I'm sorry to break it to you, but once you get your pro card, it IS whoever takes the most gear wins. Your diet can only be so perfect, even if you literally never have a single cheat meal. Training also has a ceiling to an even bigger extent. I just think it's quite asinine to say that this is what makes you happy when you've hardly been involved in it all and you're still very young. Anybody wanting to be Mr. O is living a pipe dream. Though, it really is a wonder how the pro's of today are still alive. When they aren't lifting or eating, they are probably in the doctor's office being put on even more shit to stop complications from the gear. People think just because building muscle is constructive, it's a healthy lifestyle. The general public has this absolutely retarded logic that big, shredded guys are healthy, When in reality, obsession goes both ways whether it's anorexia, or complete and total steroid abuse. If you claim you want to be 300lb at 4% to make yourself happy, I'm calling absolute bullshit. There is honestly no bigger lie than a man THAT big claiming he does it for himself. There's only 1 reason to get that large: To beat the other opponents. When it comes to pro BB, it's not the steroids that are the most toxic. It's the mentality.
Using the past 50 years in bodybuilding to extrapolate how big professionals will be, where do you think we're going to be by 2020? Guys coming in at 5'9 345 shredded? Yeah, have fun with that. I, along with the rest of the community of serious lifters would be plenty satisfied with a Frank Zane physique. There is a difference between doing what you love and conforming to societies bullshit standards. I will never let a country of fat-asses and liberal fuckwits dictate how I should look, but guess what? It would also be nice to go get a cup of coffee without having people look at you like you belong in a circus. Modern bodybuilding is fucked. It has been for the past 20 years and probably will be forever. Enjoy having people who have never stepped foot into a gym tell you that you need to be bigger.
And to answer your question, a .5mg dose every day of methyltrienolone for 2 weeks will cause liver harm even after you've stopped. Cheque drops are equally toxic. Don't take this post as an insult, because it seriously is not meant to be one. Just by your posts I can tell you're still very naive as to what you're getting yourself into and what pro's need to do to survive. Pain pills and stimulants are abused in bodybuilding to an astonishing degree. Nolva might keep minor gyno at bay, but what about when the damage is already done? Yeah, surgery. Synthol is now a common occurrence on the scene as well. And oh, don't even get me started on the amount of money you're going to be spending in order to afford the AAS, insulin, peptides, GH, thyroid hormones, clen, BP meds, statins, and pain pills.
Yeah, but that's far from an unnatural physique so your decision was fucking retarded. You may not care now, but you're going to be paying the price for that cycle in just a few years time. You'll see.