, tried listening to no music, there is no anxiety in me at the moment, just sleeplessness. One more try, after that it wont really be worth trying again.


Something tells me lots o
 
count these

LLAWER_O_DDEFAID_lots_of_sheep.jpg


i've got no benzos or i'd neck them by now, wish i had some GBL. fuck insomnia!
 
EADD is dead on weekday mornings.

I feel awful, I finally managed to get some sleep at my last attempt, took another 10mg diaz to help me along and it obviously worked. Woke up over an hour ago though, instead of 7am as I had planned and was then violently sick a few times in the toilet. Had to phone in to work as we are not really allowed in the building if we have been vomiting at all. Feel horrible, as I still feel sick, also feel bad because I just had a meeting with my boss yesterday about reliability and absence levels :\ Then the next day something beyond my control fucks up with my plans to make this year a more reliable one with no sick days. Good start to the year there :(

is almost definitely Noro or some other viral gastroenteritis :\
 
Last edited:
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top