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BDD Social/Information Booth v15 - It's almost New Years 2012...

All this talk of food has my stomach grumbling..

Much better than the "get yer arse out of bed and pray to the porcelain gods" urge from earlier. Only 3 bloody beers last night, and still felt like arse. /smh
 
Pjkt2501 said:
All this talk of food has my stomach grumbling..

Much better than the "get yer arse out of bed and pray to the porcelain gods" urge from earlier. Only 3 bloody beers last night, and still felt like arse. /smh
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shit. this reminds me i need to eat something, havent eaten all day apart from a few maltesers in the morning.
 
My body in general doesn't like food until around 13:00 local time. Usually just a breakfast drink and multi-vita in the mornings around 9-10.

mdma/coke/alch = urgh next am. I think I'm gonna smoke a bowl then get some food. problem is that subs and smoking more frequently mean I'm hungry as fuck. I've prob gained 10lbs in 3 weeks... though 150-155lbs at 6'1" prob isn't the healthiest. Can't let myself get over 170 though, I'll prob fast most of tomorrow until a big dinner. Lunch w/ fam on x-mas, then to a friend's house and eating a bunch of acid :D
 
mmmmm protein shake and pasta. tastes like chocolate pasta, love it. although didnt really eat much... ive dropped a fair bit of weight i must say but not in a good way me thinks... was quite athletic before weighed around 90kg and am 5'10, now in at a measly 75kg i feel like a shrimp! need to get some more gym sessions going! i love exercise while im on dex as well, its a potentiator for the euphoria but i think its also quite dangerous as my heart really does pound and i lose the high really quickly, pupils go absolutely enormous too :P

ooh ive also wondered what gives dextro pills that lovely sweet taste? i get a drip when i rail a fair amount and i LOVE the taste. do they put sugar in it or something?

i love boxing on it too. i have so much mental clarity. my punches feel a thousand times stronger too. shame its not allowed under regulations!
 
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very much so! I'm hoping to stumble upon some more mdma and ket while I'm at it haha. unless I decide to take more than 2-3 hits (~130ug each, maybe a little lower now as I've had em a few weeks, just under my bed so ~65*f, but no light exposure and little humidity).

my only apprehension is having a whole bunch of x-mas dinner rolling around inside my GI tract while on 3-500ug of lucy hahaha. ah well. taking a shit will never be so "interesting."
 
right, ive decided not to touch DHC again until the 25th. this is gonna be a loooong 2 days..
 
indeed. i hate xmas. worst part of the year imo, i usually just take a shitload of drugs, brings back old memories for me which i always repress and cant deal with argh

god, ever since finding this thread ive been on bluelight far too much......... oh well LOVING every minute here
 
I dislike the inherent nature of the "season" as it's become in the current world. Greed, forced "giving" and feeling good somehow, pandering on fake religious bullshit, for a religion that just stole the story from another religion...

The mindset people get into is like a herd of raging bulls. No logic what-so-ever.

And being forced to see my family always sucks.
 
also agree with that too. i hate the greedyness assosiated with christmas from some people. personally i am a very giving and generous person but at christmas am constantly badgered "whatcha goonna get me for xmas?" to which i sternly reply nothing. can't stand it. christianity imo is just a womans attempt of convering up an affair that got completely out of hand ;)
 
nAON said:
right, ive decided not to touch DHC again until the 25th. this is gonna be a loooong 2 days..
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lololol, i had an opiate last nihgt (sub) and i really want some oxycodone tonight, i am still in a heavy benzo/booze haze from last night lolol..i feel all warm and fuzzy still.. i love klonopin's long half-life <3
 
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