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[aveoturbo]

Why does my self control suck so much?

Another bump of MXE. My mind is thoroughly being fertilized.

 

[laCster]

^^Lol at this rate, you will have to type with 1 eye closed

Just tobacco for me today! Probably best not to take fentanyl or etizolam every single day, eh?

i thought you despised opiates? i guess only the good ones

 

[Vader]

Nah, I just think buccal fentanyl's a bit crap. All the more reason to not take it all the time, no?

 

[effie]

That's a philosophical way of saying "The simplest explanation is probably correct". It's like science, people aren't going to think you're clever if you don't express things in the most elaborate possible fashion.


Just tobacco for me today! Probably best not to take fentanyl or etizolam every single day, eh?

Hah. Probably not Substitute fentanyl for oxy and you've got my most tempting combination right there.. Plenty of tobacco for me today too.. always smoke so much more when I drink.

aveo, self control with MXE is tricky. I don't tend to redose by lots of bumps though, doesn't really seem to work that way for me.. my self control is to stop myself from taking m-hole (or whatever) doses all the time

 

[aveoturbo]

I have moved the shit out to my car to stop myself from taking it. Although, there is really nothing to stop me from going out to my car to get it again :-/

I am enjoying myself though

In a few hours I will be laying down into pure bliss.

 

[aveoturbo]

Just ate a valium. Now my balance is a bit off.....

I feel like a robot in a human world

 

[laCster]

oh how i want a fatt line of MXE...

 

[aveoturbo]

Or am I a human in a robot world?

Fuck! Im a robot in a robot world!

 

[laCster]

both

 

[aveoturbo]

I feel the ripples of waves in the music.

laCster, its good to hear your new job is kewl!

 

[laCster]

i went in ripped out of my mindd, and i'm pretty sure my manager knew i was baked because at the end of my shift he asked, "going to smoke madd weed??" and i was like, "i dont smoke weed." LOL pretty sure he knew i was lieing...

what music do you listen to aveo?

side note..

i must know, do british people say "plox" instead of "please"???

 

[aveoturbo]

40s, 50s ballads, scream metal, some metal, alternative, rap, punk, rock, r&b, other shit I cant think of.

Maybe he wants to smoke with you? Not a chance I'd take tho.

 

[laCster]

nah i bet he's straight.

listen to this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDlC7oG_2W4

 

[aveoturbo]

I am on my mobile hot spot right now. I am not going to try and download a 9 minute vid on a 3g network to my laptop. I saved it to my faves tho for later enjoyment and if I am not mistaken, I believe I have heard it before. Im not a huge fan of Tool, have a few of their songs but not that one.

Things are getting blurry-ish.

 

[laCster]

tool is the best. anything by MJK is amazing. i.e. a perfect circle

 

[aveoturbo]

I like his other side project Puscifer.

Anyone want to take a gander as to who walked back out to his car a little while ago? Im a little disappointed in myself. Nothing that cant be fixed with some droooooooogs.

 

[effie]

tool is the best. anything by MJK is amazing. i.e. a perfect circle

Ooh. Not listened to A Perfect Circle in ages. Or much non-electronic music at all, actually. Might be time to rectify that.

aveo - yes, you are a robot. We all are. Glad you're having fun!

laCster - why would we say plox instead of please??

 

[aveoturbo]

I got to say, I was a bit skeptical about all this talk about MXE, but, holy shit. Its like I changed my religion because I saw Mohammed beat up Jesus or something like that. I cant believe 7 hours has gone by already.

Were gonna go have a fire tonight and I think I am just going to end the night with some booze.

Effie, are there any detox megathreads in TDS forum? Im too lazy/high too look and think one would be a cool idea since I keep seeing a few people popping in there sayint that they are going to begin detoxing. If there is such a thing then completely ignore me.

 

[effie]

We have threads offering support for specific addictions (heroin, meth etc.. can't find benzo one, will investigate) which covers support while tapering/withdrawing, and it's fine for people to start their own tapering support thread, but we don't have one big specific one. The actual mechanics of tapering (what to take when) isn't really TDS material - would be more BDD or actually probably OD.. looking in the OD directory there are specific threads for tapering off different benzos so we should maybe be linking people up with those!

TDS is great for getting support during a taper/withdrawing though so I might start mentioning that too. Good thinking especially on MXE, haha!

 

[debaser]

What is the theory that one ought to believe in God because you stand to gain everything if you are right and to lose so little if you are wrong?

NSFW:

Pascal's Wager

Ah, le Pari de Pascal (he was French %)). I've heard about this one. Very interesting, thanks Vader

edit: going to have a big walky with the dog in the land :D