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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

BDD Social/Information Booth v15 - It's almost New Years 2012...

sup crackaz?
imma smoke more later tonight, but i've had a decent day.
been using methylated amphetamine in crystallized form, snorted till vaporization was able to be done with no risk of getting caught while using, the substance doesn't last as long as it does for others it seems to me, but then again a lot of drugs dont.
i accidentally burned the shit a little bit mid way through teh first bowl, so that a. made my room stink and b. made me waste some :( but the 2 times i repacked it (with smaller amounts, one after the other) i was able to take biigger hits than i ever did (but i've only smoked/done it at all a few times...) before, so thats good. i dont have access to a working scale ti seems, both the scales i have are fucked up i'm pretty sure, or at least my .00 scale has to be fucked up, and the other one appears to be fucked up too.
 
hey guys,
so i took about 50mg's of IR adderall an hour ago (not prescribed it fyi) and im getting these sort of waves of crappy feelings, like a comedown feeling.
i bought some 5-HTP and SAM-e (s-adenosylmethionine) for my depression today and i was wondering if it would be alright to take it while im on the Adderall? im guessing it'd stop these waves of crappy feelings but i thought id ask just to be safe :\

thanks guys and merry Christmas! :) <3
 
bleh, still itchy as fuck and its 24hr+ since i last did DHC. at least its better than poppy pods, where i'd itch for like 4 days..

whats everyone up to? i might attempt to sleep, but im pretty sure my circadian rhythm is fucked
 
^ got the same dilemma nAON.. got *some* sleep, not sure how much or if you call passing out in a soma-coma sleep..but my body is saying sleep so I'l going to go with that, plus am up early tomorow. Sorry you are so itchy!!

TiF: I would imagine the risk of serotonin syndrome from 5-htp would be low but present. Better to wait til you've come down really.. s-adenosylmethionine I don't know much about, I don't think there has been much research into its efficacy but it doesn't seem to be dangerous either!

If you're getting "crappy feeligs" an hour after 50mgs Adderall then it is likely to be from too much amphetamine making you feel crap, rather than a serotonin deficency or whatever it is s-adenosylmethionine is supposed to treat (a quick google reveals depression and Alzheimers disease!)

You're better off keepig hydrated, eating if you can (protein/"diet" shakes can work wonders!) and generally looking after yourself. The feelings well pass I am sure. Are you in god surroundings with people you are comfortable with? Adderall can trigger anxiety in some people..

Bleugh. Cig then back to bed I reckon.
 
uhh ooohh.....someone broke out the tequila shots, things my not turn out so pretty tomorow
 
synthetix said:
anyone here enjoy railing zolpidem? (ambien)
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Once in a blue moon I will take a crack at some. Will only do up to about 10 mg tho. After that I eat one and wait for the ZZZzzzzs.

Have fun laC!

Hi Effie!!!

Hello everybody else I forgot!!!

I hate wrapping presents. Tape sticks to everything but the wrapping paper. The wrapping paper never seems to cover the whole thing. Dont get me started with bows.

Made some chicken noodle soup from scratch for my wife as she is sick and I bought lots of cough medicine ;)

Now I am just counting down the minutes until it is time to go to work.

"Don't want me havin no patience turn into more patience,
More trips to ICU cuz I see you"
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thanks for the responses guys :) i took some SAMe,drinking some Yerba Mate tea and imma have a cig inna few so that should turn my mood around :\ gonna wait til i come down to take the 5HTP, better safe than sorry lol.

Effie - im alone atm, i was gonna use the stuff to finish a few assignments but decided since its my last time with Adderall (new years resolutions ftw ;) ) i might as well have some fun n good off instead.
 
Hi.
Drughs.
Stuff.
I dislike myself for the relapse. Side note tho, I am having a stellar time and when I close my eyes a fantastic light show occurs :)
At work, they are closed tomorrow Friday for the holidays so its pretty much just going to be me, MXE, 4-FA, and GTA 3 and Vice City on my laptop. All at the same time.

Glad I got my x-mas shopping done. I hope my wife likes all her gifts. Since I have been getting OT at work I was able to get her some extra stuff this year. I numbered all her gifts tho, she has to open them in a certain order or else all of x-mas around the world (for those who celebrate) will be ruined. I will be diligent to make sure she doesn't make a mess out of it all ;)

I'm also glad I was able to get her more stuff this year. She has been so supportive of me this past year with my surgeries and then getting arrested a few weeks before her graduation from the university. She deserves it. The one gift I will be giving her (a bigger diamond ring) will have to wait until June tho. She thinks she is getting it on x-mas. But no. I am saving it for our wedding day. Literally. I will have the rings swapped right before the ceremony. She has a diamond ring now, but, its a small one. T'was only $800. That is not 3 months pay for me (thank thee almighty ones). Am I rambling? Cool.

I do feel good that I have been off of opiates for several weeks now unless you count tramadol. I dont. Now, to just kick this damn RC habit. The thing is, its a psychological dependence and not physical like my other (medically induced) addictions were. I always thought that I would never be like the people you see on TV shows like Intervention who's whole world revolves around the drugs and its all they can think about. I always thought I was stronger than they were. Not to say they were weak or insult them. But fuck all, a, psyche dependence is way worse than a physical dependence in my book. At least with the physical aspect I could suppress alot of it, but, I cant suppress my brain. I will get through it tho.

This is turning into a blog-like post.

Hope everyone is enjoying themselves this fine evening!

<3 your faces! and your bewbs. Excepts Doug's. Doug, I do not like your bewb.

Speaking of bewbs, where is Beachcat?
 
Damn really? That sounds shitty, I find my tolerance to ambie is much less than of benzos and is actually one of the only drugs I don't seem to accumulate a horrible tolerance to within the space of a week...... Or maybe the fact that when I EVER take more than one I blackout, and turn into a real fucking weirdo if I talk to anyone which I usually do as for some reason I get really sociable, followed by a day of apologizing to everyone I did speak to lol
 
Ambien doesn't do anything to me...

unless i have like 100mg and then things are a lil distorted.

Shitty drug IMO. Doesn't even help me sleep.

Wus gut BDD? Finally got my internet working today and thought i'd check into the love-shack.
 
I don't understand how some people can take so much ambien and still function, I once took about 40-50mg (could have been a lot more as my boxes were emptied the next morning) and I had multiple conversations with people about how I had discovered a cure for cancer, learnt an alien language and confessing my "love" for many girls, oh and my socks. Yes, I told people I was in love with my socks and I wanted to marry them. Weird fucking shit. Can't remember a thing of it either - completely blacked out and assumed I had just gone to sleep, well that clearly wasn't the case when I checked my phone and computer in the morning. I think its a really poweful drug, or I coujust be one of those people that has a strange reaction to higher doses.
 
It does suck a bit, especially now that my sleep cycle is way off due to work. At my job I will do all 3 shifts at one point in my 6 day work week so it does get brutal at the end of the bottle but I keeps a supply of other "things" handy for that last week or so.

I too have received numerous stories from wife about me doing weird things while on the ambien. The stories she tells me are hilarious tho and harmless. Mostly, I become very sexual towards her. Sad part is I never remember it. She says I say some of the funniest shit ever when I am on ambien and that sometimes I make her laugh so hard she cries and her stomach hurts in the morning from laughing so much. So I guess thats a good thing. As long as I dont hop into a car and begin to drive somewhere while on it all is good. I dont think she would allow that to happen tho :)

Trips!!!! How ya doin' lover boy!?!
 
Lol that sounds like a whole hell of a lot of fun :D.

It's never really had any effect on me. It might have been my absurd benzo tolerance making me cross tolerant.

Seeing as I can stay awake on any amount of Benzo's virtually, zolpidem probably had no chance.

I don't really get the trippy effect either, on numerous occasions when I got it scripted I would down the 14 12.5mg ER ambien in one and have pretty much nothing happen.

I really wanted to get so messed up I ordered an Alpaca or something. :(
 
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