listen to good, positive music. Something upbeat that you can dance or move to. I don't know what kind of music you like but I could never have a bad trip to kid cudi or nujabes. Get in the groove, move your arms around a little and rock back and forth with a smile on your face like a child with severe autism. Maybe even get up and dance if you find the coordination. Try playing around with the lighting and see what light levels have what effect on your mood. For example in the dark I often am very comfortable and can just fall through dimensions but my computer monitor becomes a window to another world and things can get a little crazy from there. Low lighting is comfortable but sometimes my surroundings become distracting. High light levels are just plain bad. Also, try tripping in a tinychat or something that has cool people. The bluelight lounge tinychat would probably be good, I have a tinychat room I love and have been tripping in on and off for like 2 years myself. It's just great on a dissociative to be able to project your thoughts into chat and talk to people. Even high levels of dissociatives make me feel very outgoing. Lastly, keep warm. All my worse trips have happened when I was cold, it made me feel empty and drove my mind to darker places.
The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 6th Dose (now you've gone and used it all up)
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missimoo
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absolutly. music appreciation is my one love with this drug. lying in the dark with headphones on tripping away. i heard a beautiful song the other day whilst in a hole. the singer was so full of passion the emotion was overwhelming. Weed and music, and MDMA and dance music have always been a love in my past, but MXE takes this to a new dimension. It is truly incredable
missimoo
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I see that MXE is now being banned in Sweden?
This is a shame. I have suffered depression since I was a teenager, i was on disability after years of mental health. and past addictions mainly due to my misery. MXE use did get to a "addiction" level, but it made me deal with PTSD, several traumatic life events that broke me i tripped-out my system, woke up and was cured over night. after a year I have not had a depressed day, i no longer suffer anxiety, body dysmorphia, i no longer self harm, im returning to work, i go to the gym and swim, i am no longer an agoraphobic drug addict and am in love and about to get married. i have a future for the first time in my life. MXE has done what SSRI's etc have failed to do over a 16-year depression and mental health problems that I am now over and discharged from.
I hope the powers that be read some of the stories about this drug that arnt just about getting mashed. but about people who have had their lives turned around by use of this drug.
my use did become daily, but it was enjoyable, unlike cocaine i never ended up depressed, or using to a point where i was going into debt or neglecting social situtaitons or driving myself mental. its use turned my life around. and after the initial drug-romance. my use has decreased i still enjoy it, but not to a level I used to use when I first discovered it and went into myself healing whilst tripping.
I thank the guy that came up with this. deppression. gone. PTSD from rape and other nasty events. gone. life turned around for the good due 100% to this drug. its therapeutic value is amazing. thats a whole year happy, for the first time in my life. thank you. that is all. I wish I could tell my DR that it wasnt his horrible medications that fixed me. but the K/mxe cure. even after abstinance from MXE the mircle cure for depression which was instant. is lasting.
This is a shame. I have suffered depression since I was a teenager, i was on disability after years of mental health. and past addictions mainly due to my misery. MXE use did get to a "addiction" level, but it made me deal with PTSD, several traumatic life events that broke me i tripped-out my system, woke up and was cured over night. after a year I have not had a depressed day, i no longer suffer anxiety, body dysmorphia, i no longer self harm, im returning to work, i go to the gym and swim, i am no longer an agoraphobic drug addict and am in love and about to get married. i have a future for the first time in my life. MXE has done what SSRI's etc have failed to do over a 16-year depression and mental health problems that I am now over and discharged from.
I hope the powers that be read some of the stories about this drug that arnt just about getting mashed. but about people who have had their lives turned around by use of this drug.
my use did become daily, but it was enjoyable, unlike cocaine i never ended up depressed, or using to a point where i was going into debt or neglecting social situtaitons or driving myself mental. its use turned my life around. and after the initial drug-romance. my use has decreased i still enjoy it, but not to a level I used to use when I first discovered it and went into myself healing whilst tripping.
I thank the guy that came up with this. deppression. gone. PTSD from rape and other nasty events. gone. life turned around for the good due 100% to this drug. its therapeutic value is amazing. thats a whole year happy, for the first time in my life. thank you. that is all. I wish I could tell my DR that it wasnt his horrible medications that fixed me. but the K/mxe cure. even after abstinance from MXE the mircle cure for depression which was instant. is lasting.
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Jesusgreen
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I'm glad to hear you conquered these things, and it's very interesting to hear that MXE helped you - but not too surprising as a lot of people have used Ketamine with similar results. (unfortunately not the majority though, these dissociatives after all are very addictive and easy to abuse)
I'm curious though, what was it that helped you get over these things? Was it a single high dose experience that stuck with you? Was it the afterglow from repeated use? Something else?
I'm curious though, what was it that helped you get over these things? Was it a single high dose experience that stuck with you? Was it the afterglow from repeated use? Something else?
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I'd have to say in contrast that repeated MXE use ultimately has a very negative effect on my mental health. The more frequent my use is, the more I end up spun out. A few times I've had sudden emotional breakdowns on the stuff that leave me in quite a bad way. I'm alright once it wears off, but doses in excess of 70mg have potential to mess me around. I'm not an unhappy person really, but MXE often leaves me in a low mood which then leads on to bad experiences like that, which in turn genuinely impact my mental health.
MXE is truly a powerful psychedelic that has the power to make or break any individual's mind, in the same way that LSD, psilocybin, DMT and the like do.
MXE is truly a powerful psychedelic that has the power to make or break any individual's mind, in the same way that LSD, psilocybin, DMT and the like do.
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20-ish-mg up the hooter 25 mins ago. now THIS is how MXE should feel. different batch, seems more smooth and slightly crystally, as apposed to the moist damp shit that i had before. thought something was up with it. this is more like it, deff the real deal. the amazing afterglow stuff. the other stuff seemed "off", it had aspects of MXE but was lacking, couldn't put my finger on it, thought it was my imagination in the end. this feels much more the way MXE should feel. spot on. currently feel like im on the fucking moon or something. the infamous opiated, electric, numb feeling. time for some music
Jakeperson
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I had the afterglow but I'm like this now. More often than not I will have emotional breakdowns from it.
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feels like i can analyze things from a different perspective, its all just a big complex machine, all robotic, the key to our evolution is all this fancy metal technological stuff, we're on the brink of evolving. or perhaps on the brink of destroying ourselves. the random ramblings of a semi confused fucker on mxe watching come dine with me. gonna find something else to tickle my brain with, something aluring and interesting
the toad
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This chemical made me a better person... granted I got a little carried away with it but even then it was easy to just quit and still reap the benefits of the great new perspective I've acquired... truly a special chemical here... I rank it up with mdma, ketamine, dmt...
Jesusgreen
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I have anxiety and sometimes suffer from panic attacks - I've not had any with MXE but everyone reacts differently, so start with low doses and be careful.
I'd also keep your doses lower than normal if you're on an SSRI, it might just be me being extra cautious but since Ketamine affects serotonin, and this is just Ketamine with a chloro group substituted for a methoxy group (edit: Sorry, not quite. Ketamine is (RS)-2-(2-Chlorophenyl)-2-(methylamino)cyclohexanone, Methoxetamine is (RS)-2-(3-methoxyphenyl)-2-(ethylamino)cyclohexanone) - it might affect serotonin too - so it's possible there might be potential for serotonin syndrome, and this might explain the one reported death (which was a mix of MXE and MDAI, a potent serotonin releaser). I think it's unlikely you have anything to worry about but I'd stay on the safe side with low doses just in case
I'd also keep your doses lower than normal if you're on an SSRI, it might just be me being extra cautious but since Ketamine affects serotonin, and this is just Ketamine with a chloro group substituted for a methoxy group (edit: Sorry, not quite. Ketamine is (RS)-2-(2-Chlorophenyl)-2-(methylamino)cyclohexanone, Methoxetamine is (RS)-2-(3-methoxyphenyl)-2-(ethylamino)cyclohexanone) - it might affect serotonin too - so it's possible there might be potential for serotonin syndrome, and this might explain the one reported death (which was a mix of MXE and MDAI, a potent serotonin releaser). I think it's unlikely you have anything to worry about but I'd stay on the safe side with low doses just in case
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20/25mg earlier, came up rapidly sharp onset within 20 minutes, up, down, no messing about like what usually happens. smooth experience. - most of the other MXE batches ive had come on in waves and dither around for ages. definitely knocked a few hours off the peak, time feels forward. reminded me of K or something. not many lingering after effects. Excellent stuff, just ordered some more. feeling good at the moment, despite having a nasty cold. this was on a smooth crystally batch
I'm coming down from a tail-chasing experience. Existential despair. Pure hopelessness. It wasn't a 'bad trip' per se; just very unexpected... especially given the fact that I was just chilling and watching a comedy when all of a sudden, my brain took me for an introspective ride down to the bowels of... whatever the hell that was.
It wasn't a revelatory experience at all. It was just deeply troubling, confused introspection.
I posted the result on the Philosophy and Spirituality subsection, but it ain't pretty.
I have a feeling I'll regret creating that thread and *facepalm* once I sober up completely. ;-P
It wasn't a revelatory experience at all. It was just deeply troubling, confused introspection.
I posted the result on the Philosophy and Spirituality subsection, but it ain't pretty.
I have a feeling I'll regret creating that thread and *facepalm* once I sober up completely. ;-P
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This happens more often than I'd like. Consider yourself fortunate you didn't have the whole 'sanity snapping in two like a matchstick' horror. I got that watching Yogscast with a surprise M-Hole during the middle of it. Honestly thought I was in minecraft...It wasn't very fun.
Ha. Misery loves company and on that note, I'm glad someone knows where I'm coming from.
I'm still a bit shaken, and I'm seriously considering hiring a therapist just to look over the shit I wrote whilst in the clutches of that existential crisis. It'd be great if psychoanalysis via email/forums existed.
edit: whilst high I genuinely thought that the martial-arts comedy Kung-Fu Hustle is actually a post-modern take on cinema (particularly kung-fu cinema), as well as a treatise on the futility of desire and existence, and the emptiness of form. Lol!
Not a fun headspace to find yourself in, though. I'm exhausted now, and I have a headache.
I'm still a bit shaken, and I'm seriously considering hiring a therapist just to look over the shit I wrote whilst in the clutches of that existential crisis. It'd be great if psychoanalysis via email/forums existed.
edit: whilst high I genuinely thought that the martial-arts comedy Kung-Fu Hustle is actually a post-modern take on cinema (particularly kung-fu cinema), as well as a treatise on the futility of desire and existence, and the emptiness of form. Lol!
Not a fun headspace to find yourself in, though. I'm exhausted now, and I have a headache.
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OK so I'm down with the flu and I just ate like ~15mg MXE on totally empty stomach (just woke up).
I didn't think it was gonna do much but I'm all fucked up, almost exact same high like 4 days ago when I took 40mg sublingual. The onset was really fast too. What the hell. And I thought I had this shit all figured out ;p
MXE you bastard!
EDIT: ha, took a shower, feeling more normal now. Was prolly just a shock from going from shit-flu feeling to nice MXE high + the fact and I'm a complete noob when it comes to dissociatives and I still get all excited when dissociation hits me. 8) (the come up WAS way faster then subslingual tho)
I didn't think it was gonna do much but I'm all fucked up, almost exact same high like 4 days ago when I took 40mg sublingual. The onset was really fast too. What the hell. And I thought I had this shit all figured out ;p
MXE you bastard!
EDIT: ha, took a shower, feeling more normal now. Was prolly just a shock from going from shit-flu feeling to nice MXE high + the fact and I'm a complete noob when it comes to dissociatives and I still get all excited when dissociation hits me. 8) (the come up WAS way faster then subslingual tho)
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foolsgold
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got a gram on tuesday and for some reason it gave me really bad chills and my heart rate was all over the place with no after glow at all iv had to get another today in the hope that it helps fight the blues because it left me feeling very down all most suicidal with the darkness of it total strange never had it do this before i know i could just be the fact that its christmas and debts getting to me but this is a first with this wonderfull stuff
Seems similar to my situation - if it's not working for you, take a break.
Today, I'll try one last dose to see if I can maintain a positive headspace throughout the trip.
I'll try what other people have suggested - listen to some nice positive music, or watch something life-affirming. I think the trick is to get sufficiently absorbed in an activity in order to prevent your thoughts from spinning out of control.
I'll stop using for at least a week afterwards.
Today, I'll try one last dose to see if I can maintain a positive headspace throughout the trip.
I'll try what other people have suggested - listen to some nice positive music, or watch something life-affirming. I think the trick is to get sufficiently absorbed in an activity in order to prevent your thoughts from spinning out of control.
I'll stop using for at least a week afterwards.
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