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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

BDD Social/Information Booth v15 - It's almost New Years 2012...

Yeah apparantly the stuff I say is comic genius, but scary..... Bahahaha that alpaca thread had me laughing for hours, I can completely relate to it with the stupid shit I've done on a high dose of ambees. Oh I trip nuts on it as well - especially on an mdma comedown and I take one I will hallucinate like crazy too... And with promethazine argh its really unpleasant. I don't like ambiens really, they are just good for sleeping.... Never mix that shit with alcohol either, makes for another messy night
 
Jeez wow your tolerance must be crazy. The most I ever got to was about 4mg xanax but that would still knock me out. 100mg? I'm pretty sure I'd pass out and possibly wake up in a years time. Doubt it though. I had a crazy tolerance to opiates once though, 1200 dhc in order to get a buzz, and oh my the side effects were dreadful. The itch and nausea were unbearable. or about 140mg oramorph, and I'd redose every 2 hours. Bad times.
 
Brb, plugging red bull.

Seriously, what is the world coming to...

I imagine the histamine release in 1200mg DHC would be around as bad as the times i've dosed 1800mg codeine.

Fucking ITCHHHHHHHH.

Unfathomable itch.

I've managed to get my benzo tolerance down a fair bit now though. When I really need to sleep a few mg of triazolam puts me out.
 
Ok lost and found time... for everyone =D

What's your worst druhhg related loss? (literally; lost it and couldn't find it)

What's your best find? (Perhaps you inadvertantly found that stuff you couldn't find a year ago... or maybe you had a party and something showed up and nobody came looking for it... or whatever else that you never planned to acquire)

I think my best find was my old Nitrous 'cracker' -- I had plenty of whips but had no clue where the cracker was :( -- but one night I was on some opioids (cannot remember which, nor the dosage) and of course cannabis :) -- found it and almost knocked myself out by hitting my head on the bottom of my desk after finding it behind my comp. tower. :D

(not sure why I was crawling around under the desk -- it is sort of similar to a maze :))

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But in response do the discussions regarding d-amp/stims: I have had a script for at least one for the past four or five years. First I was given Vyvanse. Wow, that year is a blur. Everyday/night would consist of consuming more than I initially intended (leaving me fiending by the end of the month).

I practically would be speeding for ~3-3.5 weeks at a time and then the last week or so of each month I would come across another class of substance to tickle my fancy. I was also prescribed 0.5 Clonazepam initially w/ the Vyvanse. I LOVE Clonazepam, it has such a positive therapeutic effect for me. Alprazolam, however, tends to 'intoxicate' and sedate me -- plus it doesn't last nearly as long.

I never found Clonazepam to be 'worth' using recreationally compared to therapeutically (if that makes sense). I always make sure I have plenty to keep me 'balanced' -- as we never know what we make come across in our druhhgg expeditions ;). I let Temazepam take the reigns for benzo euphoria :D.

Anyway, eventually I became too spun on the Vyvanse and opted to go with Amp Salts IR. I have had a nice script of 30 mg x60/month for the past couple of years. I also have had my Clonazepam bumped up to 1 mg x60/month :).

I am giving generic Dex a try this next month -- I can fill my script some time next week.

%)keeep drugghin' BDD! %)
 
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Yeah same brb plugging some red bull, heard it really does give you wings this way

Yeah itchies were so horrible. Even promethazine didn't help me out very much around there... Eugh.

I love my benzo drug hiding haze, when I took lorazepam for a week and stopped I suddenly mysteriously found many packs of tramadols, dhc and amps all over strange places of my house, my favourite being many different sheets in loads of empty cigarette boxes around my house (bizzare)
 
I found like .8 Heroin and a gram of MDMA under my fishtank...

Ninja benzo haze drug hiding FTW.

Man I hid some dmt in my room before going on vacation -- I was going to be gone for a couple of weeks and wanted to ensure its safety -- however, I was chilling hard on Temaze and (thought I)* forgot where I hid it. This was years ago.

*I found out earlier this year that my buddy had taken it after I left. He was in some 'spun' state of mind. He told me it was a terrible experience (as he consumed it a few hours after my flight left). Karma can be a bitch :p

But no worries -- I was just shocked, because I was looking for the stuff for years! He told me that he would've told me about it sooner but the experience was so haunting that even thinking about it would send him into dysphoria 8)
 
How's the BDD doing? Just popped on to say hey and whatsup. On 30mg vicodin and 3mg klonopin, so I'm about ready to crash....
 
well, dextroamphetamine, caffeiene and dmaa = me turning into god. iether that or just REALLY speedy. didndt even need that mcuh dex , 1took 10mg ... holy shitting balls this is SAMAMZING

was looking around my house today for some reaosn and found some of my pre-workout supps i sused to take when i was amateur boxing, jack3d i realised had a whole load of shit in it that would be make me buzz like a motherfucker and thought this would possibly be a good combo. oh my. it is. although im pretty sure this is dangerous as fuck
 
ugghhhh, i woke up in a drunken haze this morning still fucked up from all the benzos and booze last night, and all i needed was a couple puffs of weed and 90mgs DXM And i actually feel pretty good. heads still a little heavy/foggy
 
yeah i think i prefer sticking to just dexies on their own if im honest, dmaa comes with an incredibly euphoric and powerful high but it crashes way too hard. maybe cause i mixed it with caffeine too..... perhaps a little overboard or not enough dex not really sure.

didnt rail the dexies this time either swallowed them as you should do... gotta say it gets rid of the magical properties of insufflating it.
 
im usually quite lucky when it comes to the crash, i've never really experienced it on dex alone. on ritalin however it was beyond awful. think same goes for dmaa, if i didnt have the dex in me i'd probably be going a little psycho right now although like i said the euphoria was outstanding on dmaa and dex together, felt almost cokeish, lots of body tingles and an incredible sense of well-being and power.

possibly snorting dmaa could be a potential. although i'd have to extract it from the jack3d which is laced with a whole lotta shit in it too, maybe something else in the mix was also giving me the euphoria
 
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