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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 6th Dose (now you've gone and used it all up)

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I'm trying to learn that too with MXE! <3

Scunch said:
MXE provided a much needed spiritual release for me, as well as hitting all the right receptors in my brain--I've never found a more satisfying high or trip.
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I hope you don't mind if I cherry-pick from your post... Like oxmo, I found it uplifiting as well.

You perfectly described my relationship with MXE, thanks much for crystallizing that conceptualization for me!

Scunch said:
I've had a complicated relationship with MXE, but I can't deny that it's just the perfect high for me, nor can I deny that I've been abusing it.

So I've made attempts at limiting my use and have had a good amount of success. I was afraid that I'd be unable to do it, since I hadn't felt the need to limit my use in the past at all.

MXE has been great to me but an uncontrollable addiction is something that can destroy a life. Luckily my success--though minor--has given me hope that I can enjoy it responsibly
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I am a few steps behind you unfortunately, I am still trying to find the balance... I think your post is relevant here in the MXE B&D thread, because a sustainable, rational approach to MXE use seems to be particularly problematic for many of us, at least it is for me! Your description of your efforts helps me at least to get a better handle on the steps I can take to make MXE my life-long friend and psychonautical vehicle.

Scunch said:
I've learned a few techniques to limit my use. Measuring my doses for a night beforehand and putting everything else away has done wonders for limiting my redosing, and keeping all my dosing equipment just out of reach from my desk and out of sight has made it so I have to make a conscious decision to dose.

I found myself considering dosing first thing one morning right after dosing the night before, and thought "no, I don't think I want to" and that was the end of that, my mind only wandered to the possibility a couple of times through the day and I had no problem telling myself no. And I repeated that a few times. Self control that I was afraid I didn't have, it felt good.
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That is a great summation, I have been veering towards these tried and true techniques, but haven't gotten there yet. So, now I probably sound hypocritical, and in retrospect my previous post sounded kinda pompous, but Thank you for helping me see how your success can translate into a better relationship between MXE and myself!

peace, r
 
kessin said:
Glad the music tip worked for you oxmo.

I've found MXE to make me more attuned to (certain) music than even MDMA. Although I usually have the opposite experience you did - instead of being able to change the music, I have the sensation that the music playing physically changes my body warping it to fit the sound. (ISAM turned me into a spaceship for a little while.)

The panic attack was probably the fault of the AM-2201.
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I find that some sort of synathesia takes place when on higher dosed MXE trips, whereby the music isn't just heard, it is felt, smelled and seen...It's truly remarkable. MDMA may make music sound good, but MXE turns music into another entity altogether. With regards to ISAM in particular, the nature of the music really sends me into a dark place. I find that The Orb puts me in a much better frame of mind.
 
well i think iv killed the fun for me with this stuff yet again it turned into a bad time no after glow total loss of reality was fine till after i came down were it just left me no longer wanting to live plus for the second time iv had very bad heart rates for the last 3 days numb fingers and toes plus aches in both arms so thats the end of this of me shame
 
I had my best MXE experience to date about a week ago. The trip consisted of two phases. The first was extremely energetic, and the other one was sedating, calming and very meditative. My total dose was 100 mg, split in doses of 30 mg, then 40 mg and then 30 mg (snorted).

In the energetic phase I was so euphoric I lost my capacity to talk, I listened to energetic music and just went nuts, danced and jumped like never before. Music sounded absolutely fantastic. After a while I started feeling more sedated, and decided to try entering another dimension. In the meditative phase I put my headphones on, put some very deep ambient playing and just laid in my bed with my eyes closed for 1,5 hours. I wasn't present anymore, I was floating, I was the music, it was deeply spiritual and felt mentally healing. It reminded me very much of deep meditation. I had a very strong sense of inner peace.

It was profound to say the least.
 
Cyanoide said:
I had my best MXE experience to date about a week ago. The trip consisted of two phases. The first was extremely energetic, and the other one was sedating, calming and very meditative. My total dose was 100 mg, split in doses of 30 mg, then 40 mg and then 30 mg (snorted).

In the energetic phase I was so euphoric I lost my capacity to talk, I listened to energetic music and just went nuts, danced and jumped like never before. Music sounded absolutely fantastic. After a while I started feeling more sedated, and decided to try entering another dimension. In the meditative phase I put my headphones on, put some very deep ambient playing and just laid in my bed with my eyes closed for 1,5 hours. I wasn't present anymore, I was floating, I was the music, it was deeply spiritual and felt mentally healing. It reminded me very much of deep meditation. I had a very strong sense of inner peace.

It was profound to say the least.
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Is this the first time you've properly 'broken through'? I can so relate to your wonderment. Such a humbling thing to experience first hand.
 
JSPete said:
Is this the first time you've properly 'broken through'? I can so relate to your wonderment. Such a humbling thing to experience first hand.
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No, I actually didn't enter "the hole" completely this time. But I've done it a few times with 100mg+ doses. My most extreme breakthrough was a combination of 25C-NBOMe, 4-HO-DPT and 100 mg MXE. I've also had an unpleasant breakthrough experience with 115 mg. It was just extreme confusion, I couldn't understand language anymore, although I could think, but it was just a real mental mess. Once I've experienced a breakthrough with a sub 100 mg dose, it was 80 mg snorted. That was also a very mystic experience. I was at my friends flat and it was dark and we had lit candles. My friend's bedroom had just one candle burning but that candle and the whole room became a ritual cathedral for me. I just sat and lied in his bed for hours in awe, it was out of this world. I'm not a religious guy but that experience felt deeply religious.

But I don't do these doses often. I think I've taken 100 mg+ six times.
 
Do you guys get a "ratcheting" feeling in you brain when staying up on MXE? It's really hard to explain unless you've played with a socket wrench I guess.
 
Transcendence said:
Do you guys get a "ratcheting" feeling in you brain when staying up on MXE? It's really hard to explain unless you've played with a socket wrench I guess.
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Yes. I hadn't really figured out a way to describe it, but that's pretty much exactly it. It's something I've gotten on nitrous before, too.
 
Well...After quite the adventure trying to find a reputable source, then getting sold MPA as MXE and them forgetting my gram of 4-MeO-PCP in the package conveniently...I found a different reputable supplier that has an actual REAL methoxetamine supply, then I placed my order...waited a week or so....watching my package get tracked on the USPS....it get's to my city....I'm excited...and it sits in my city for 2 days...and then it get's SHIPPED the fuck back to NEW YORK! Chalk that one up lost(AKA STOLEN in america)...fast forward to now...a month and a half since my first MXE order...and I JUST received my first samples yesterday.
I'd say it was worth the wait. I still can't believe just how POTENT it is by weight. I wouldn't even feel safe just doing a key bump out in public unless I had it in pre-measured doses. I am DEFinetely the kind of person who can do a gram of K in a night in a second...if I've got the resources...but this stuff is a whole 'nother ballgame.
Here's my first attempt at a trip report... Has a very noticeable opiate buzz, especially the first 30 minutes to an hour. Quite visual...I didn't really see too much weird shit, but everything looked really interesting and Keta like and music was Dissociative-arific, def felt wonky in my feet when walking, kinda like the first time I tried Ket...MOONBOOTS...I only did maybe 80-100mgs in 4 lines of 20-25mg over the course of probably 8 hours or so. It lasts quite a while, which is quite a mindfuck at first...My brain was like,"what's going on, this feels just like K but just keeps going and going and going...It lasts about as long as DXM, maybe even longer considering the duration of the afterglow, and the re-intensifying effects of weed once the peek if over. Although I will say, for a daily, all day, everyday smoker....I didn't really like the way I felt after I smoked a blunt on it...just left me kinda paranoid and in a weird headspace for 10-15 minutes after. I was fine once I adjusted though. It is for sure its own "beast" as someone appropriately put it...Def has a predominant Ketamine feeling to it...but at times you'll get hints of weird DXM and PCP type odd sensations...lots of stimulation almost like cocaine...lots of euphoria equivalent to some good dope...it def had an odd PCP flavor to the trip, which I think is partially what makes it so unique and interesting. I love DXM...but will admit that unless I have weed to smoke the whole time I'm on it, I can't take it because the high feels too "dirty" without the trees to cover it up. I did not find this to have that weird "dirty" feeling that SOME dissociatives can give you, which 4-MeO-PCP gave me, so I was thankful for that. The best part about this drug though, to me, is that it's the first RC that I've done that doesn't have a low ceiling for having fun on it. You can get truly, 1000%, all the way, FUCKED THE FUCK UP out of your goddamn mind...like, chasing a cop car down the street 'cuz you like the pretty lights and had energy fucked up. I hope the ban doesn't hit TOO soon so that I can stock up before this wonderfully interesting substance DISAPPEARS from the world forever. It's hard enough to find Ket steadily where I live...It hasn't been around in 1 year+ now...I just hope I can get a good bit of MXE before it's gone to have some good times good times with.
START SMALL and work your way up. I've done grams of K in a night, taken 1200mgs DXM on many occasions, and have always had a love for the Discos as I like to call them...but this one is EXCEPTIONALLY strong...treat it like PCP, not Ketamine, I would compare it WAY more to PCP...at least as far as POTENCY by dose goes than Ketamine. This RC is a beast, and it's got some legs on it. Treat it with respect or it will kick 'yo muthafuckin' craka' ass craka's ASS!!
Oh yeah, it was extremely bitter and a granular fine powder texture, not overly sparkly, with a very mild salt aftertaste. It has a distinct smell as well. Have fun kids...and be careful with this one...it'll knock ur CHRISTMAS socks off!!! In conclusion, I'm calling it..............PCKETDEXTROHEROINAMINE...cuz that's EXACTLY how it feels. It's basically 3 dissociatives gang raping a semi-powerful opiate....at least that's what it felt like. Hope this report helps someone understand what they are getting into. I highly doubt you'll be doing a gram in a night anytime soon...that's enough for like 5 fucking people to be ROCKED ALL NIGHT. My last 4 words........DO TINY MEASURED BUMPS! ; }
 
I remember puting to the rubish bin all my recorded audio tapes, once, I was on a powerful weed strain.

Anyway, js;
 
Colt Dan said:
not good man how many times have you done it? what dosage?
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lots of time since it came out but i had a break of a few months till about 2 months ago dosage don't know really i normal just burn through a gram till its gone . think its its mystical side to it telling me iv done to much really that and i could have an underlying heart problem from the stim abuse iv done over the last 18 years think its time for a trip to the doctors next week
 
that doesn't sound good mate :(


been very far on this stuff, been doing it for awhile now, and ive said this before and im gonna say it again... the afterglow on this stuff is amazing. also Valium + MXE is an awesome combo. doubt im gonna bother doing mxe anymore without valium in the mix to be honest, they seem to mix so well... such a smooth, slow kinda noddy fuzzy warm bubble of a high. then up the MXE dose and it gets so weird and twisted but the valium seems to remove the confusion and some of the mind fuck. just ordered another 500mg, not that i really needed to but thought id stock up a lil more before it gets banned... can make this stuff last me fucking ages. been doing aprox 60/80mg once a week/fortnight for the past few months, no desire to abuse this beautiful drug and start doing it more often. sod doing it every day like some people have been
 
How quickly do you guys build tolerance? I remember taking small doses 3 days in a row (10-20mg) and on the third day I didn't get all that hit.
 
thats my problem i have no self control and it looks like its starting to take its toll on me shame as i was planing on doing a few things christmas and new years but im better leaving it now and getting checked out
 
Yup, this stuff has therapeutic value. i just used Freud's transference concept to explain some weird unfulfilled expectations happening in my life. I'm not saying I wouldn't have been able to make the connections minus the mxe. but yeah..
 
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