explain your comedown sam. has it gone?
higher doses it gets twisted... very twisted. especially when mixed with things. im not doing higher doses of this stuff again, sticking with 20mg also
No im still depressed but bare in mind , ive had these feelings for many years, but it went away with ketamine treatment,
but its back since i have played around with mxe lol.
its like realisation of things too..
people treating me like shit realisticly, not having close family to talk to , being alone for nearly a year and a half now.
Everythings getting to me, ive thought of killing myself quite a bit the past few days. i hope it all goes away i dont want to feel like this i thought i was free from it, its such a horrible way to feel i thought the ketamine i did would have fixed me up but it didnt, i have to stay away from it.. walked my dog miles and did my weights past few days too.
I just hope it fades this is horrible... so lonely
ive not touched the mxe since saturday
Regarding comedowns: I've never experienced one from MXE, though I don't typically get bad comedowns from anything (still noticeable with stimulants, though). It's sort of strange feeling such a powerful euphoria, then it just fades and I'm fine. It's sort of a have your cake and eat it too situation, like with most 5-HT psychedelics (though MXE is likely far worse for me, physiologically speaking). Hah, fuck you common wisdom.
This comedown came straight after me feeling on top of the world, like from a manic episode to a severely depressed side.
I dont know how to fight this off? I know how to stop a comedown from mdma but i dont understand how mxe works on the brain